Oh my god Ulrich. you were almost cool until you started talking like a left wing communist hippie.

As nihilistic, and whatnot as I am....damn. you got problems, yo.

Here's what you need to to do. Stop caring. Stop caring about all of these stupid things that you can do absolutely nothing about and start living a little more.

There is nothing wrong with money. It isn't evil in and of itself. It is merely a means to an end. You just have to stop trying to outthink everything and remember this:

It doesn't really matter. Nothing does. And the thing is that humans don't have to be considerate about anything.

Here is what you seriously need to do. Untighten your sphincter, get over yourself, go eat some cake, go for a walk, lay down in the grass...look at the sky.

Look at it. See it? Good. Remember...you can't do anything about it. That's the ultimate freedom in realizing that you really don't have as much of a responsibility to the world as you might think you do. So just do whatever.