So, basically as the title says. the Demon Azazel has come to me in my dreams twice. It scares me a little, but due to the fact that it happens while i'm going through "Sleep Paralysis", it makes me wonder.
A month before the first encounter, I was facinated by demons. I decided to look up pictures of a lot of them, and Azazel scared me the most. If i'm going through a scientific solution to this, it is that fact why he came to me while in sleep paralysis.
The first encounter was that it felt like I was in hell, fire was surrounding my bed, and I saw dancing shadows. Then I heard a screaming demonic voice coming towards me down my hall. right as it was about to burst though my door I regained control of my body and everythigns stopped.
The second encounter happend a year later, I was watching TV and I fell asleep because I didnt sleep well the night before. I "woke up" and found that the TV was off and I couldnt move. I saw my reflection on the TV, but standingnext to the couch I was sleeping on was Azazel. He just stood there, not moving. When I regained control of my body, the image dissapeared.
The thing is, I'M NOT JEWISH! This is why i'm thinking it's not some supernatural phenomenon. Why would a Jewish demon come to me in my sleep?
Pot's gettin' to ya, man.
Sleep Paralysis is a spiritual attack on humans from any non human entity that has the ability to contol your body, energy, and thoughts while you are in a state of sleep. Weather or not the opposing entity induces sleep depends on who it/they are attacking. During my attacks my energy is drained from me so severely that I believe I will not wake from the horrifying situation. Although the attacks startedwhen I was around two years old I never understood what was happening to me until I became fascinated with the occult enough to research the supernatural. Only recently have I studied sleep paralysis because I didn't know there was a name for what I've been suffering from. A few months. ago I saw who was doing this to me. During an attack I opened my eyes and looked to the left of my bed. I remember feeling so incredibly drained I wasn't sure if I could wake back up. The entity next to me was a completely black man sized figure. He began to speak to me immediately in a language mixed with english. I feel stupid telling you that I know what it was saying when it was speaking to me but now I think I blocked it out. I know after it spoke, (voice was like several hissy whispers simultaneously creating one sound) I said to it ' you're azazel ' then I was brought to the realization that he has been sucking my energy away from me since I was little. Azazel also told me he wanted all I had in me. I'm waking from a spiritual attack now and once again heard it. I don't known how much I have left for him to feed on.
>>4 quite the imagination you got there. Ever think about forming a cult? I'm sure that kind of shit would be right up your alley.
He is not a demon... If he comes to you its for a reason. Ask him and I bet he will show you. And make shore it is Azazel.
He has come to me twice over the past week, I have bad dreams every night, I don't talk about what happens, and never will. He won't tell
Me what he wants and I'm getting no sleep. He won't let me sleep, if anyone has answers to help please help. I'm sick of it
Answers? The only answer is, you're having bad dreams.
There are no such things as demons, or angels, or spirits, or magic. You're having bad dreams.
Has something bad or upsetting happened to you recently, that might cause you to have a lot of bad dreams?
I'm not a doctor, I'm not a shrink. If you have a regular physician you might want to speak to him and ask for a referral.
You read Bible too much, stop
Religion can be quite dangerous for your mental health
seriously , i, always, fart in school !! this problem already bothered me about two years. one year ago , when i was hungry my stomach would make out some fucking sound which is really simlarly to the fart sound. ok then this year i solved it by eating the snack in all the recess time ( this! spent me a ton a ton of money and a lot of time to interact with my classmates ...i will eat the food oneself lonely ) well...no problem is there now ? no ! in the present , i changed to always fart !!! this one is worse , especially in the still time in classroom ( reading time, teacher without speaking ,etc.) i hate it very much what can i do
the truth is fart man don't have an ass, he is too afraid to have one.
oh seriously, i have to consult with a dictor ?
Stimulant drugs like adderal and riddlen can cause the body's processes to speed up and can be responsible for more frequent farting. If you are taking a stimulant drug and farting is that big of a problem for you, maybe you should reconsider taking them.
Seriously, this thread is a fuckin waste of board space. Go and troll in DQN or internet addicts.
no, its not. farts is such a big issue that the term "fart" is even used for a part of a persons name.
#shut-in-network on Rizon
#shut-in-gaming on Rizon
use kiwi irc and hexchat to get on
>What do I do in the threads?
Talk to people, make conversation. Don't try to get into anyone's pants. It is a social thread on imageboards, for actually being social, without nudity!
>Wait, is this some super-secret cool kids' club where you can only be some sort of shut-in freak to participate in?
No, we are moderately tolerant of normalfags here. Feel free to participate, just don't be a dick.
>I DON'T LIKE ___________
Discuss it with us, but civilly. If you are spouting out cusswords and insults because you don't like something, chances are, it is not going to change and you will be blown off as some anally pained droll. Now, if you are civil, people will work with you.
>What's an IRC?
A witch stole my penis what do I do? I don't think they will let me burn her on a stake.
This must of been quite the traumatic experience for you, I wish I could help but I know nothing about penis theft.
The only way is to steal another man's penis. It's a shitty thing to do but you have no choice.
You can just ask politely and she will give it to you.
you must kill the self
Name: Sean M. Kinnier
AKA: Sean Kinnier
Date of birth: 4th June 1984 [06/04/1986]
Ethnicity: Mixed race Hispanic/Caucasian
Address: 108 S William St Johnstown, New York 12095-2420
Offense Description: Sexual Intercourse
Promoting/Possessing Sexual Performance by a Child
Sexual Contact Deviate Sexual Intercourse
Relationship to victim: Stranger
Weapon used: No weapon used
Force used: Immediately and physically overpowered
Computer used: No
Today is my 23rd brithday.
I am still a hikikomori loser.
I still hate myself.
I still haven't achieved anything.
I can't even gather the will power to look around the web for a place to order an exit-bag.
I still haven't had sex.
Happy birthday to me.
I wish I knew some some of you that are posting replies, I wish I could be friends with all of you that are going through the same thing as me I wish I could keep in contact with all of.you, but I don't know.if.i.could just be strong and fight, just.remember the movie 300 and gladiator This is Sparta, life is Sparta don't give up any of you and find people like you because there is power in numbers
No, you are a hikkikomori for some reason. Find whats bothering you about society.
- If its you, try to discover if you are lazy, in which case your skills may need a polishing, for that to happen you must run towards danger and find that group, call it the gym or martial arts or whatever activity you find amusing to hone your discipline.
- Otherwise if you havent lost your touch, and you can comprehend what other people mean, but people cant motivate you, maybe you are in the wrong place, (listen to wrong - depeche mode) talk to wimen about that, wimen tend to lead you in the right direction to find that wiman that can relate to your inhability, most people in society act like programmed by social and media, and patterns can be found.
- But if none of the above works for your problem means that you want several things that isnt mean to archieve by people society. In that case you must conspirate, alone in your home till you have all the information, tools and contacts you may need to proceed.
Good luck with life.
And dont forget to laugh and be selfless.
Going through the same thing
And road is long and fun
Hahah same shit plus I live in Russia
Nuff said, I am doomed
Become Linux admin and earn 55k just like everyone else
Are you still alive?
i'm nearly 25, still hikki loser.
I'm 25. Also still a hikki loser. I'm so tired of this. I hope this isn't all there is to life, but I'm afraid that it is and that I have at least another 25 years of it. I want to end it before it comes to that, but I'm too dumb and scared to do it right.
I don't want to be alone anymore.