Taurean woman,
Our love is like the hillside--
Dynamic, yet still.
Too quickly we split
An ocean separates us
I miss you fiercely
alone, lost in time
pretty much NEET for 12 years
let me see the love
Soon a year will be
Since my feelings first sparked
And refuse to wane
Typing on the keyboard
Searching for some ewhores
Don’t want to be lonely
Artsy girl I knew,
I still wish it'd worked, even if
you have issues, man.
Still haven’t got over when you passed
Sad you were gone before your time
Blood flowing from slashed wrists
Wished you’d sucked my dick for longer
Sad I am now alone
Forced to watch porn and rub my bone
Down syndrome
It was not written.
That that, even now of all times,
We collide no more.
just CUMMED for the last time before NO NUT NOVEMBER
I WILL succeed this time
i will report back here, if I fail then I have to endure 20 years of curses and suffering
>>8
anon, everyone knows there are no superpowers involved, the real superpower is the ability of the sharp focus you might gain if you improved your life in general, the thing is that this addiction plagues your mind, destroys your life in the extension of that, therefore you'll need to regain your lost "superpowers" which you used to have as a kid.
the nofap is nothing more than a desire of self-preservation.
its a notification, sent by god or some say the universe; which also can mean nature, your own nature. when you dive deeper in those addictions you tend to start hating your own self for your addictions which is a natural response to your anti-producionary habits; a waste of life, is hate for life.
the wet dreams are also another notification; for excessive production, its a call to get you a female, if you don't the body will simply let that amount go out of it so it can keep produce. its natural, you'll need to be patient until you can get a fem.
>>9 what a bunch, 4chan. then again you are at the mercy of everyone
I nutted this morning and I'm going to nut again before I go to sleep. Then I'll nut again in the morning.
I've been masturbating and cumming 5 times a day for close to 20 years now. I can't stop, age isn't even slowing me down. Even prior to those 20 years I was cumming 2-3 times a day.
>>15
I'm concerned about your health anon.:#
cumming as i type tis
I'm a serious insomniac and can't sleep and when I can sleep I always wake up exhausted and tired. I'm restless and paranoid all the time. Whats the secret to a good night sleep? I've tried pills and they just fuck me up for some reason.
I’ve tried these and it doesn’t work. I just stare in the darkness or end up trying to resist the urge to fap.
no idea, everyone's on a different clock
if you lie in bed for long periods of time with a body full of energy, i recommend going out for a late night run
it may seem weird of even dangerous knowing, or rather not knowing what's going on outside but who'd mess with a guy running around at the dead of night? i myself suffer from poor sleeping habits and this just werks for me. i think it's due to the fact that i don't do anythng all day, jst sit by my pc and my energy goes to waste. hope this helps you out
I don’t have a bed. Do I need a bed for good sleep? I just sleep on the floor or on my desk. Sometimes I get drool on my keyboard so now I try to cover it before I collapse of exhaustion.
Eat 200 milligrams of diphenhydramine each night. You'll sleep very soundly and have fun dreams.
Drop a brick on your head every night and knock yourself out cold
Work out before bed until you collapse of exhaustion
I like sleeping on my side. It allows for easier diaphragmatic breathing vis a vis crooking your legs in a sort of fetal position.
Taking a bath as hot as you can stand it and some 4x strength -dose benadryl can help too. A once therapist of mine I fired told me that. It helps. Tylenol PM is just as good. Don't take too much benadryl. Or do
I need help, anons. I can't focus on the tasks i have, i seem to have this weird "need" to do something else other than what i need to do now, i have a book i need to finish in the next days, i try to read but i find myself daydreaming or just changing music, or looking for a post to read or something, i just can't focus correctly; and it "hurts" like i feel a painless pain when it try to force myself to focus this shit is weird, i assume this is because of years of dopamine rushing my brain with internet content, is there something to do? can i solve this?
at the moment, i'm gonna turn off all internet on my machines, and just sit there until i feel like reading that shit.
i fucking hate this
inb4: i did all yoga shit and meditation, im beyond fucked.
just want to read it or read bit by bit
Zen Buddhist practice could help you but the important thing is discipline. Two ways of dealing with racing thoughts and impulses. A. Put them off and think about something else B. Have a little notepad with you and write out the intrusive thought and tell yourself you'll look into it later when your done reading. When your reading take breaks. Don't try and get through it cover to cover in one sitting. Read a couple paragraphs then pause or read one chapter and take a 30 min break. Put on some relaxing music. Maybe some free jazz or trip hop or whatever calms you down but make sure its not something exciting, loud, or fast paced. Take notes, underline, argue with the book like your talking to the author directly.
I have problems really bad with focusing as well. I really want to try adderall to see if that helps with the problems so I can be productive.
>>4
You have to practice it and slowly build up tolerance to procrastination. It takes discipline and time. Remove distracting things from view. Keep everything as simple as possible so getting the task done is the only alternative to boredom. Don't take adderall unless you really need it. It can fuck your head up and make your attention issues worse, make it impossible to sleep or give you racing thoughts.
>make it impossible to sleep or give you racing thoughts
I've been living this for over 20 years now.
One thing that improved my focus was taking saffron capsules, the kind you can find at most drugstores and health food stores. Started with 30mg once a day and upped it to 60mg. Some studies have shown it's as effective for treating ADHD as Ritalin is.
It can get expensive though. Might be a good way to check if you actually might have ADHD so you can get tested (if you have robust healthcare that will cover the cost of doctors/prescription drugs.)
After 14 or more years of alcohol abuse I have finally realized how grave this situation is and I need to quit.
The thing about quitting alcohol though is that after a day or two sober I break out into horrible panic attacks, panic attacks so severe I feel like I'm dying.
Yesterday I took a CBD edible and although this is an illegal state and this should only contain 0.3% delta 9 it got me extremely high, or I was having a terrible panic attack either way I started drinking some booze and the fear went away ... I'm drinking right now as well.
Kids don't do drugs.
Stay the fuck away from alcohol, even if you don't think you'll become addicted.
Watch videos on youtube of alcoholic people living miserably or having severe withdrawal symptoms, that is the true face of alcohol not the jewish lie of people having fun partying or socializing.
ANyways I need to check myself into a rehab center because I think while I'm getting off alcohol I should have my health monitored and be giving anxiety medication.
Are there free places like that?
>>4
Glad you're doing well, bud. Keep it up, you got this.
I'm back to drinking but I did go to an AA meeting today
I too enjoy Drinking. Just buy the really cheap shit and you'll never get addicted--its too nasty.
>>8
I knew a guy who was addicted to PBR and Bootleggers.
>>1
CBD edibles don't do anything for me. Are you sure it wasn't delta 8?
My nigga is spouting off about "jewish lies" while considering whether or not he needs to be on anxiety medications
I'm not about to tell you how to structure your worldview (altho you're probably better off not denigrating people based on race and/or creed), but at least be consistent in how you choose to perceive two industries which both thrive on proliferating mind-altering chemicals for profit sold to you on a basis of deceit
Still drinking, anon?
I am. I know I should quit and that it is going to kill me eventually (I patiently away the day I find out I have cancer or liver failure, kek) but it's like air for me. I need it.
>>10
CBD only edibles are a huge scam, CBD doesn't do anything unless it's pared with THC
This thread is for hikikomori and NEETs to discuss personal issues regarding the NEET lifestyle.
NEET (Not In Education Employment Or Training)
The Japanese Ministry of Health, defines hikikomori as people who refuse to leave their parents' house, do not work or go to school and isolate themselves away from society and family in a single room for a period of 6 months or more.
If you are not a NEET or hikikomori don't post in this thread.
I'm a NEET because I got fired from my job. It's comfy. I've missed it. However, there's no tismbux where I live, so I'll need to get a job in a few months. It's an extended vacation.
The worst thing about being a NEET is knowing you’ll have to work again at some point in the future when you need cash.
>>51
I work a casual job at a grocery store, and I actually really appreciate it when they give me fuck all shifts after drafting up the roster.
Not only is it great time for me to give mind to the things I enjoy doing, and also work towards achieving personal goals I set out for myself, but it barely makes a difference in my income; the welfare agency in my country decimates your tugboat relative to how much you earn from employers, so there's little incentive for me to try harder and ask for more hours.
Not when the cost is ultimately the decision to neglect my own mental health, peace of mind, and personal development. I guess I could do it if I were a whore for money.
ive been a NEET ever since i dropped out of highschool (16) by my parents. i want to try to move to a different country but i know itll be hard since im 89% sure i have autism and other problems.
>>53
Welcome, Anonymous. It is a lonely path, but a noble one nonetheless.
I have recently received my 7 year badge from the triennial NEET convention, it's gold plated with a big 7 on the front and a young looking anime girl on the back.
I swear its better to be a NEET than work in today's climate, unless you absolutely have to just avoid it.
You're gonna need some kind of skill to offer if you move countries. You'd also need a good fluent command of whatever language it may be. But the main thing is being able to offer your adoptive country something that would make them want you to stay there. If you just want to freeload as a NEET, no country will let you stay.
i miss neet.moe. and it fucking sucks. haven't found a replacement yet. all the hidden chans are wagie techie cults tied to some fucking chat.
this certainly isn't one too, but I'll post this frustration here in all places. kidsu moe and the rest fucking sucks even more to have my post there.
this chan peaked when sexuality was around. i was long browsing it from my very shitty phone while going to various rehabs.
but the admins decided to have a piss on the users because like everywhere they are just some grown kids from some shitty chat.
kinda sad in its own way really, quality of jokes and discussion here was very high. since then it exists for the same one reason.
Have you considered taking lessons yourself? Otherwise I'd just invest in a pair of good headphones, or convince your parents to pay for some extracurricular activity. Or do your homework outdoors!
Why don't you negotiate a time table? Instead of 2-3 hours straight she gives you 1 hour of silence in between so its not as intense. Maybe ask her to only start her classes an hour after you get home from skool?
Tldr;How to get a girl to know that you're only interested in a introvertic relationship?
I am an introvert, I always preferred spending my free time alone or doing something with 1 friend than going to crowdy places like clubs.
I really don't want to put my effort attention or patience for talking with group of random people at a bar, each of them talking about different meaningless normie topics while I can't even hear myself (because the shitty music is so loud)
I've noticed that people usually don't seem to talk honestly with each other because they don't talk in 4 eyes, they talk in group and they're being affraid of peer pressure.
I don't want to be part of this unorganized pointless shit.
I want to sacrifice my time for doing things I love with the person I love.
So the cute quiet girl I know from work seemed to be interested in me, told her straight away that I'm introvert and not outgoing but she wanted me to go to the bar and I did for the first time in few years.
>>2 He can always post, but may not get a response before months (or never). I wish this board (and every other boards) were more active because there's some interesting threads. orz
She seems kinda weird. I'd stay away from her If I were you.
You've told her that kind of life isn't your thing. You've already stepped outside your comfort zone to accommodate her. I don't see it going anywhere. Sounds like she would step out on you very quickly with another dude willing to play along.
I suppose the real question is, is she worth changing yourself for? If you're really interested in her you could always bite the bullet and normie it up.
You just need to find a girl who is on the same page as you from day 1. They are hard to find because it's not like you're going to meet them anywhere outside or be easy to talk to. I don't have great advice for this other than dating sites or apps.
It seems like the girl at work takes a liking to you because you are essentially 'playing hard to get' which girls like.
I can't even remember how long I started believing that if I ever met a girl for a serious relationship, it would be from some sort of anonymous board (image or otherwise) because of similar problems to the OP. I've always believed in >>6 like how you should be on the at least somewhat of the same page from day 1 but as time passes and I'm still hoping, I'm realizing I'm going to die alone. Which, by the way, isn't the worst thing ever. I've gone this long without a gf already so the rest of the way can't be much harder.
The pool of women on the internet willing to associate with any sort of anonymous board users is already pretty low, then add in my pretty narrow, non-normalfag interests, and the chances of someone being out there for me is seriously close to 0.
Intentional not-sage
>>7
If you're still around, I would like to ask: What do you have to offer? What makes you unique/attractive/interesting, what are your positive traits?
I'm getting the feeling that, whereas most guys would love it, most women aren't really looking for a boyfriend off some random anonymous board.
Actually scratch that, if some random girl contacted me over a tfwnogf post on an anonymous message board, I would be pretty apprehensive as well.
No matter whether it's playing online games, reading my history books, or sometimes even listening to music or drawing, I get into this state where I believe that I am "weak," genetically inferior and deserve to suffer; if I can't change then I need to take as many fellow "weak" people down with me before I die, and that will be a service to humanity. I genuinely believe the thoughts when they come, and cannot convince myself out of them until the period is over(usually from a few hours to an entire day) accompanied by a severely shorter temper. I've cut myself off from them for the past three days, and it feels like a failure that I can't do the things that I love, and the states of depression that accompany it make it more and more difficult to do my daily tasks.
I've already tried a new diet, exercise, the hobbies are self-explanatory, and while I have friends that can relate I don't see long-term improvement.
I don't know why I'm broken, and every attempt to change it has not helped. It's already caused me to verbally abuse people. I think that I'm a net negative to society now.