OP here,
>>2
Hi, that is a sad story. But I'm not in the mentality that anyone should look after me. I am posting because I have real problems finding help about survival skills, but I'm beyond explaining myself as depressed or having a psychiatric label. And you're not at the development level of a child. Those are called psychopaths: Try to imagine living with someone who does not accept you exist.

>>3
I have no excuse, leave me alone.

>>4
Thank you for your advice. I'll try to follow it as best as I can. I don't want to be pathetic anymore so it's hopeful to have your help.