Hi everyone

This is not the note I wanted to end/leave on, however many things recently have just become too much for me and I would rather leave. I was also going to go without too much of a fuss, but I felt that certain things needed explaining, and certain people deserved a proper reason. Please do not ask me to change my mind, it will only make me feel worse than I already do. I also expect that this will be deleted and my username taken off asap tomorrow, so please pass on my best wishes to anyone who cares I’ve gone.

The time is right for me to go, because the person I like to see myself as being i.e. fun, can enjoy herself and have a laugh etc is not really the person people want to see on here if I get carried away. I do not see the point in me trying to pretend to be someone I’m not and be scared of posting incase it annoys someone and then I get put on pre-moderation for eternity. I want to be myself. If that offends people and gives the impression to others that I am immature, rude, insulting, opinionated etc then I don’t deserve to be a member of this community any more, and I need to go. Many people feel that I obviously treat this place more as a chatroom than a discussion forum. I did not intend to treat is as such and I apologise if my short and useless posts have annoyed anyone, which I know they have. You’ll be glad to know that there won’t be anymore. I am sorry that my posts have offended so many people and I am sorry if they were considered rude and insulting.

So finally, I have not particularly enjoyed writing this post, nor am I thrilled at leaving, but it is the right decision for myself and the rest of the forum.

Thanks for everything.

PS - I am aware this is nothing to do with /DQN/, but just felt like posting it here