>>153
In your place I would not be worried about any of that but the drugs, but I'm biased.
I've definitely come a long way too. However right now I am stumped as to how to spark conversation with waitress who is being more that usually nice to me.
>>153
Oh god, this happened to me. A lot of the time I was out clubbing or at a party or something, I would just think, "I could be at home playing cheesy VNs and watching 80s anime right now. Remember those days? They were fun."
Now I'm in that position again and I kind of want to go back to being a buzzing socialite. I guess there's just no pleasing myself.
>>153,157
Grass is always greener, eh? I, too, went through a brief period where I surprised myself with my own promiscuity. I realized that such a life can be fun at times, but is not really what I want. Now I'm back to being a mostly quiet nerd with a steady girlfriend that sometimes turns social again on the weekends.
It's good to have many various experiences for the sake of comparison. Just enjoy it while it lasts, you'll strike a balance eventually.