>>10915377
When I was in my teens, I felt I had a vocation to take Holy Orders and become a Catholic priest. I was in the early stages of discernment, however, I met someone with who I wanted to raise a family within the sacrament of marriage. I plan on becoming a deacon after I'm 35, if my wife agrees.

I think some of the people who post on /jp/ feel a spiritual calling, and in previous eras would have become men of the cloth, or joined monastic orders. With religion as a "career" declining, they don't have the option.

So they become hermits who obsess over purity and icons. Some join NEET mendicant orders who rely on autismbux. Rather than making a real connection to God and a parish or monastery, they make tulpas and lose themselves in the meditation of 1cc'ing danmaku game. /jp/ has become their closed community of rituals, and scheduled worship.

When posters talk about a /jp/ mansion, what they really want is a /jp/ monastery.