>>733 Beforehand I wanted it all to end and quick. Now I want it to get messier and more car-crashy. I don't want him to have a breakdown - I've got to think about karma at this point in my life. But I have this funny feeling that he doesn't think anything's wrong. That quote is not the quote of a man who fully understands what is happening. He's like so many of his fans who are holding on to their unflinching denial. And maybe that is his coping mechanism and he does have an inkling. Still I want him to feel just a little of the true - even authentic - reality of the situation.

>>734 Hooray. Pap stroll here we come. Maybe he's in LA for another week so we'll get plenty of jogging, gym and dinner pics. Perhaps she's sent the plane to fly him to RI and we will have a two month anniversary photo session on the rock.