[BEYOND DQN] Someone else's comment from some site nobody knows [PASTE] [PART 7] (999)

1 Name: ( ´_ゝ`) : 1993-09-10187 09:09

You just pissed your dream away!

210 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10294 13:29

Ed Bighead changing his name to Darius and assuming the Babylonian throne to defeat the slime.Local58 is real footage from another dimension.Moonman (AKA Mac Tonight) is causing the events of Local58.Spongebob changed his name to Amadeus and became the Austro Hungarian king.A Paper Mario Character is the Ottoman Sultan in C-197Ingigokt and Err (AKA the Mooninites) tried to murder Penny Fitzgerald from Gumball as an assignment from Moonman. But they failed.

211 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10295 06:11

A January 2014 auction for a permit to hunt a black rhinoceros in Namibia sold for $350,000 at a fundraiser hosted by the Dallas Safari Club. The auction drew considerable criticism as well as death threats directed towards members of the club and the man who purchased the permit. This permit was issued for 1 of 18 black rhinoceros specifically identified by Namibia's Ministry of Environment and Tourism as being past breeding age and considered a threat to younger rhinos. The $350,000 that the hunter paid for the permit was used by the Namibian government to fund anti-poaching efforts in the country.

212 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10296 09:38

This is a legit item, I am using an empowered version on my poison/acid/vitality retaliate sentinel since the poop inherits %retaliate damage

213 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10298 03:42

Yeah it is the touhou drug doujin artist.

And also the Mokou and Kaguya witness the death of the universe doujin artist

214 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10299 16:55

I am a chinese gay boy who is crazy about white male. the best experience I had was worshiping my white foreign male teacher in high school.
I served 2 of my foreign teachers, math and American history teacher. One is American and tge other is Italian(the Italian taught American history)
Anyway the important thing is that I got permissions to smell, lick and rub their feet and smell their crotch. I did it with their sexy, manly socks on. My math teacher wore colored lively green socks and my history teacher wore my favorite black socks.
There was not much nudity involed but it was my best experience since I got to serve sexy white daddy and also my teacher.

215 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10299 17:06

I am hearing that, on his deathbed, Richard "Lowtax" Kyanka accepted the light of Islam and unhesitatingly recited the Shahada. Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un

216 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10299 20:48

This sucks.

No one should die except the fash and rich wasn't one of those

Rip in peace legend

217 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10300 08:49

>>213
I want to know what doujin artist this was in reference to.

218 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10300 23:43

Impossible for me to enjoy skyrim knowing that I have no public proof of ownership for my 50 iron daggers I crafted.
Woops sorry I called them "my" daggers but I guess I don't own them if they're not an NFT.

219 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10301 16:42

There was the gentleman’s club, which was a torrent forum site made to rob porn performers of their livelihood. It was only open to people with 2004 and earlier regdates. I quit when the porn kept getting grosser and weirder and less appealing and more misogynistic, and there were fewer and fewer posters posting more and more niche stuff. I just want to see pretty gals kissing eachother all romantic-like, you dig? Their UI wasn’t great either.

I signed up for some other goon torrent site I don’t remember and it wouldn’t let me download anything because I hadn’t seeded enough. I figure that was a bug but I didn’t feel like dealing with that poo poo.

220 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10301 18:35

>>217
Sounds like doyora. He has one touhou notero western doujinshi uploaded on e-hentai.

221 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10301 18:44

>dollar bills are washable

money laundering is illegal

222 Name: This thread was a treat : 1993-09-10301 22:03

Anonymous 2021-10-21 02:12:21 No.3639
I use this site 8moe 22chan and a few others but i mostly lurk 2ch and Futaba now while watching YouTube and hangout in Japanese discord servers and talk to Japanese NEETs.

Heyuri is nice new board but slow although faster than here
It has the potential to be something great but unfortunately that faggot WT Kuz and his gang of zoomer teens who btw are not old enough to remember old internet culture are what's ruining it.

Anonymous 2021-10-29 06:14:09 No.3658

> and talk to Japanese NEETs.

japanese failed normalfag incels and teenagers

Anonymous 2021-10-29 06:44:11 No.3659
>>3658
If you're implying they are larping you're retarded.

Anonymous 2021-10-29 13:09:35 No.3660
>>3659
yeah have fun talking with incels

Anonymous 2021-10-29 20:47:33 No.3662
>>3659
I don’t think he is, but the Japanese don’t really have an interest in purity spiraling.

Anonymous 2021-10-31 05:36:17 No.3666
a249e03d4f31606c1ccff7c499(…).jpg (52.24 KiB, 632x377) google saucenao

>>3660
Not all Japanese NEETs are incel otaku losers if anything Japanese NEETs are more normie like compared to western NEETs. Most western NEETs are toxic incel losers and very neurotic. Most Japanese NEETs are just failed normies since a lot of them had successful lives or decent lives before they became NEET/Hikikomori and some were even employees at big companies. My point is in Japan NEETdom can affect anyone regardless of their social status.

Anonymous 2021-10-31 05:41:22 No.3667
>>3662
Most Japanese people don't lose their virginity until their 20s since 20 is the legal adult age in Japan.

Anonymous 2021-11-01 03:03:57 No.3670
>>3667
I have a hard time believing people wait that long.

Anonymous 2021-11-01 03:45:14 No.3671
>>3670
Well i was mainly referring to Japanese men Japanese women mostly lose their virginity during middle school or high school and have sex with their pedophile teachers especially gaijin English teachers and even the popular boys.

Anonymous 2021-11-01 09:37:05 No.3673
>>3666
would prefer talking to these NEET than the majority I see online who are incel loser faggots.

Anonymous 2021-11-01 10:07:58 No.3674
引きこもり.jpg (59.14 KiB, 350x400) google saucenao

>>3673
Do these guys seem incel-ish to you? i don't think so,

[YouTube] Living for Free in the Mountains of Japan? NEET Documentary (English Subs) (embed)

I feel like i get along with Japanese NEETs better than most western NEETs and relate to them a lot more too.

Anonymous 2021-11-02 02:03:21 No.3681
>>3674
They’re definitely incels but not in a Western sense.

Anonymous 2021-11-02 02:51:59 No.3682
>>3681
Japan is more of a vocel country since a large amount of young and middle aged people are willingly choosing not to have sex or be in relationships.

Anonymous 2021-11-02 07:20:11 No.3684
>>3674
whatever makes you pat ur dick retarded larper, be it men who don't work or whatever.
>>3682
japan is top1 incel country, next to it is korea
about third of its population are incels for sure

they have been dealing with crime rather successfully, combined with rise of computers means incelism is a byproduct of men not going against public law that much (which will result in getting laid less)

i used to care about japanese, koreans and shit. it will come to you with experience as well. most of them are trash, especially neets and incels. lazy, boring genetic trash that can't even feed themselves

Anonymous 2021-11-02 07:22:03 No.3685
if you earn money under the radar technically you are also neet. its that simple. and it makes like half a whatever country neets.

but what you imply is just feasting on some internet lifestyle teenage subculture shit.

go work pathethic incel

223 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10301 22:28

>>222
yikes

224 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10301 23:49

    @@@     
    @  _、_@ >>222, what is this faggotry?
     (  ノ` )
    / ^  \ 
    /    / ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄/
  __(__ニつ/ FMV /___
      \/____/

225 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10302 06:11

>>222

>incel
>incel incel
>incel incel incel
>everybody's an incel except for me
>incel incel 草食系男子

okay, buzzfeed.

226 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10302 18:03

They used a real stockpile of over three thousand AK-47s, because it was cheaper than getting prop guns.

227 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10303 09:40

one day i'll quit computer altogether and work on a farm

228 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10303 13:49

Barack Obama goes to a costume party while giving his wife a piggyback ride. Someone asks him what he’s dressed up as and he responds “I’m a snail!”
That’s M’Shell on my back

229 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10303 15:05

>>225
I'm in, Cell!!!!!!

230 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10303 15:26

I'm in, Prison ;_; for life

231 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10303 16:14

When I become a lawyer I want to defend a penguin.
Just so I can say the words “Your Honor, clearly my client is not a flight risk.”

232 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10303 22:35

i'm a GIRL and i MASTURBATE

233 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10304 01:49

Aryan ninja jesus saves the world from the uchiha kikes, fucks mutant alien bitch and his son still has aryan blonde hair blue eyes because ultra aryan genes that defy physics

dont tell me Naruto isn’t fucking redpilled as fuck

234 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10304 13:03

>>230
And you can still access 4-ch? Must be a finnish prison. That's by far the best country to be a babyraper hunny.

235 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10304 19:17

>>234
You can access 4-ch on a pregnancy test with a hanger antennae

236 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10304 21:30

nyazi germany's long-term plans were fascinyating
say, total exterminyation of poles, an extensive system of state slavery, and other such fun stuff
i really wonder how the nyazi state would look like if it had been allowed to exist for a few more decades

237 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10305 13:36

The more I think of it, the more I am stunned by this man's subtle approach but visceral efficiency

He could say "Excuse me, I'd be more comfortable with 2 meters distance"

But instead he says "Fuck off"

It's short, unambiguous, and you don't need to know the metric system

238 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10306 22:40

Official Lyrics: "DOONANADEEDEE BBABBABOOHEEHEE"

239 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10306 22:40

to be fair every child has a phase where they want their parents deported, most just grow out of it

240 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10307 20:11

One moment your crazy uncle is raving about BLM, the next moment he is not. His soul has departed.

241 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10309 18:50

Those were the days some good memories of working in the dairy.We worked hard and played hard xx

242 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10310 07:34

Us Latinos are religious and tribal fanatics, its in our DNA and I dont really know how else to explain it to you.

243 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10310 16:55

If i had a dollar for every Promoted tweet that's just crypto people begging Elon Musk senpai to notice them i could afford to terraform Mars my fucking self

244 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10310 19:07

::NOTE::
can your reviews please be relevant to the flash rather than your opinions on the sonic franchise in general? thank you! I couldn't care less about how much you fapped over tails when you were little. try and tell me how I can improve on my animation.

245 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10310 22:47

I didn’t mean to call you a progressive libtard. That was uncalled for. Also do you play hearthstone

246 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10311 11:05

every time i see someone go "wow why do GIRLS like NTR so much" and then i go read any NTR thing and it's literally just 20 straight pages of a girl getting mind-bendingly good dick

247 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10311 20:53

im going to doxx joe biden right now

1600 Pennsylvania Avenue, N.W.. Washington, DC 20500

248 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10316 22:06

she's as crazy as a hat full of assholes

249 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10317 01:35

HOPEFULLY final version

Touhou characters who had sex according to mythology and other stuff

Researching this has given me pyschological scars beyond comprehension

You are welcome, I will elaborate if you have questions

250 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10317 09:02

Suwako Moriya
Mononobe no Futo
Toyosatomimi no Miko
The Hieda
Seiga Kaku
Junko
Suika Ibuki
Kasen Ibaraki*
Sannyo Komakusa
Soga no Tojiko
Hecatia Lapislazuli
The Watatsukis**
Kanako Yasaka
Eiki Shiki
Keiki Haniyasushin

*Depending on which version of Shuten Douji's myth we are talking about
**At least one of them, idk who and im too lazy to look it up

251 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10317 10:01

>>250

>Eiki Shiki

No...

252 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10317 18:03

Broke: Football

Woke: Fitba

253 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10318 04:17

>>251
Are you displeased by her name being rendered in that fashion, the objective reality that she is no pure innocent virgin, or both?

254 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10318 07:32

>the magic of Europe that Walt Disney fell in love with once upon a time.

Tf you're talking about Walt Disney was a huge weeb

255 Name: ~┬┬彡^・∋ : 1993-09-10318 08:18

boomers/shillbots on Twitter posting transformation fetish stuff about "horse paste" as if having a long dick, enjoying oats, and running naked in the fields without a care in the world isn't the end game

256 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10318 08:46

>>250
Mine isn't there, nice!

vc: hung

257 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10318 20:24

i do not wish to be horny anymore.. i just want to be happy

258 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10319 09:42

DQNQUALITY LIVES ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TUMBLR BLOG OF ALL TIME

259 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10319 17:33

Man, you sound like the type of person that would bitch if they hung you with a new rope lol

260 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10319 18:28

“Gay” used to mean happy so the antidepressants make him gay I guess I’m not sure about the rest though

261 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10319 23:35

So no one is gona talk about big ,,GAY!" at the license plate?

262 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10320 16:29

Blah blah blah FFF discrimination accusations are we forgetting like a week ago there was somebody trying to hire a fucking HITMAN on one of her coworkers

263 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10320 16:37

£5k for sectarianism? Might go on a spree at my annual bonus time.

264 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10321 01:43

We should start our own antifa but for eating expired food

265 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10321 22:51

> To Plato's definition of a man as an animal, bipedal and featherless, Diogenes plucked a chicken and declared, "Here is Plato's man."

Imagine being owned so hard people talk about it thousands of years later

266 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10322 15:42

I want Lyra to feed me chewed spider like a mother bird.

267 Name: vc: sageing : 1993-09-10323 11:45

Who the fuck is playing an online game and thinking "I wish I could masturbate to some of these soldiers. Why don't they put on some makeup?" I see that soldier and think "Oh, a Korean soldier". Why are these fuckers complaining she isn't pretty enough. She's a soldier. She's looking to kill with her gun, not her looks. No one goes into battle hoping to get laid.

268 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10323 18:00

** If you accidentally ingest raw taro stems, drink cranberry juice to counter toxins **

269 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10323 18:06

>>267

>Who the fuck is playing an online game and thinking "I wish I could masturbate to some of these soldiers.

me

270 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10324 09:50

I know that’s you sonicbro2000

Guys don’t even bother responding to this question this is just posted anonymously by sonicbro2000 who constantly trolls debating for child pornography and child sex. He’s a troll there’s nothing more that needs to be said about this and there’s nothing more that should be posted here. Opinion closed. Thank you

271 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10325 23:39

jesus christ (the lamb of god the king of kings the holy redeemer the light of the world) loves me for skipping church and being a trans furry on welfare who smokes weed and pirates shit all day and gets cancelled on <SITE>, not in spite of it.

272 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10326 05:23

Necrophilia is literally a victimless crime, its akin to "raping" an inanimate object, and the punishment is fair. Calls for longer prison sentences are just an emotional reaction and could even be seen as bigoted

273 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10326 10:50

its really cool how we're all losing the last few years of our fleeting youths to an imaginary chink cold and international medical communism

274 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10327 04:31

Twitter is generally the outpouring of the things that everyone should keep locked up inside their head.

275 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10327 04:58

I never thought I would see fish pellet training being compared to the Holocaust.

276 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10327 06:06

Oh I forgot to add. I have been asked what I would feed big cats when I have my pond going. My reply has been that I would feed them small children. I would go on to explain how i would be doing the world a favor by reducing the population. Also how would be removing the problem of irresponsible parents and turning them back into irresponsible random people, so it sounds better. Oh how funny it is to see peoples reactions if you can say that to them with a straight face.

But yeah I don't buy the tuna cans that say "dolphin safe" I want a little dolphin in my sandwich.

Sent from my Nexus 4 using MonsterAquariaNetwork App

277 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10327 11:24

let's face it, we live in the crappy part of a crap galaxy. this solar system blows. Andromeda, now there's a galaxy worth living in.

278 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10328 13:07

More like Tardlympics. I'd rather look at normal girls who are athletic gymnasts with amazing bodies. I wonder if there are any retarded girls in the Paralympics with great bodies or who are sexy. They may be physically attractive but if you had kids with them the children would probably be tard babies.

279 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10328 15:08

Boyfriend is sitting by his computer eating sausage with Wikipedia opened to the page "sausage"

280 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10329 00:31

Too bad I don't give a fuck. The last thing on my mind with de fi is the impact it'll have on the environment. I invest and mine ETH because I long for economic collapse of the west and want to buffer myself from complete financial ruin. If the powers that be didn't want us to pollute to survive they should have lead by example. Get fucked. See you on the moon.

281 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10329 12:33

Regarding allegations made in the book that the 'humming' noise at Paignton Zoo, Devon, UK is essentially an example of "mass hysteria" etc. This is not factually correct. We have irrefutable evidence from acoustic experts, affiliated to the Institute of Acoustics (IOA) a scientific body that deals with all aspects of noise, that a tonal infrasound low frequency noise has been scientifically determined and is emanating from the zoo premises and in the area of where the giraffes reside. False claims were made by local media, that giraffes were causing the 'humming', drone however the authors here, fail to mention a commercial space heating ventilation plant is also sited there, in which several of the acoustic experts have determined, is the cause of the ILFN nuisance/disturbance. Company technicians whom sold the plant to the zoo, advised them that it emits LFN and suggested ways to abate but zoo staff disingenuously declined this, claiming it was switched off instead. I am writing a book, in relation to this specific case, because there also appears to be evidence, it is intentional, to force (persona non grata) residents to move away. We believe a local mafia, is using the ILFN nuisance as a kind of low noise weapon.

282 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10329 18:46

(`・ω・´) <-- Pedobear?

283 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10331 16:27

Does Faye sound like an early-2000s Hot Topic t shirt through the whole show?

“If you CHEESE DICKS don’t get your ASS FARTING BALLS in the FARTMOBILE right now, i’m gonna SHIT in your FUCKFACE”

Jet: “Damn, who fart in her ass???”

284 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10331 17:28

>“Damn, who fart in her ass???”

That gave me a boner

285 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10332 07:51

moooom can i sleep in ur bed? i cummed mine

286 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10333 00:38

Defending censorship to own le incels

287 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10333 04:52

Fish can seem mindful of which individuals have watched them in the past. In an experiment with Siamese fighting fish, two males were made to fight each other while being watched by a female, whom the males could also see. The winner and the loser of the fight were then, separately, given a choice between spending time next to the watching female or to a new female. The winner courted both females equally, but the loser spent more time next to the new female, avoiding the watcher female. In this species, females prefer males they have seen win a fight over males they have seen losing, and it therefore makes sense for a male to prefer a female that has never seen him as opposed to a female that has seen him lose.

288 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10333 06:50

"Man who lives his entire life on an archipelago has strong opinions about the strength of sea power."

289 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10335 09:11

The lobotomy has a 100% chance of happening because he fears it. We live in a nightmare world where we unconsciously lust after and inflict our worst fears upon ourselves. He may even grasp the swab and lobotomize himself to satisfy his own death drive.

290 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10335 11:38

I can be a giant monster vampire with a chestbuster for a dick and have like 40 copies of Joji saying "Gibe da pussi b0ss" stacked on top of eachother every time I start to walk. What do I get in zuckerville? A shitty bitmoji and nikes I can buy?

291 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10335 11:43

I listen to lolicore to disassociate from the random shitty purchases I make in video games

292 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10337 00:09

I have many regrets in my life. I'm not gonna claim that I've never made mistakes. But there's one thing of which I am proud, one principle I've never wavered.

I have never even tried League of Legends.

293 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10340 18:33

This module doesn't work.
1) Bug: It doesn't save the settings.
2) Unexpected behavior: It just issued the query "dad porn video" with the basic settings. Many queries have no sense.

294 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10340 19:16

Rapid señorafication

295 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10341 03:43

[2021-12-22 19:43:02] butter baby: nooo!
[2021-12-22 19:43:09] butter baby: a butter baby wouldn't eat another butter baby!

296 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10341 12:22

an update added an "abridged" script that cuts out 90% of the dialogue. this is universally agreed to be an improvement.

297 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10341 17:27

Korean & Japanese conflict = East Asian Old Firm???

298 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10341 18:32

WTF is the Galactic Federation? I'm reading some usenet forums the alt.paranet boards, especially the paranormal and ufo boards. They keep making references to some disclosure of a Galactic Federation that's coming here to wipe mankind off the face of the Earth 5 months from now.

WTF is it and where is this coming from?

299 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10343 02:34

Wait, it was a suicide bombing??

There really is no limit to what white people will appropriate

300 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10343 12:50

Can we talk about how the ghost of Christmas present dies every year. Like his poor mother. Gives birth 2021 times at this point and loses a child yearly. Grim.

301 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10345 15:58

It's always great to meet not only another voraraphile but also a fellow cropophile. ^ ^ I hope to be seein' you around, dude!

302 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10346 06:10

私にはパニック障害という病気が若い時からありますが、最近、翻然とこれについて理解したのです。

(ただし、私自身についてのことだけです)

私は、

「病気になってしまった」

のではなく、

「私は病気にならなくてはいけなかった」

のです。

だから病気になった。

それだけのことだったんです。

これは、さきほど書いた In Deep の記事の中村天風の言葉でわかったということは正直に書かなければならないですが、「私という人間がパニック障害という”恐怖”を伴う病気にならなくてはいけなかった」という、その理由なのですが・・・。

私がパニック障害になったのは 21歳の時でした。

しかし、実は、私は小さな頃から、それこそ記憶が始まる3歳とかの頃から、

「根源的な恐怖」

を持っていた人間でした。
今でも思い出します。
意味のないことに脅える幼児だったんです。

「根源的」というのは、「理由のない恐怖」です。

つまり、生まれついてから「意味のわからない恐怖を持っている」ということです。

これをスピリチュアル系の方々などに言わせれば、前世とか、因果律とか、いろいろな言葉も出て来るのかもしれないですし、医学ならまた何かの定義があるかもしれないですが、理由や定義はどうでもいいのです。

とにかくそれがある。

根源的な恐怖を持ちながら、子ども時代を過ごし、老年期に入る現在に至っている。

そして、中村天風はこのように述べています。

心の安定を失うことの中で、一番戒むべきものは恐怖観念である。そもこの恐怖なるものこそは、価値なき消極的の考え方で描いているシミだらけな醜い一つの絵のようなものだ。

つまり、「恐怖という概念は問答無用に悪である」ということです。

上の天風の言葉で、ふとさとりました。

「オレの恐怖は外に露出させなければいけなかったんだ」

ということをです。

「じゃないと、悪と対峙できない」

いろいろと理由はあるにしても、自分が神経症やパニック障害になった根本的な理由は、自分の中に「根源的な恐怖がある」からだとは思います。

そして、理由や因果はわからないけれども、その「根源的な恐怖」は生まれた時からずっと私の中にあった。

私がパニック障害などにならず、穏便なメンタルライフを過ごしていたとしましょう。

その場合は、人生として最悪である、

「私は私の中の根源的な恐怖と現実として向きあうことがなかった」

という状態のまま曖昧な人生を送るだけだったと思われます。

パニック障害になったからこそ、その「悪魔」である根源的な恐怖が「実際の姿となって自分の前に現れた」のです。つまり、自分が障害を持ったということは「自分の中の根源的な恐怖と対峙させてくれた」という意味では、大変に重要な出来事だったわけです。

それを私は、二十代の時からベンゾジアゼピン系の薬とお酒で、悪魔の正体を隠し続けていた。

せっかく何者かが悪魔を出現させてくれたのに、その機会を生かさなかった。

でも、今やっとわかります。

根源的な恐怖、すなわち自分が生まれた時から持ち続けた「自分の中の悪魔」と対決できる時が来ているのかもしれないと。

まあ、恐怖は 50年以上続いているわけです。

303 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10346 23:30

This has re-ignite my passion on learning how to become a chair.

304 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10347 00:37

Alt history fans try not to fall in love with Nazi Germany challenge (IMPOSSIBLE)

305 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10347 17:43

In 2007, Kainat Soomro a 13-year-old was kidnapped at gunpoint and gang raped. Her family faced widespread condemnation for refusing to "honor" kill their daughter and faced several attacks which resulted in the death of her brother. Her rapists were all acquitted and she was put under trial for premarital sex which is a crime under Islamic law.

306 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10348 02:07

Construction materials: Asbestos, Vinyl Siding

307 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10349 23:20

The supply chain wants to be the sole supplier of puss. To a population mindfucked by milf-porn , titillated by cuck-fantasies, muzzled with masks, addled with vaxx.

Apparently it works on soy-cucks like zuck.
It's one thing to manufacture data for consent, and extrapolate to fantasyland, another to actually see the world with wide-eyed wonder.

This is pathetic roasted in irony skillet.

308 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10350 18:26

 嫌韓発言が多い私ですが、毎日韓国製スマホ使ってます(-_-)。

309 Name: ((●)トェェェイ(●)) : 1993-09-10350 18:54

I high school I knew a guy who wanted to fuck the chicken from FNAF. He tried to get us to pitch in money so he could buy a 3D printer and print the chicken to fuck it. Last I heard he was animating zelda porn.

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