>>142
That's exactly why I didn't do it. There are a lot of ways to go, but everything can fail, leaving the body or the brain fucked up, but alive.

I was once obsessed with an idea of swallowing a treble hook attached to a tower crane and jumping down, thus, ideally, tearing my guts out and dying a few moments later. But the thought of just hanging there with a hook stuck in my mouth, bleeding, suffering intense pain, and slowly suffocating on my own blood was enough to make me value my life.