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1 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7793 01:19

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101 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7802 00:54

alone around people

102 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7802 01:19

I want a 3D printer so I can print UNLIMITED LEGOS.

103 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7802 15:04

And do what?

104 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7802 18:06

Hitler quotes added to images of famous African Americans, shared on Facebook by people who agree with the message but think it's from black people instead of a Nazi

105 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7802 18:32

I miss that old I Love Japan thread from 4chan's text boards. Everyone ragging on Japan was endlessly funny.

106 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7802 20:36

I should continue working on the project oh it's that thread again

107 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7802 23:05

What I loved about it, what kept me coming back, was that feeling of losing oneself: simply doing for doing's sake, blissfully unaware of any greater context.

108 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7802 23:34

Ooh, the http://4-ch.net homepage image has changed. I wonder when that happened.

109 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 00:00

I'm at peace

110 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 00:20

Hey, general is at the top.

111 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 00:22

You can't get rid of me that easily

I went on it yesterday or the day before and it was the boat. So very very recently.

112 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 01:56

I was the one who suggested that to bps, it's oddly satisfying seeing that he did it.

113 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 02:13

That's why I liked Minecraft. Don't think, just dig.

114 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 03:12

I used to play the shit out of minecraft. Now I play minetest and get to do the same but for free.

115 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 05:14

cyclic universe theory

116 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 11:07

I'm not really bothered about following the second control tower story.

117 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 13:29

...and then you join a multiplayer server and see all those neat stylish buildings whilst your own shack back in SP is just a bit of dirt and cobblestone.

118 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 13:35

It's been way too long since I last listened to some enka.

119 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 15:43

>>118 I always wanted to try enka but wasn't sure where to start. Do you have any song recommendations?

120 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 16:04

Thanks bps for looking after the site for a year!

121 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 17:09

I wish! I don't know the first thing about enka, unfortunately. I was just listening to https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL4C8YOZ_r8GSYQdgYchlLwm4J42MSyYcZ.

122 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 18:26

I had a dream where I was fugging a cute DQN boy who was dressed as Etna in the boypussy.

123 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 18:40

I wonder if I'll regret having had two big plates of spicy Indian curry for breakfast later on in the day.

124 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7803 22:22

the term "boypussy" bothers me

125 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7804 00:19

Sleeveless hoodies are the stupidest thing I've ever heard of.

126 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7804 00:28

Broke my favorite teapot
Broke my favorite wrist
Today was not a good fucking day
I just want to climb in bed with a bottle of gin and watch Hidamari Sketch til I fall asleep.

127 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7804 03:02

Classes tomorrow.

128 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7804 09:16

I find global warming to be amusing, because the fix is really simple, but no one would ever consider doing it.
Stop driving cars. Stop using energy-sucking smartphones and computers. Stop using TVs. Stop using elevators. Stop lighting up every fucking inch of every street at night. Stop using electricity for cameras everywhere.
Bam. I fucking solved global warming. Too bad no one wants to use my solution.

129 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7804 14:18

but >>128kun you're on a computer right now

130 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7804 15:35

If goverments had switched to nuclear power during the late 80s and early 90s instead of going berzerk about nuclear meltdowns and radioactive waste, we would have no such problem, and we would be already pretty ahead on extracting energy from waste, and there would be no worldwide oil crisis.

131 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7804 16:23

Star Wars MMO allows me to pick either Republic or Empire, where Smuggler or Bounty Hunter sound relatively attractive (the rest are religious freaks). But I want to play as anarcho-communist and fend off both Republic and Empire with their authoritarianism.

132 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7804 17:51

Agreed, the catastrophe happened on a very specific reactor type that only Soviet Union used and only to some extent (VVER being dominant), but it froze the whole industry for almost a decade. Nuclear power plants are one of the most efficient and cheap power sources (and designed with huge safety margins these days), which have considerably less environmental impact compared to hydroelectric dams.

As a misanthrope I would also prefer uninhabited exclusion areas around, err, less successful reactors – where nature takes its course – to endless biofuel fields in shade of wind turbines. The latter is an ugly man-made disaster!

133 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7804 19:56

How old are you? You sound like every TV grandpa.

134 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7804 20:41

I missed my first math class. This is a bad omen.

135 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7804 21:08

I attended my first evolutionary biology class. I wonder how long it'll take before they notice I don't know anything about biology.

136 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7805 02:30

I spent all my furniture money on a drawing tablet, i'm an adult.

137 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7805 06:16

having flashbacks to my gory failed suicide attempt

138 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7805 11:24

Why would you?.. I mean... Gory?
I guess it's justified if it was planned to be spectacularly gory.

139 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7805 11:25

Was it Cintiq or not that much of a furniture?

140 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7805 11:42

And then I'll say "jouzu desu ne!" just to spite them!

141 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7805 13:48

I don't understand cups.

142 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7805 16:39

If you're depressed and try to kill yourself by jumping out of a window, you think "yeah, this is it, time to die... finally I can have peace." And then you black out and wake up a while later with bones sticking out of your flesh and you're completely mangled and broken. Not only did you not accomplish the task, but you just made your whole life worse. It's a very sad and frightening experience. Failing at failing and fucking up your body so much that you become even more of a failure and your life is even worse than before. I remember each and every detail of the event to this day.

143 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7805 19:02

My friend jokes that I'm 72. But he is 62 himself, so I don't listen to this youngster.

144 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7805 23:58

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145 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7806 00:48

What the fuck man. Things like that is the stuff that keeps me awake at 3 AM.
I'm really hoping that shit's made up.

146 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7806 04:27

It's not. Is it really that hard to believe? Lots of people attempt suicide. The human body is hardier than you might think.

147 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7806 04:30

Dittersdorf was a great composer who deserves more modern recognition.

148 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7806 10:27

3 years ago today I sent a packet of my favourite sweets to DQN-kun (*߁€ί)Ι

149 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7806 15:29

It's not that it's hard to believe, as much as I wish it wasn't your case, man. Making an attempt on my own life only to fail and remain in a cast forever is a fear of mine, for whatever reason because I'm not even suicidal. I can do nothing but wish you the very best, as useless as good wishes to anonymous people are.

150 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7806 16:50

Did you use a PO box as a sender address just in case he has a severe allergy or decides to stalk you?

151 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7806 16:56

I'm going to take off your head now.

152 Name: >>138 : 1993-09-7806 17:27

That's exactly why I didn't do it. There are a lot of ways to go, but everything can fail, leaving the body or the brain fucked up, but alive.

I was once obsessed with an idea of swallowing a treble hook attached to a tower crane and jumping down, thus, ideally, tearing my guts out and dying a few moments later. But the thought of just hanging there with a hook stuck in my mouth, bleeding, suffering intense pain, and slowly suffocating on my own blood was enough to make me value my life.

153 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7806 18:08

That's pretty horrible, sounds more like some gruesome mafia murder than a suicide method.

154 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7806 18:34

Eat all the plants, eat all the plants that you want, accidents happen like it or not.

155 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7806 19:24

I considered suicide when I was a young and foolish teenager. Then I found http://lostallhope.com/, and realised it was a very, very bad idea. I also once had to help talk another young and foolish teenager out of suicide, which was not a particularly fun experience.

156 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7806 20:48

so there are (at least) two of us who have attempted suicide? fade-to-nothingness-kun and mangled-bones-san?

157 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 00:12

>>156 does thinking about it count?

This is really the reason I don't own a handgun. It's not because I'm a super anti-gun activist or anything; I have no problem with gun ownership for home protection (assuming it even really works most of the time.) But I think if I owned a gun, I'd be too tempted to put a bullet in my skull after getting into one of my deep ruts, which happens far too often. Pulling a trigger is just too easy, even in contrast to jumping out a window.

158 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 01:10

>>150 I don't think I used a sender's address...

159 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 01:14


Three. I tried to overdose on psychiatric medication, but apparently I didn't take enough. In hindsight, I should have drank some alcohol to go with it. That might have done the trick.

160 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 02:13

The most common kind of violence caused by legal gun owners is suicide, not homicide. Real criminals who kill people don't care about gun laws or licenses.

161 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 03:12

>>156 I was heading for a high bridge when I talked myself out of it and checked into a hospital instead. Half a year's worth of Prozac and cognitive behavior therapy later and I'm feeling good.

162 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 03:36

What exactly does cognitive behavioral therapy entail? I've been to multiple therapists but all they do is talk to me one-on-one in a room. I thought CBT was more than just the stereotypical how-does-that-make-you-feel armchair therapists.

163 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 06:06

I thought >>162 was talking about cock and ball torture after skimming this thread too quickly.

164 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 12:59

I'd separate her variables, if you know what I mean.

165 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 19:38

Let's not consider suicide anymore, and imagine and post wonderful things instead.

166 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 20:04

Such as the blissful eternal respite of death.

167 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 20:25

Just today I found out I got more than 90% on a really hard assignment! I'm glad my hard work paid off.

168 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 23:10

Okay, so you know how wallpaper starts to peel at the corners when it's old? Maybe it's just me, but I always get this strange urge to pick at it and peel it away. Anyway, the point is, it's like that, but instead of wallpaper it's the substance of reality itself.

169 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7807 23:33

Have you seen the movie Barton Fink?

You should watch the whole movie, it's good

170 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7808 14:47

I'm glad you talked yourself out of it. I was on prozac and now I'm on sertraline and don't feel any different with either of them.


171 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7808 17:30

Basically, CBT is retraining your inner voice to not be such an asshole to you.

Did that once and a pair of glowing eyes looked up at me and said "cut that out!"

172 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7808 18:43


>Basically, CBT is retraining your inner voice to not be such an asshole to you.

But my inner voice has been an asshole my whole life. I think it's too deeply ingrained into my very being at this point.

173 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7808 21:37

In that case, direct that inner asshole at everyone else, and it'll be too busy to rag on you.

174 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7808 21:44

Khhhhhh! Khhhhhh!

175 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7808 21:48

I love chewing gum.

I chew so many packs of gum, it's crazy.

You may call me a "gum guzzler"

176 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7809 00:08

Cock and ball torture

177 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7809 00:39

Depends on a glue, but most likely adding a bit of water on the back side should suffice to stick it back. But yeah, peeling wallpaper is probably the best part in house renovation.

178 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7809 01:14

I used to think that too, but give it a try anyway. It works, it just takes work.

179 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7809 03:45


180 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7809 07:10

oh how the mighty have fallen

181 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7809 08:59

death grips x anime mashups

182 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7809 23:42

Surprisingly, the Hoki station is still alive.

183 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7809 23:49



dude domain names cost like $10 per YEAR
less than a dollar a month

184 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7810 01:23

I don't like sex

185 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7810 07:59

yes, I really filled out a captcha just to call you gay

186 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7810 08:18

Shaved my head today, feels great. I used electric clippers over the bathroom sink and when I was done it was full to the top with hair. The clippers even got stuck a few times because my hair is really thick and impossible to take care of which is why I shaved it in the first place.
Thanks for reading my blog.

187 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7810 10:00

Hmmm, tonight I should fall asleep to an ASMR haircut recording.
I want to get a real haircut but I'm too anxious.
Thanks for reading MY blog.

188 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7810 17:08

Reading through entire textboard threads really nicely complements listening to lolicore.

189 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7810 17:43

My home has been without internet access for 72 hours now. If it weren't for this library, I'd've probably lost my mind by now.

190 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7810 17:59

I've become the system.
Once, the system was just a part of me.
It was the part that lurked inside; the burning desire to find out what the system is. The system sought to recreate itself.
But now I understand.
I've looked inside my system and I've seen it.
It's everything.
It's cups, it's picture frames, it's diaries, it's monetary value, it's iPhones and pens and curtains and peaches and gates and skyscrapers and shopfloors.
It's all inside me and I can unleash it when I feel like it.
When I want you all gone, I'll simply activate my world destruction trigger.
It's located on the side of my head.
I'll need some kind of blunt force to activate it, though.
Will you activate my system for me?
It's laying dormant, choking on the mist inside me.
I have no bones and no organs, just mist and the system.
These words aren't even real.
The system is real; the fog is real; the desire is real.
But you're not real.
How does it feel to be part of my system?
Does it feel good?
I hate you.

191 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7810 19:51

Actually, I was about to suggest he try fucking the other gender for a while and see how that goes.

192 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7810 20:50

I can't be gay if I don't like sex.
No. I don't want any sex.
captcha: vulation

193 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7810 22:01

Are you upset about it? Or are you okay with it?

194 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7811 02:11

Do you use Tumblr?

195 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7811 02:33

You know what? I like animals and everything, but if someone's pet dog is retarded enough to eat something that will kill it, despite the owner's efforts to prevent it, maybe just let the dog die.

196 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7811 05:40

sounds like the logic of a person who leaves poisoned dog treats scattered around in the park

197 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7811 11:29

>>196 not at all. I just think it's a bit of a waste to spend $20,000 on operations for an animal that adamantly refuses to not try to kill itself by breaking into the cupboard and eating a mess of chocolate.

198 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7811 13:14

You could, by the same argument, say that we shouldn't pay for lung cancer treatments for smokers.

199 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7811 13:50

Only if you place the same value on a family pet as on a human member of your family.

200 Name: (*゚ー゚) : 1993-09-7811 15:00

okay with not liking sex? yes

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