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I want a 3D printer so I can print UNLIMITED LEGOS.
And do what?
Hitler quotes added to images of famous African Americans, shared on Facebook by people who agree with the message but think it's from black people instead of a Nazi
I miss that old I Love Japan thread from 4chan's text boards. Everyone ragging on Japan was endlessly funny.
I should continue working on the project oh it's that thread again
What I loved about it, what kept me coming back, was that feeling of losing oneself: simply doing for doing's sake, blissfully unaware of any greater context.
Ooh, the http://4-ch.net homepage image has changed. I wonder when that happened.
I'm at peace
Hey, general is at the top.
You can't get rid of me that easily
>>108
I went on it yesterday or the day before and it was the boat. So very very recently.
>>110
I was the one who suggested that to bps, it's oddly satisfying seeing that he did it.
I used to play the shit out of minecraft. Now I play minetest and get to do the same but for free.
cyclic universe theory
I'm not really bothered about following the second control tower story.
>>113
...and then you join a multiplayer server and see all those neat stylish buildings whilst your own shack back in SP is just a bit of dirt and cobblestone.
It's been way too long since I last listened to some enka.
>>118 I always wanted to try enka but wasn't sure where to start. Do you have any song recommendations?
Thanks bps for looking after the site for a year!
>>119
I wish! I don't know the first thing about enka, unfortunately. I was just listening to https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL4C8YOZ_r8GSYQdgYchlLwm4J42MSyYcZ.
I had a dream where I was fugging a cute DQN boy who was dressed as Etna in the boypussy.
I wonder if I'll regret having had two big plates of spicy Indian curry for breakfast later on in the day.
the term "boypussy" bothers me
Sleeveless hoodies are the stupidest thing I've ever heard of.
Broke my favorite teapot
Broke my favorite wrist
Today was not a good fucking day
I just want to climb in bed with a bottle of gin and watch Hidamari Sketch til I fall asleep.
Classes tomorrow.
I find global warming to be amusing, because the fix is really simple, but no one would ever consider doing it.
Stop driving cars. Stop using energy-sucking smartphones and computers. Stop using TVs. Stop using elevators. Stop lighting up every fucking inch of every street at night. Stop using electricity for cameras everywhere.
Bam. I fucking solved global warming. Too bad no one wants to use my solution.
>>128
If goverments had switched to nuclear power during the late 80s and early 90s instead of going berzerk about nuclear meltdowns and radioactive waste, we would have no such problem, and we would be already pretty ahead on extracting energy from waste, and there would be no worldwide oil crisis.
Star Wars MMO allows me to pick either Republic or Empire, where Smuggler or Bounty Hunter sound relatively attractive (the rest are religious freaks). But I want to play as anarcho-communist and fend off both Republic and Empire with their authoritarianism.
>>130
Agreed, the catastrophe happened on a very specific reactor type that only Soviet Union used and only to some extent (VVER being dominant), but it froze the whole industry for almost a decade. Nuclear power plants are one of the most efficient and cheap power sources (and designed with huge safety margins these days), which have considerably less environmental impact compared to hydroelectric dams.
As a misanthrope I would also prefer uninhabited exclusion areas around, err, less successful reactors – where nature takes its course – to endless biofuel fields in shade of wind turbines. The latter is an ugly man-made disaster!
I missed my first math class. This is a bad omen.
I attended my first evolutionary biology class. I wonder how long it'll take before they notice I don't know anything about biology.
I spent all my furniture money on a drawing tablet, i'm an adult.
having flashbacks to my gory failed suicide attempt
>>137
Why would you?.. I mean... Gory?
I guess it's justified if it was planned to be spectacularly gory.
And then I'll say "jouzu desu ne!" just to spite them!
I don't understand cups.
>>138
If you're depressed and try to kill yourself by jumping out of a window, you think "yeah, this is it, time to die... finally I can have peace." And then you black out and wake up a while later with bones sticking out of your flesh and you're completely mangled and broken. Not only did you not accomplish the task, but you just made your whole life worse. It's a very sad and frightening experience. Failing at failing and fucking up your body so much that you become even more of a failure and your life is even worse than before. I remember each and every detail of the event to this day.
>>133
My friend jokes that I'm 72. But he is 62 himself, so I don't listen to this youngster.
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>>142
What the fuck man. Things like that is the stuff that keeps me awake at 3 AM.
I'm really hoping that shit's made up.
>>145
It's not. Is it really that hard to believe? Lots of people attempt suicide. The human body is hardier than you might think.
Dittersdorf was a great composer who deserves more modern recognition.
3 years ago today I sent a packet of my favourite sweets to DQN-kun (*ί€ί)Ι
>>146
It's not that it's hard to believe, as much as I wish it wasn't your case, man. Making an attempt on my own life only to fail and remain in a cast forever is a fear of mine, for whatever reason because I'm not even suicidal. I can do nothing but wish you the very best, as useless as good wishes to anonymous people are.
>>148
Did you use a PO box as a sender address just in case he has a severe allergy or decides to stalk you?
I'm going to take off your head now.
>>142
That's exactly why I didn't do it. There are a lot of ways to go, but everything can fail, leaving the body or the brain fucked up, but alive.
I was once obsessed with an idea of swallowing a treble hook attached to a tower crane and jumping down, thus, ideally, tearing my guts out and dying a few moments later. But the thought of just hanging there with a hook stuck in my mouth, bleeding, suffering intense pain, and slowly suffocating on my own blood was enough to make me value my life.
>>152
That's pretty horrible, sounds more like some gruesome mafia murder than a suicide method.
Eat all the plants, eat all the plants that you want, accidents happen like it or not.
I considered suicide when I was a young and foolish teenager. Then I found http://lostallhope.com/, and realised it was a very, very bad idea. I also once had to help talk another young and foolish teenager out of suicide, which was not a particularly fun experience.
so there are (at least) two of us who have attempted suicide? fade-to-nothingness-kun and mangled-bones-san?
>>156 does thinking about it count?
This is really the reason I don't own a handgun. It's not because I'm a super anti-gun activist or anything; I have no problem with gun ownership for home protection (assuming it even really works most of the time.) But I think if I owned a gun, I'd be too tempted to put a bullet in my skull after getting into one of my deep ruts, which happens far too often. Pulling a trigger is just too easy, even in contrast to jumping out a window.
Three. I tried to overdose on psychiatric medication, but apparently I didn't take enough. In hindsight, I should have drank some alcohol to go with it. That might have done the trick.
>>157
The most common kind of violence caused by legal gun owners is suicide, not homicide. Real criminals who kill people don't care about gun laws or licenses.
>>156 I was heading for a high bridge when I talked myself out of it and checked into a hospital instead. Half a year's worth of Prozac and cognitive behavior therapy later and I'm feeling good.
>>161
What exactly does cognitive behavioral therapy entail? I've been to multiple therapists but all they do is talk to me one-on-one in a room. I thought CBT was more than just the stereotypical how-does-that-make-you-feel armchair therapists.
I thought >>162 was talking about cock and ball torture after skimming this thread too quickly.
I'd separate her variables, if you know what I mean.
Let's not consider suicide anymore, and imagine and post wonderful things instead.
Such as the blissful eternal respite of death.
>>165
Just today I found out I got more than 90% on a really hard assignment! I'm glad my hard work paid off.
Okay, so you know how wallpaper starts to peel at the corners when it's old? Maybe it's just me, but I always get this strange urge to pick at it and peel it away. Anyway, the point is, it's like that, but instead of wallpaper it's the substance of reality itself.
>>168
Have you seen the movie Barton Fink?
http://www.anyclip.com/movies/barton-fink/peeling-wallpaper/
You should watch the whole movie, it's good
>>161
I'm glad you talked yourself out of it. I was on prozac and now I'm on sertraline and don't feel any different with either of them.
>Basically, CBT is retraining your inner voice to not be such an asshole to you.
But my inner voice has been an asshole my whole life. I think it's too deeply ingrained into my very being at this point.
In that case, direct that inner asshole at everyone else, and it'll be too busy to rag on you.
Khhhhhh! Khhhhhh!
I love chewing gum.
I chew so many packs of gum, it's crazy.
You may call me a "gum guzzler"
Cock and ball torture
>>168
Depends on a glue, but most likely adding a bit of water on the back side should suffice to stick it back. But yeah, peeling wallpaper is probably the best part in house renovation.
>>172
I used to think that too, but give it a try anyway. It works, it just takes work.
cocks
oh how the mighty have fallen
death grips x anime mashups
Surprisingly, the Hoki station is still alive.
http://hokisjstation.no-ip.info:8000/
I don't like sex
>>184
gay
yes, I really filled out a captcha just to call you gay
Shaved my head today, feels great. I used electric clippers over the bathroom sink and when I was done it was full to the top with hair. The clippers even got stuck a few times because my hair is really thick and impossible to take care of which is why I shaved it in the first place.
Thanks for reading my blog.
>>186
Hmmm, tonight I should fall asleep to an ASMR haircut recording.
I want to get a real haircut but I'm too anxious.
Thanks for reading MY blog.
Reading through entire textboard threads really nicely complements listening to lolicore.
My home has been without internet access for 72 hours now. If it weren't for this library, I'd've probably lost my mind by now.
I've become the system.
Once, the system was just a part of me.
It was the part that lurked inside; the burning desire to find out what the system is. The system sought to recreate itself.
But now I understand.
I've looked inside my system and I've seen it.
It's everything.
It's cups, it's picture frames, it's diaries, it's monetary value, it's iPhones and pens and curtains and peaches and gates and skyscrapers and shopfloors.
It's all inside me and I can unleash it when I feel like it.
When I want you all gone, I'll simply activate my world destruction trigger.
It's located on the side of my head.
I'll need some kind of blunt force to activate it, though.
Will you activate my system for me?
It's laying dormant, choking on the mist inside me.
I have no bones and no organs, just mist and the system.
These words aren't even real.
The system is real; the fog is real; the desire is real.
But you're not real.
How does it feel to be part of my system?
Does it feel good?
I hate you.
You know what? I like animals and everything, but if someone's pet dog is retarded enough to eat something that will kill it, despite the owner's efforts to prevent it, maybe just let the dog die.
>>195
sounds like the logic of a person who leaves poisoned dog treats scattered around in the park
>>196 not at all. I just think it's a bit of a waste to spend $20,000 on operations for an animal that adamantly refuses to not try to kill itself by breaking into the cupboard and eating a mess of chocolate.
>>197
You could, by the same argument, say that we shouldn't pay for lung cancer treatments for smokers.