>>156 does thinking about it count?

This is really the reason I don't own a handgun. It's not because I'm a super anti-gun activist or anything; I have no problem with gun ownership for home protection (assuming it even really works most of the time.) But I think if I owned a gun, I'd be too tempted to put a bullet in my skull after getting into one of my deep ruts, which happens far too often. Pulling a trigger is just too easy, even in contrast to jumping out a window.