well i saw lyss last week at badmin cos she told me to go and she seem excited knowing i was going. there was this intresting convo we had though last week...

Lyss: why dont u hit on her??! lol and then she'll get over it
Benson: zomg i'll rather jump off the window then hit on her!
Lyss: omgg!! wtf!! nooo!!!! dont jump!! if you jump i'll jump!!
Benson: what! why are you jumping cos of me?!
Lyss: i dunno, just felt like it

my friend said she really cares for me but doesn't really like me. i can only say me and lyss are really close friends but for some reason she doesn't feel like talking to me now cos she knows i'm not EMO. i really like lyss atm and i just want her to be happy even if she doesn't like me, i'll do anything to make her happy. i tried my best to make her like me but i guess i couldn't, some how i'm only seen as a FRIEND to everyone.