I've been waiting.... (791)

1 Name: benson_2009 : 2006-03-08 06:46 ID:rBmL8F/W This thread was merged from the former /love/ board. You can view the archive here.

I'm usualy just a lurker around the board, but today i have a story... recently i been posting about long distance relationship because I really like this girl that lives in japan. but i live in australia so its really hard if i want to confess to her.. well this is how it all started...

Around 2005 April, i was picked on by some people at school because of my hobby, which is movie making. I'm really like a movie otaku, i love watching movies thats why my dream is to become a film director. most of the girls i knew, i told them about my hobby and they would all ne like "isn't that like really immature??" and later on wont ever talk to me.. it was around November when i was on a japanese pen pal website where i met the japanese girl, her name was Aya. we started emailing each other talking about school and life style ect. then i asked her if she used skype and she said she uses it so we added each other. we started talking in skype, (to those who doesn't know its like msn but you use microphone to talk). for the first time, i told her i'm into film making... she unlike the other girls was actualy intrested in it.. she asked me when can i show her my movie.

we talked almost everyday, mostly for 2 hours and we can always talk about anything like movies, anime, school, music ect.. then one night... we talked for 6 hours! i only had 2 hour sleep because i had to wake up for tennis lessons >"< we got more close after that. for christmas i bought her a bracelet and air mailed it to her, she liked it alot. one day i got her email but was really surprised... usualy at the end of the email she would just write "from Aya" but this time she wrote "Love from Aya". i had this feeling when i saw it. after that, i didn't hear from her for 2 weeks and then one night i got her email asking when can i talk to her... but after that... I've waited for a month and stil counting on... I emailed her before saying i have something to tell her because i planned to confess to her next time we talk.. but now i dont think i can do it because i reckon its highly likely i may get rejected since we are so far away _| ̄|○" the feeling with this girl is different from all the other girls i liked. should i confess or not??

701 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-03-03 05:45 ID:Heaven

are you saying that the so called "Eiga'' or "Benson" had too much time on his hands that he decides to make up all this so called "fanfiction" of him self for the last 3-4 years? And that everyone who participated in this thread are just sad loosers cos we all took him seriously?

to defend our so called Eiga or Benson. firstly i dont think anyone has that much time to make up "the love life of Eiga Otoko", i admit he would get the idea of "eiga otoko" after watching densha otoko, anyone would, but i believe the story he says. its not like its impossible for it to happen, in every mans life we always bump into the what seems the impossible, but hey we all manage to get pass the impossible, so i dont see why eiga couldn't get up after being smacked around so many times. and to be honest i believe most people would come to this site cos of densha otoko, we're all dreamers here so i dont think you should say how sad it is we took him seriously.

plus, if he really was copying densha otoko, he would have got a girl by now lol

702 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-03-06 12:50 ID:wb0MsXv4

>>700 hey dont bs about eiga

and i agree with >>701 if eiga was making up all this crap he wouldve gotten a girl by now.

703 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-16 07:06 ID:k08jjSr2

i believe my story is about to come to an end :)

704 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-04-16 19:50 ID:fF4GKvB7


Please, details, Eiga.

Don't hold back on us, not now.

705 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-04-17 16:42 ID:NaT1twkU

whats this?! am i expecting something great thats gonna happen?

details now Eiga!!

706 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-22 18:16 ID:gCpGIN7z

hey everyone

i've come here to conclude my story here :) its been a hectic month for me in feb, since valentines day brought me a lot of memories. on valentines day, i finally moved on from a lot of memories from the valentines girl last year, was a hard thing to do but i managed. i started asking the performance girl out, we out one on one and seemed to get along really well, we walked around this place in taiwan called "dong qu (east side)" which is a popular area cos it has a lot of shops owned by taiwanese celebs. our 2nd out going was good, we went to a pasta shop for lunch, talked for the whole afternoon then went karaoke with just her and me for about 3 hours. i had to rush home that day cos i was about to fly back to australia to sort some visa. (continue)

707 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-22 18:59 ID:gCpGIN7z


while i was in australia, we started to webcam and talk online for 5 hours every night, we flirted a lot. while i was in australia i thought i'll fly back to melbourne where i use to live to visit some friends and also sort out some personal stuff there. there was one time on the phone with her, she was saying how popular i was and that she gets jealous cos too many people always come find me to help them with music, and i was telling her how she doesnt need to be jealous since nothing really happens. while i was at melbourne i went to visit the valentines girl, i was pretty tensed about it but after apologizing for screwing up my friendship with her, i felt a lot better and we even managed to stay friends again. there was one night when i went clubbing with friends, i got bored so i called the girl, apparently she was really down cos of a argument with her parents and she wanted to call me, but i called her first, managed to cheer her up and she was like "im so glad i've got you". everyday she message me when she arrives to school and says she misses me, so it comes the day when im about to fly back to taiwan, we already organized to meet up the next day i arrive to watch a movie. (continue)

708 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-22 19:27 ID:gCpGIN7z

so it comes to the day i arrive back to taiwan, i met up with her the next day at the train station, brought a ferrero rocher flower with a koala doll i brought from australia as a souvenir and she really liked it. we went to watch "alice in wonderland". the movie was interesting, lots of special effects, anyway after the movie we walked around the city area, went to a park and sat there, took some pictures and stuffed around a bit. later she took me to a taiwanese history museum, and suddenly out of the blue, i just grabbed her hand and we started holding hands while walking around the museum. after the museum, we took a train to a famous place in taiwan called "dan shui" its popular for the night markets and the river. we walked and looked at the sunset, while eating some night market food, later we just kept walking to another famous area in dan shui called fishermans dwarf, its where most couples would go. we walked for about 30-40 mins while chatting and holding hands, to be honest i felt like i was dreaming, didnt think things would go so smoothy. we managed to get to fishermans dwarf, sat there and looked at the moon, i held her tightly in my arms, suddenly our face are really close, i move closer and kiss her. i never felt so nervous in my life, never touched something so soft with my lips before. she looked into my eyes as i look back at her, then we started to kiss even more passionately. i sat there with her in my arms and looked at the night sky, i've never been this happy before, i really felt like i was dreaming but i know it wasnt a dream. i took her home later that night and gave her another kiss and said "i love you", she looked at me and said " i love you too". (contintue)

709 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-22 19:47 ID:gCpGIN7z

thinking back, its been almost 4 years since i started this thread, and here i am 4 years later finally able to finish the story, right now, she stays at my place once or twice every week, i honestly swear shes the best thing thats happened in my life, shes always very caring about me, doesnt force me to do anything and respect me on whatever choice i make. seriously thinking about it, so much things have happened in the last 4 years of my life and in this thread. recently my parents are getting divorced so its been pretty hectic for me, but shes always there to cheer me up and tells me that she believes that i can fix my parents up. we've been going out for about a month and i've always cherished every single moment im with her. i really have learned a lot during my time in this thread, either its about romance or life, i really learned a lot, so just want to thank everyone on 4ch for everything thats happened in this thread. hope everyone can find their own happiness, dreams and lead them to heaven! :)

p.s. anyone here use facebook?

Eiga Out :D

710 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-04-22 22:49 ID:fF4GKvB7

Congrats, bro! Glad you were able to find your happiness after all that had happened; I hope you two have many good times and further your love, and all that jazz.

711 Name: sniper2233 : 2010-04-25 17:21 ID:6xxTHY61

hey, eiga, just before you leave this piece of heritage for future 2ch lurkers to view and run off to enjoy your dream, I want you to see this first.
I've recently found out about 2ch, and I just came by your post to check up why it's getting over 700 posts, and wow am i surprised at how many years have gone by since post 1, and all the history in it, Aya, Lyss, Pokemons, and most importantly the AUG Streyr, and you can guess what I'm about to say is going to come to you as shocking:
You guessed it, I also live in Taiwan, Kaohsiung to be exact, and i also sorta have an otaku vibe, and am learning japanese for 4 years right now, and have a major interest in movie making (wow that gives us like three things in common, i think we also have the same age, 19 right?)

I also do have facebook, tell me your email so i can send it to you, :D

712 Name: sniper2233 : 2010-04-25 17:22 ID:6xxTHY61

sage wow i got a 711, lucky me, taiwanese girls dig open-chan ^^

713 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-25 20:52 ID:OccBdsXO

>>711 wow! thats insane haha, yeah im around the same age, im 20 at the moment, argh 4ch wont let me post my email, just look me up "benson tsai camberwell grammar" ;)

714 Name: not my problem : 2010-05-11 10:39 ID:ypiesq/u

>>700 2nded

715 Name: not my problem : 2010-05-11 10:44 ID:pErRVpjq

but if it real anyway then congratz.
now im stuck with one of theseven sins: jeolousy -.-

716 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-06-09 09:45 ID:sBl5VcJE

congrats eiga! 4 years i've followed this thread thinking that the amount of shit that comes to you will never end, and then bam! the tables has turned for you. all the best bro and enjoy your new life =)

717 Name: ManUtd8 : 2011-04-19 08:04 ID:lwItEjW4

I've just recently finished reading this entire thread (took a week cause of work and personal responsibilities)...and really...this is as twisted as twisted can get for an Asian guy who couldn't get THE GIRL! Seriously, I was rooting for Aya during the first few posts...hoping "GOD, just end with him getting her (would feel like he accomplished my dream)." However, I started to fade away for a bit because I felt he was getting a lil out of line with all the bs he was pulling with other girls. For example: attemping to play a piano piece over the phone...that's just creepy in my book. I mean...c'mon...u would think after 1-2 days (or even a week) that if the girl did not want to talk to you...then f*** off and move somewhere else. But no...he kept pushing...and I wanted to rip his head off.

However, Eiga later on describes his own personal demons and how coming in late in the dating game is just like if a guy was trying to date since he was 5: it's just not simple. In Eiga's case, it was about not only finding someone who would like him for who he was...but also liking himself. I do remember some posters mentioning "stop antagonizing yourself" or "don't keep your head down..." but he would ultimately admit it was his fault for not taking the posters comments into consideration (not that it would matter in some ways cause we can't see him). He did change himself eventually: lost weight, go out clubbing, socializing in events like Karaoke, and being popular at school. When he moved to outside Taipei for college, he didn't push himself...and let life run its course. For a lot of people actually, that's the best way of doing so. I myself believe that while we still have choices in life, God ultimately knows our fate and we can't change that (knowingly). Eventually...I was happy to read his three-part finale that landed him with the girl that loves him...for who he is.

In the end, it's not Densha Otoko (Densha's goal lasted less than a year and had no teenage drama)...but it proved that no matter how old you are...if you are patient and willing to jump obstacles over and over again, eventually you will get there and find happiness.

For Eiga Otoko...if you are reading this now after just a year since you left...I hope you inspired many who read this thread and that the girl you (hopefully still) are dating is/might become your eternal soulmate.

718 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-22 20:05 ID:qG5BO0wg

its been a while

just to let you guys know, i found aya on facebook and we chattered a few times, funny huh? disappeared for almost 4 years and somehow i just found her on facebook. apparently shes moved to australia melbourne where i use to live, while im here in taiwan.

all i can say is, ever since i left the thread, so many things have happened, i watched a movie tonight called "you are the apple of my eye", its a recently new released taiwanese film about 5 guys chasing one girl in their high school life. i dont know why it made me think about 4ch, so i came back and looked at the 4 years post i had in here.

what i leanred from this past year, is sometimes in life we cherish all the loved ones around us, sometimes when we loose them the pain is so big we just want to hold onto them and never let them go, but if we keep holding on to them they more they want to leave. its even harder to accept the facts they want to leave but once you accept it, you feel a lot better. i reckon its just life in general and sometimes even if we dont want to accept it, we just gotta accept those facts.

anyway im not even sure if i should write about my whole year story again, its like this thread never ends D=

719 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-08-23 03:16 ID:pdbYlX5P

Well, it's up to you bro, your stories never fail to entertain me in the least ;p. Been following your thread for right about 2 years now, really amazing to see everything develop the way it has.

720 Name: HaloUTD08 : 2011-08-23 15:39 ID:cIbLzR+R

Hi Eiga Otoko

I actually found you too on Facebook...but found it weird to add someone you didn't know.

Anyways, how are you doing now with your love life? You with the same girl...or thinking about Aya again?

721 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-08-27 18:42 ID:Heaven

Please tell us whats going on Eiga!! DETAILS NOW!

722 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-28 20:42 ID:SGLAUVn4

hmm i dont know where to begin, all i can say was the times with my girlfriend was the happiest days i ever had in my life. ill start from last year july when my parents just got officially divorced for not too long, i was pretty upset about it as there was a few dramas with our family, if i have to say it my dad had an affair for 2 years and my mum couldnt stand it anymore. i was back at Australia for a month and a half to help move the house, i even went back to melbourne to go find the valentines girl cos we actually got in contact and she wanted to meet up with me, even met up with lyss. i would webcam with my girlfriend every night and we got even more depe, my feelings for her were more deep since we were apart for a while.

it wasnt in till one day my girlfriend started to talk strange towards me, she didnt say much and would reply "hm yes", when i say "i love you" she would just say "okay" which got me pretty upset. i thought something was up with her so i called her and asked if she still liked me, she said she didnt know which got me even more upset, we end up both crying that night cos she admit to me that she felt this pressure cos of my family situation and that she couldnt help me out and felt helpless towards me. I told her that shes done the best she can and shes already helped me a lot by standing by my side when ever i needed her, i told her even though my mum is gone, at least i still had her with me. (continue)

723 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-28 20:52 ID:SGLAUVn4

even after that night, she still talked cold towards me, i saw on her facebook status that she and her good friend (a guy) been commenting a lot and looked like they were flirting, i left a comment but they both ignored me on it. i started to feel as if shes slowly drifting away from me and that something was going on between those two, i asked her if anything was going on with them but she told me they are just very good friends and they will never go out. i was worried about her so i quickly booked a flight back to taiwan, i flew back on my own as my dad and brother was still in Australia. so when i came back to taiwan, i wanted to meet up with my girlfriend, but she refused to meet up with me saying she doesnt feel well and that shes not ready to meet me, i was honestly upset about it since i flew all the way back just for her, she started to talk even more cold towards me, she only replied, "oh ok, hmm yes, ohh" to me when ever i talk to her.

i knew something was wrong with her and i felt even more upset, i had dinner with my god sister and her friend one night and told them my situation. my god sister basically knew what my girlfriend was thinking and she hinted to me that there was gonna be a break up soon, her friend knew i was upset and told my god sister not to say anything more cos she said i looked like i was about to cry. funny thing was when i got home that night, i burst out crying on my own at home, i felt like my mum left me was painful enough, having to see my girlfriend slowly leave me was even more painful, at the time i really loved my girlfriend and would have done anything to let her stay. i cried for a while to the extend i couldnt say a word, i called my friend up and told her what happened and she got me calmed down.
during those days i tried to go out with friends so i wouldnt think about it, but nothing was working at the time, we had our first argument because my girlfriend kept giving the blame to my parents and family saying stuff like my family is more rich then her family and it gives her pressure about the future. i told her thats something 2 - 3 years later and its not like we're getting married now. she still said the pressure was there and we had a pretty big argument that night.

724 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-28 21:03 ID:SGLAUVn4

it wasnt till one night i was at home, looking through all the photos of me and my girlfriend, i started to feel a lot of pain, while listening to a very emotional song, i started crying again and screaming in pain, so much pain i started to feel like i couldnt breathe, i tried to call my girlfriend but she didnt pick up and said on msn "did you call me?", since i felt like i couldnt breathe and began to panic, i couldnt type properly and she thought i was being dramatic towards her by typing a lot, she said to me "im going to sleep now, good night", and i felt even more pain like she doesnt care about me anymore. i tried calling my mum but her phone was off (by the way this was at 2am mid night), i tried to call my dad in australia but his phone was also off, at the time i already fell to the ground trying to gasp for air, i was thinking "maybe this is the end of me..." i tried my brothers cell and it worked, but when he picked up he couldnt tell it was me since i couldnt talk properly as i feel like i cant breathe.

then my brother recognized my voice and began to panic, woke up my dad and they called an ambulance to my house, i had to crawl to the front door to open and then lie on the ground waiting for the ambulance to come. they arrived and put me on a thing looked like a wheel chair, checked my heart beat and apparently it was about 115 that night and blood pressure was 165. at the time i felt like i was dying or something, like my vision was all blury and all i could hear was people screaming "lets get him out", they put some sort of mask thing on me to breathe where the guy next to me was holding a oxygen tank. while i was in the ambulance, i cant remember what happened on the way because when i woke up, i was already in the hospital. my dads friend came to see if i was okay, i remember it was around 4am when i woke up. my family friend came and told me that my heart apparently stopped for a bit when i was in the ambulance, they gave me some sort of a shock to bring my heart back running again.

725 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-28 21:24 ID:SGLAUVn4

while lying in the hospital, im thinking to my self "what the hell happened tonight... did i almost die?", i remember i went home the next day where my mum came after she heard what happened. she was so worried she lectured me saying "what are you doing!? do you know how worried me and your dad was? all this cos of one girl?", i messaged my girlfriend saying i was in the hospital but she never replied me back.

my mum stayed with my for the last 4 days to make sure i dont have another incident. there would be nights where i would run into her room saying i cant breathe but my mum just tried to relax me and i slowly get my breath back. my mum was wondering what was wrong with me and organized me to get a full body check in the hospital. my mum had a talk with me saying it would be better if i broke it off with my girlfriend, she knew if she broke it off with me i would break down. i called up my girlfriend and asked if she wanted to break up, she said "sure lets break up" she told me she was sorry to let me go through the pain and to make things so bad that i end up in the hospital. we broke up on july 22nd from what i remember. we met up after a week i got better, i was very nervous cos i still had a lot of feelings towards her. during this time i met a youtube artist named Terry He, he came to taiwan and we met up, i introduced him to my producer and we're currently helping him getting signed to AVEX TRAX in taiwan.

even though we just met, i had a talk with terry about my ex, he said its pretty bad what happened, even though things look so bad, but in the end it brings a better future for us. when i look back at it now i find it very true. Terry also gave me some motivation to work on my music and not think about my ex, i was also working at a PDA shop for a month to distract my self from all the pain. occasionally at night i would feel someone is pressing their thumb against my throat and felt like im being chocked. it wasnt in till chinese valentines day, i was doing a performance that day at work since it was my last day before i start college. i wanted to ask my ex to come see me and get a chance to see her on valentines day. but she told me she had plans that day, i called her after work and found out she had dinner with some guy, i got pretty up set and we had another argument that night. my mum couldnt stand that i kept on holding onto my ex and that i kept wasting phone calls on her. she told me that im currently just going around in my own circle of pain, if i was to take a step out of the circle, i can move on with my life and not go around and around.

726 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-28 21:40 ID:SGLAUVn4


my mum gave me some motivation to try make my self leave my own little circle. college started, it was something new to me since i had to move universities due to my visa problem i had that year, which meant i had to start as a freshmen again. but it wasnt bad cos the school i was attending and still attending right now has a lot of girls there because it use to be a girl school 10 years ago. one of my best friends saw me how i was going through a rough time, introduced me to one of his friend (a girl) who said she really wants a boyfriend, we got along pretty well. in September i took a 5 day trip to shanghai with my friends to see the expo, it was all good but one night i didnt know why i just really missed my ex. when i got back from shanghai, i went back to my old college and wanted to meet up with my ex to give her the present i brought for her in shanghai. at the start she refused to meet up with me saying i didnt need to buy her and if she could not accept the gift from me. i only got her a pair of chopsticks that looked cute with these patterns on it. at the end she came out and took it and we talked a bit.

i started my new life in my new college, it was all good, people were very nice and met a lot of new friends. im studying international college so all my class was in english, a lot better for me haha. most of the girls in my class was interested in me cos the taiwnese girls were interested in how i was doing music and how i was ABC from Australia, not to mention they all thought i was korean at the start. my new life was starting out very good, the girl my friend introduced me we got pretty close as well, talked on the phone almost everyday and i got her a nice birthday gift that she really liked, everything was going smoothly, i also started doing covers on youtube to persuade my music dreams.

(guys its 5:44AM in taiwan right now, i really wanna finish what happened but im only half way, ill finish it up tomorrow when i get up)

727 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-08-29 07:18 ID:pdbYlX5P

Dude Eiga, give us a link to your youtube channel bro, I never knew you were into music! Good choice of hobby, chicks dig musicians.

728 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-08-29 07:53 ID:lQvzUlhr

Yay, Eiga is back!!!
Good to hear from you again!

729 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-29 18:01 ID:YuastxkB

my youtube channel is here, you guys can check it out :D


730 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-09-01 07:05 ID:lQvzUlhr

We need an update again!!!!

731 Name: HaloUTD08 : 2011-09-07 22:45 ID:MdNXWwfV

I wonder if he'll come back and post the rest of his current story :(

732 Name: 映画男 : 2011-10-17 06:26 ID:dScoQ3Rp

sorry for such a long delay, ive been so busy the last month that i barely slept. anyway to continue my story.....

thing were going well for my new life in the new college, it wasn't in till one day i was on the phone with my ex, i asked her if shes going out with anyone right now and she said she was. i asked her who it was and she said it was the guy i saw her flirting on Facebook when i was in Australia who apparently she told me back then was only a good friend and that they would never date. at first i was surprised, but when i thought about it more, the more angry i got. i started arguing with her on the phone, she felt guilty cos i said basically she cheated on me for the guy. i didnt sleep that night, had another panic attack and kept screaming, i dont know why but the pain was so big i just wanted to scream out loud. my best friend came to my house to see me after he heard me screaming on the phone, to be honest when i look back at it now, i really looked like some fucked up psycho. i didn't sleep for about 2-3 days, i showed up at school all depressed looking and people noticed i was different. there was this girl in my class (lets call her V) who heard about me and my ex, i was talking on the phone to her about it, after i told her she suddenly said shes gonna pray for me. she just started praying for me on the phone and i was touched. V said if there was anything in my mind i can always go talk to her, she even gave me a birthday card with two full page writing saying how im a really nice guy and thank you for always telling her things about college so she can stop thinking about some bad stuff and that shes always here for me. when i read the last part it suddenly reminded me of lyss.... i dont know why. i started having little interest in V since she did some pretty nice things for me when i was going through a rough time. V suddenly began to change a during the semester, she started being more quiet and not really talktive, everyone knew something was up. there was one class where she suddenly left the classroom, when i asked i found out she want to the train station and went back home, i started to get worried.

733 Name: 映画男 : 2011-10-17 06:56 ID:dScoQ3Rp

everyone thought it was strange that V suddenly went home in the middle of the class, people were saying things like maybe shes got too much pressure from school work which is a possible situation. i wanted to do something to cheer her up so i came up with an idea to make a video for her, told everyone to record maybe 1-2 minutes of them selves talking giving some encouragement to V. during this time another girl (lets call her N) was pretty good friends with me, everyone was always curious if we were going out but i said we werent. there was one time when we were all having lunch outside, N said she wanted to see the new harry potter movie and asked if i wanna watch with her, i thought there was gonna be other people but apparently it was just me and her. we left lunch pretty awkward cos everyone was saying "oh where you guys going!" and it made us look like we were secretly going on a date or something. me and N became pretty close friends for a while.

on our school Christmas event, V was a lot better after i gave her a christmas gift and a card that i took a whole night to write (i suck at writing chinese), i even uploaded a song i wanted to give her on youtube on christmas day when i was at home. things were back to normal again, New Years Eve was coming. a lot of my classmates came to my place for New Years Eve since i live on the 13th floor apartment and can see the 101 fireworks for new years. there was two girls that i got familiar with that night (lets call her J and C), J and C are good friends in another class, i invited them for new years thinking its good to meet some new people. J seemed to follow me around that night and N would look jealous cos i took a photo of N looking at us with a kinda no emotional face. i was taking pictures with a very good friend of mine thats me and her are like sister and brothers, J saw us taking photos and suddenly came in the middle between us, my friend left and it was only me and J in my room taking pictures on my bed (yes it sounds kinda wrong but nothing happened).

734 Name: 映画男 : 2011-10-17 07:14 ID:dScoQ3Rp

ever since new years eve, J would always talk to me on msn and even msged me once saying "how come you werent on msn to annoy me last night? did you block me? :(" at the time V was a lot normal so i wasnt so worried anymore, i started talking to C as well and she wanted me to help her with english. it was winter break, i was planning on filming my first Music Video that i was gonna upload to youtube. during the winter break, me and C became good friends as well, c wanted to get me and J together cos she kept saying we look good together, J was a cute girl so i said i didnt mind. J would come from hometown which was about an hour by train to taipei city to come visit me, she kept saying she wants to practice english with me but we never end up doing any english. most of my winter break i was filming my MV, there was one night i was talking to J on the phone, saying ill take her to a all you can eat cake shop cos they got nice cakes there. she called me later at 3am saying she didnt want to eat cake cos it'll make her fat and i said to her "so you called me at 3am saying you dont wanna eat cake?" and she started laughing with her friend who was staying at her place. thing with J was going pretty good. During one visit when she and C came to my place, she said her hands were cold and i said i got warm hands, and suddenly i was holding her hand for about 2 minutes, C looked in shock and so did my other friend. we just stood there holding and didnt say anything, when we went to dinner J would always look at me smiley which made me pretty nervous. i managed to finish my MV and had it released on feb 17th when my 2nd semester started.

735 Name: HaloUTD08 : 2011-10-24 22:15 ID:8r14Rvpg

Oh no...what happens next?!!

736 Name: kao : 2012-03-02 11:56 ID:dKvUdRG0

737 Name: Secret Admirer : 2012-06-11 17:38 ID:sErv7edE

wonder where he went?

738 Name: 映画男 : 2012-07-15 19:27 ID:1mXBN1xN

im sorry i disappeared for so long

its been such a busy and hectic life, its like a never ending drama

i've been looking back at a lot of stuff recently, 4ch, lyss, manda, my ex

its 3:19AM in taiwan, weather is crazily hot, i'll try and finish up my story that i left behind... theres so much to fill up D:

again sorry for disappearing!! im currently on summer break, been doing some street performances and other performances around taipei, i'm currently working on a EP that im trying to release end of this year so been really busy since i last left off, plus im still in college.

anyway i'll find some time to post up where i left off. PEACE~

739 Name: HaloUTD08 : 2012-07-17 17:21 ID:sErv7edE

HE'S BACK!! (I hope...)

740 Name: Secret Admirer : 2012-09-12 06:05 ID:CmSbn7xk

Horoscope have known.
The partner whom you need is seen in horoscope.


horoscope JIKU site

741 Name: 映画男 : 2013-04-16 11:20 ID:EnYU3GUA

honestly i feel bad that when i said im gonna find time finishing up the story, i never got the chance :((

i left too much gaps in between that i wasnt able to finish the story

i was having a chat today with someone from this thread which is why i checked back, im pretty sure most of you have forgotten about this place XD

im gonna do a quick catchup on where i left!
-after i release my MV on youtube, people at school made rumours that i liked both C and J, it got awkward and we stopped talking
-V went into some depression mode and eventually left school, i was pretty sad about it but we still kept contact

  • V wanted to go to Australia during my summer break to do working holiday, my dad agreed for her to come stay at my place in Gold Coast.
  • V, her best friend and her sister came to Gold coast, at the time we were pretty close cos we were talking on the phone alot.
  • things were going well with V, i took her to alot of places and she seemed pretty happy.
  • A family friends daughter "kejo" found my facebook through the Music video and started chatting to me. when i was 13 her mum made a joke saying im engaged to her daughter since both parents agreed. obviously they were not serious.
  • one night, V said she never got drunk before and wanted to get drunk, my dad gave her a drink and she got drunk.

-she went kinda psycho after getting drunk, started crying and screaming
-cos i was a little tipsy, i had a fight with my dad
-V kinda knows i like her, cos i looked after her the whole night when she was drunk and she even held my hand that night.
-V rejected me before she went back to taiwan, saying i wasnt her type.
-Eventually i found out V just wanted to use me to get popular cos she knows im doing music and i know producers.
-me and kejo been whatsapp-ing each other a lot and been on good terms


742 Name: 映画男 : 2013-04-16 11:34 ID:EnYU3GUA

-before i left australia, my ex had been calling me through international calls because she had a fight with her bf. she called me twice crying and said she wanted to meet up with me when i come back.

  • I stopped talking to V cos she tried to go for all my guy friends and even went after one of our classmates bf. i was pretty disappointed and didnt really want to talk to her, even till now we never talked.

-me and kejo was app-ing each other every day, it went pretty nice. she even got me a gift from beijing when she went to visit.
-she suddenly wanted to talk to me so one night we skyped for about 2 and a half hours.
-Kejo and her sister came to visit taipei cos her sister bf lives in taipei, we met up for a movie and had dinner, it went pretty well cept she found me a little quiet at the start
-after the dinner, kejo asked me to the zoo on the next day, it was like a triple date as the other 4 people were couples.

  • Kejo got me a necklace thing and said it was for goodluck.
  • I met up with my ex for lunch one day, she said she realize i was pretty nice to her which i could tell she was hinting she wanted to get back together. but for me i didnt want to get back cos i know shes just gonna do the same thing over again.
  • Kejo was worried when i met up with my gf , said shes afraid i might get emotional if i see my ex, i told her not to worry

-the next 3 months, me and kejo talk to each other everyday, i even went to visit her in kaoshiong for 3 days and stayed at her place.
-she was very nervous when i was coming down and always asked "what if you see me and have a different opinion on me." i told her not to worry
-Kejo revealed to me that she broke up with her last bf two months before we started talking, shes still not over her ex as they went out for 2 years.

  • I tried many ways for get to get over her bf, on her 20th birthday i made a video and song and uploaded to youtube, she was very touched.
  • the video was called "169" the no. represents how many days i've known kejo since she first started talking to me on fb

-she and her sister came to visit taipei in december, they both stayed at my place

  • kejo wanted to go clubbing and said without a table she wont go, so i pulled some strings and got a table in a club.

-that night in the club i spent around 21k NTS, kejo seemed to have a good night and i threw up 6 times.
-i took a photo that night of me and her and uploaded on facebook tagging her
-the next day, i saw the tag disappeared on her facebook and asked her sister about it.

743 Name: 映画男 : 2013-04-16 11:54 ID:EnYU3GUA

-apparently Kejo took the tag off cos she didnt want her friends to think after just breaking up not long ago, shes with another guy.
-Kejo told her sister before that she thinks im suitable to be the LAST bf, and said we are too far apart as im in taipei and shes in kaoshiong.
-i told my friends about the "LAST BF" thing, most of them said shes just using me as backup

  • two days after the club night, her sister told me that kejo thinks im a really nice guy but just wont work out, since shes still attached to her ex bf.
  • i was devastated as i take time to really put feelings in someone cos i avoid getting hurt. i found out she really was just using me as a backup cos i was nice to her.
  • I started clubbing a lot for the last 3 months, met a lot of random girls at club.
  • i wanted to find something to distract me from kejo so i was a little addicted to clubbing back then.

-i lost motivation to write music, started helping a friend of mine doing hip hop music instead.
- i met a few girls who only wanted to get close to me cos of my good family background. i started to learn how to see what peoples motivation is.

  • i met a girl called ''mia", she was nice and friendly, i started talking to her a lot.

-mia wanted to find a place near me cos she said its near her school for her masters as she was about to graduate.
-i went on a date with her once, we went to see a movie
-before we saw our movie, i checked in on facebook. after the movie i was gonna send her home but a guy suddenly appeared as we were about to enter the Metro station.

  • the guy turned out to be her ex bf who still wants to get back with her, he came up to us and kept saying "why didnt you pick up your phone" and told me "excuse me, sorry"

-mia told me his gonna leave with him cos she was afraid her ex bf was going to punch me, he seemed pretty tensed up especially with his voice.

  • i was kinda shocked and thought if i should start a fight with him, i thought since we were in a public place and there was security guards all over the place, thought it was smart not to do something rational.

-Mia kept apologising for not telling me and said her ex bf had been stalking her.
-Me and Mia started talking on the phone and sometimes she would even call me, she even cared about my health cos i have high blood pressure.

744 Name: 映画男 : 2013-04-16 12:06 ID:EnYU3GUA


  • I found out there is a guy thats been chasing Mia for the last year and a half, i saw pictures of them going out one on one on fb

-there was one night she suddenly went out around 1am, said the guy who had been chasing her for a year and half had been telling people her private life, im thinking "are you hiding something?"

  • one night i saw them checking in at a night market around 3am, i whats app her and it shown that she read my msgs but no reply.
  • next day she said she left her phone at the guys place, im thinking why the fuck would you be at a guys place around 3-4am.

-i called her the next day and a guy picked up, mia called me back saying she was in the bathroom and shes out with friends, but i know the guy who picked up is the same guy who is chasing her for a year and a half.

  • that night i saw a picture of mia at the guys place cooking dinner, im thinking you must be dating him or something, i pretend to act like i dont know and called her and said "ohh did you get a bf? i saw pictures of you and a guy" , she refused to answer me
  • Mia already found a house near my place, one metro station apart, but i found out that she actually started dating the guy who was chasing her and he lived one metro station away from me as well.
  • i found out that Mia was just using me to help her find a house, i was sad but wasnt too sad, that night i went to find my music buddies and we just made music till 6am. i felt better the next day.

-During the Mia situation, sometimes i couldnt sleep and felt pretty depressed around 4am, i kinda missed the times i talked with kejo as kejo was sort off avoiding me back then.
-Kejo said i ruined our friendship when i started clubbing alot and said i changed into a player. said she liked the older me.
-eventually i found out kejos REAL personality, shes actually a party freak, loves to club and have guys dance around her. apparently she was pissed off at the 21k night because i avoided some guys dance around her and people thought she was my gf so she got pissed. said i kicked off some hot guys that was gonna come dance with her.

  • I was really disappointed about how kejo REALLY was, thought i should take time and not go for anyone, while at the time i was trying to find my self back with the music motivation. i gradually stopped clubbing.


745 Name: 映画男 : 2013-04-16 12:24 ID:EnYU3GUA

-during my break, the last 3-4 months i finally completed my next song called "everytime" which im going to release as a single.
-one night i was bored and started talking to this girl called "miya", she was very friendly and nice.
-sometimes i would start conversations with Miya on facebook, shes also from the same school as me.

  • I lent Miya my laptop to choose some classes, that was when we really first met and talked.
  • Miya was very friendly and nice to me, she often ask if theres anything she can help me with whenever i was having troubles.
  • me and Miya started using LINE, she even added her friends in and had a three way convo.

-i would ask miya out to karaoke or movies but we always had friends with us.

  • one day i got two big bang tickets and didnt know who to ask, i asked if Miya would like to go see the concert with me and she agreed.
  • Big bang concert was the first time we went out one on one, or our first date.
  • After the big bang concert, Miya seemed to have a good impression on me

-one night i saw Miya's status was really emo and she shut her phone off. I used "wechat" (its an app you send voice msgs) and randomly sang songs to cheer her up.

  • Miya was touched from the msgs and said she was really happy when she heard it. Miya began to rely on me and i would help her out
  • We started talking on the phone one night for almost 3 hours, we even agreed to go out the next day for lunch with one of my best friends.

the next day after lunch, my best friend left and it was just me and her, this was our 2nd date. we walked around taipei 101.
-that night, Miya's friend msgsed me asking if i like her, at the time i had some feelings towards her but didnt want to rush things incase i get hurt or disappointed again.
-her friend told me that Miya has feelings towards me, i was happy when i heard it.

on our 3rd date, i asked her to the zoo, after the zoo i took her to a riverside park, i wrote a song to her. she was really touched when she heard the song and im pretty sure she was crying cos she refused to look at me in the face XD since i haven't dated for the last 3 years (this happened near the end of 2012) i was really nervous when i was confessing, eventually i confessed and asked her to be my girlfriend, she quickly replied "OK!" and we were officially in a relationship :) shes my official 2nd girlfriend ever since the first one cheated on me, and im her first bf so shes still learning a lot from me :D we've been going out for 5 months, there has been ups and downs but i have to say im really happy with her and im glad i finally found someone who truly likes who i am.

i guess i can finally end this thread :P the last 3 years had truly been a roller coaster ride from me but i learned so much from those experience. i dont hate the girls who use me or cheated my feelings, i thank them fro the experience because those events made me stronger and too who i am right now.

whoever is still reading this, i hope you guys all the best, i've always missed 4ch, the reason i never came back was i had to get over a certain person i use to post on this thread, it took me a long time to get over her but im finally over it which is why i came back finishing up my story. i'll still keep an update to who ever likes to know what happens :) Take care too all of you! :D

-Eiga Otoko

746 Name: 映画男 : 2013-04-16 12:26 ID:EnYU3GUA

747 Name: HaloUTD08 : 2013-04-25 18:06 ID:PHtNKamZ

I'm just goin' 2 say I'm happy 4 u. U went through so much the last 7 years since posting on 4ch. It saddens me that you are now done with this thread...but you've been an inspiration for many. I hope the best for you and Miya!!

748 Name: Secret Admirer : 2013-04-26 14:33 ID:p6uiN1rv


749 Name: Secret Admirer : 2013-04-26 14:37 ID:p6uiN1rv

before confessing to her, u shoud put ur pants down and show her ur belonging on skype.

she will like urs and accept ur confess

750 Name: 映画男 : 2013-10-07 18:38 ID:MKGinrd/

hey guys!
just to let you guys know some news, I released my new single EP on iTunes called "Everytime" come check it out :)


p.s. Me and Miya are almost dating for exactly a year!! time surely flies :D

751 Name: Secret Admirer : 2015-04-24 06:45 ID:Jc2IjrGi

wow i didnt know 4ch had a 7 years story going on intill now. I checked your music, your style reminds me of Jason chen on youube :P

any way Eiga hows your love life with Miya going on? (not sure if your gonna read this or not)

752 Name: Secret Admirer : 2015-04-29 13:59 ID:Heaven

>>751 This place is ancient history

753 Name: HaloUTD08 : 2015-07-22 21:40 ID:/nhd07mm


Where have you been?! U doin' ok? Still with Miya?

754 Post deleted.

755 Post deleted.

756 Name: 映画男 : 2015-11-17 12:11 ID:T1ZAHOvv

>>753 we just broke up two weeks ago after being together for 3 years. still going through the healing proccess

757 Name: Secret Admirer : 2015-11-23 00:51 ID:F6IYATF0

Do you feel ok to talk more about it here, to contiue your life story?

758 Name: 映画男 : 2016-04-08 18:39 ID:xFgyl7WD

well a lot has happened since my break up with miya. my life completely went down hill after miya, i was very unmotivated, i felt like i couldnt feel anything anymore nothing could make me happy as i just felt like staying at home all the time. To be honest i was actually preparing to propose to her because i wanted to settle down with her, but the problem with being with miya was that she took control of my whole life. I use to wake up at 6:30AM to drive her to work almost everyday for a year and i'll pick her up from work whenever i have a day off. The reason why she broke up with me was she said she felt like i wasnt protective enough for her, but for me i felt like i gave her everything i could but it just wasnt enough. even though we broke up she said she misses me but said we cant be together unless i loose weight since i promised her i'll thin down by our 3rd year anniversary. we had a lot of ups and downs in this 3 years relationship and even now i still miss those days.

I quit my job in January and went back to Australia for about 2 months. I was actually planning on moving back too melboburne as truthfully there was nothing left for me in taiwan. Most of my really good friends left taiwan for work so i didnt have many friends in taiwan. i thought maybe i should go back to melbourne and start fresh. I went on a few dates with some girls but just didnt feel right and i wasnt very interested in starting another relationship so fast. 2 weeks ago i came back to taiwan to gather some of my things and was preparing to move back to melbourne. A friend of mine didnt really want me to leave and she kept saying she can find me a job in taiwan if im willing to stay. I met her 2 days ago and she brought one of her co-workers who was her mentor. at first she caught my interest a bit as she was very pretty and had a cute smile, we went karaoke that night but she didnt really sing as it was me and my friend who sang most of the time. my friends mentor is called Ruby, she kept saying i have a cute accent and she reckons its good that i'm chubby. i actually kept blushing a lot when she said i was being cute and said she only came that night just to meet me. to be honest i havnt felt like my stomach was inside out for a very very long time, last time i felt like that was probably 3-4 years ago. after karaoke we went to a small park and chatted a bit more, we took a cab and i sent both of them home first, when she got off she said to me "i hope i can see you again" which made me go completely red. that night when i went home i couldnt sleep and i just kept smiling like a creepy guy. Tonight i actually met up with them again after they finished work and we went for a late night dinner. i dont know why i just couldnt stop looking at her and tried very hard not to smile so much, im pretty sure my face was always red. after dinner i sent them home again but this time i walked her home when we got off the station, it was a really nice 15 minute walk and we just chatted and laughed a lot. i end up getting her contact tonight and i said i'll cook her dinner tomorrow and bring it over to her workplace, she looked pretty excited about it. :)

759 Name: 映画男 : 2016-04-08 18:46 ID:xFgyl7WD

i forgot to mention she and her friend has been persuading me to join their company to get me to stay in taiwan. right now im still thinking if i should stay here or go back to melbourne, but i reckon the chance of me staying in taiwan is higher now. I havnt met any girl for so long that made me so nervous like this.
tomorrow i plan to make her some salmon pasta because she likes pasta :) i felt like we really connected a lot during that walk, i honestly havnt been this happy since my break up. from what i know she doesnt like guys being too sensitive, everytime i just think of her i feel like theres butterflies in my stomach lol

i'll see how tomorrow goes.

760 Name: Secret Admirer : 2016-04-10 11:25 ID:A6PgU/5k

How is your music making going?
And good luck with the dinner!

761 Name: Secret Admirer : 2016-04-11 10:52 ID:gClkLcF3

Update us and tell us how it went! :O

762 Name: Secret Admirer : 2016-04-12 01:07 ID:nfVpZh+K


EIGA OTOKO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How did it go???? Tell us!

763 Name: Secret Admirer : 2016-04-19 11:35 ID:tOnt4+TX


764 Name: 映画男 : 2016-05-04 17:22 ID:xFgyl7WD

sorry havnt updated you guys

<<760 i still make some music whenever i have free time~ but havnt upload anything on youtube for a long time now.

well the next day i prepared some salmon and shrimp pasta, took me about an hour to get it done. i got to her work place and i also prepared one for my friend, i waited for about 15-20 minutes for her cos she was still working. as soon as she ate it she said "wow I'm impressed! its like restaurant quality!" I'm pretty sure my face went red again as i could feel my face was pretty warm. we sat in front of her company while she was eating and chatted, i told her that she should feel special since i havnt cooked for anyone but my ex so far. i felt like i had a chance since shes always saying how nice i was and when I accompanied her home with the three of us, she told me to come sit with her at the back when my friend got off the cab. i dont know why but i just felt really motivated again, ever since my break up i havnt felt that motivated for a very long time. we chatted for a few days through LINE app and she told me she got a fever and didnt feel very well. I was in the hospital that morning for a check up so i thought i'll bring her some medicine, went to the pharmacy and brought her some medicine for her fever. I got to her work place and even got her some orange juice as i looked up on google and it said orange juice helps reduce the fever. she came down from her office and i pressed my hands on her head to see how hot she was, she was really happy that i brought her some medicine and said i was very sweet for doing that. good thing my orange juice and medicine worked as her fever went down in the afternoon and she felt a lot better. on the same day, my friend messaged me saying she had some very bad news, apparently she was talking to her and some how she mentioned "my boyfriend and I".

when i read it, i felt crushed, all those butterflies in my stomach just dropped dead. honestly i didnt know how to feel when i read it and my friend just kept saying sorry to me because she said she felt bad not asking it in the beginning and this whole time we thought she was single. what i felt strange was that she never mentioned she had a boyfriend when i did all those things. i dont know what got into me i just directly asked if she wanted to go catch a movie some time with me, at first she said depends if she feels better from the fever and asked my friend if she was free to join us, sadly she said my friend wasnt free and said maybe next time. from that moment i was pretty sure i had no chance but why couldnt she just tell me she had a boyfriend. afterwards i dont know what came to me i got even more depressed as i felt like i was back into square one again, all those break up emotions just came and rushed back into me. i went back into insomnia mode for the next 2 weeks and my blood pressure went up to 178, there was one night my blood pressure was so high i felt like i was about to faint. There is this girl who i got to know in February this year that my friend introduced who was trying to cheer me up, she would call me to see how i was as she was pretty nice to me. she also just broke up 5 months ago from a 6 years relationship which she hasnt moved on from as she never stop talking about her ex boyfriend to me. there was 2-3 days i kind of got a little suicidal and literally just said "fuck it im done with life", i was really tired of always meeting the wrong people and loosing my loved ones. i felt like it wasnt fare that i had to loose miya when i gave her everything. i somehow snapped my self thinking through all the shit i have went through and told my self "you didnt go through all that for nothing." i think mainly was i felt very lost as i didnt have any directions to go to and i had no goals. all my other friends were all getting engaged from their long term relationships and have a successful career which made me feel like i was behind and not sure what i want to do with my life.

765 Name: 映画男 : 2016-05-04 17:23 ID:xFgyl7WD

after a few days, i traveled to japan with my friends for 10 days, only just got back last night. The trip to japan i think really healed me as i feel like im back to normal now. I met up with Miya this afternoon and took the train with her back to her station, we had a nice chat on the train but seeing her made me really miss her. I'm going to see miya again this friday after she finish off work and we're going to go watch Captain America: civil war. I'm pretty sure its a bad idea to see Miya but once i leave taiwan end of this month i wont be able to see her again till maybe next year. I'm still not 100% sure if moving back to melbourne would make it better for me.

766 Name: Secret Admirer : 2016-05-16 15:50 ID:r+RopROC


let it go, man

767 Name: Secret Admirer : 2016-05-17 17:48 ID:HaS96R9Z

Wow, so many years have passed since I last read this thread and checked your YouTube profile out. You're a trooper. Hang in there. Hope things turn out well for you.

768 Name: Secret Admirer : 2016-05-20 09:10 ID:Heaven

its been 10 years and still going, amazing

769 Name: Secret Admirer : 2016-07-12 04:42 ID:/LE4BJpy

you're a living legend, eiga otoko

770 Name: Secret Admirer : 2016-08-27 05:25 ID:jcIMly5d

Why didn't I discover this thread sooner?!!

771 Name: 映画男 : 2016-10-05 07:11 ID:xFgyl7WD

Sigh I just went through two months of literally hell in June when i moved back to melbourne , will find time to update everyone

772 Name: Secret Admirer : 2016-11-02 04:28 ID:6Pk/4yBt

I hope things are going well my friend.

773 Post deleted.

774 Name: Secret Admirer : 2016-11-25 10:16 ID:znN+X0Q7

benson, you do it wrong. after 10y you have to know it.
i recommend read:
mark manson - models - a comprehensive guide to attracting women
mark manson - the subtle art of not giving a fuck

775 Name: 映画男 : 2017-06-27 06:34 ID:KyBe68c7

its been so long since i posted and so much has happened.
but long story short i managed to pick my self up in the end, I found out Miya actually got together with someone else last year and is getting married soon which was super shocking for me.
What really helped me get better was i started gyming last year and it really helped me mentally and physically.
I've been hanging out with a lot of friends who came back from melbourne and met a few nice people.

Will find time to update, sorry i disappeared for so long.

776 Name: Secret Admirer : 2017-09-27 11:28 ID:gxRnV2sw

Take care of yourself Eiga!

777 Post deleted.

778 Name: Secret Admirer : 2017-11-08 16:51 ID:mnMwLx42


779 Name: 映画男 : 2018-06-09 09:58 ID:nX6JtAy+

hey there, just to let you guys know i'm still alive

i moved to china last year and started a new life again, been here for 7 months.
I'm actually about to start dating with a women who's 5 years older then me.

780 Name: Beck : 2019-03-03 08:05 ID:CXEXBreq

Sweet Jesus, this epic thread has been going on for 10 years, and I enjoy every moment of it.

So how's it going so far, keep us updated bro!

781 Name: Secret Admirer : 2019-08-23 00:55 ID:mP4GlHRq

my man, you're a 4-ch original. you have got to be 50 years old by now. back in 2006 i was still sucking on titties. i was 20 at the time.

782 Name: Secret Admirer : 2019-10-07 16:59 ID:7zVxT7rI

I wish I had been born earlier so I could've experienced this amazing thread :/

783 Name: Secret Admirer : 2019-11-27 20:37 ID:Heaven

You can.
Just forget you read the thread, and wait equal amounts of time between each post. So for the first reply, you wait 1 hour and you should be monitoring this thread for 13 years before you get back to this point. It'll basically be the same, right?

784 Name: Secret Admirer : 2019-12-02 18:17 ID:Heaven

>>783 Oh shoot, how have I never thought of this before?
Thanks, you're a lifesaver.

785 Name: 映画男 : 2020-02-21 04:28 ID:WXp6O58q

>>781 hahaha actually I just turned 30, when I first posted on 4ch I was 15 years old. I cant believe its been over 10 years and I'm still here from time to time.

The girl who was 5 years older then me we never end up together, I flew back to Taiwan just to meet up with her to make things official but she disappeared after a week.

Funny thing, around October last year me and Miya ended up talking again and we're in good terms now. I had these crazy dreams last year where she broke up with her boyfriend and it turned out to be true. We didn't get back together but we remained good friends right now, she flew to Ireland this year to experience the outside world since she's never been to a english speaking country before so i encouraged her to go.

I went on a few dates this year but haven't met anyone I really like except for this one girl I met back in 2016, one thing that sucks is she already has a boyfriend and before I moved to china late 2017 I told her I liked her. Every time I go back Taiwan I'll meet up with her and those feelings comes back.

I was doing a long distance with a girl from Donguan my dad introduced to me for two months. I met up with her once in Hong Kong in November, she was a nice girl but I felt she didn't really like me. When I tried to establish the relationship she told me it gave her pressure and that she didn't want to give up her freedom. Weird thing was a few days before we broke it off she asked if I would move to Dongguan but I told her I don't even plan to stay in china and plan to move back to Taiwan in 2021. She went batshit crazy and said that I'm avoiding our problems and I didn't think about getting married with her, didn't plan our future. I was actually glad i broke it off with her cos she kept getting jealous of my dog and I couldn't accept that lol.

now I'm back in Taiwan for a vacation but I'm currently stuck here due to the coronavirus, I've met lots of different girls whether from friends or online but none of them have made me want to get back into a relationship. I think I'm just so use to being single right now and I enjoy the freedom. I reckon its better for me since i can focus on my music as I plan to release a lot of singles this year!

btw I actually made a website for my music if anyone wants to check it out~ www.bensontsaimusic.com

786 Name: 映画男 : 2020-02-21 04:40 ID:WXp6O58q

By the way I am amazed that people are still reading this!!!

I've been in china for over 2 years now and I realized that most chinese girls are looking for someone to get married with. I always get asked the question "why ain't you married? how come you don't don't have a girlfriend." To be honest I have some commitment issues now due to my last relationship so I'm not really looking to get married now, even though most of my friends are married. I think getting married you just need to take time to find the right one and not rush into it.

787 Name: 映画男 : 2020-04-07 15:13 ID:DhBzmlie

I think its weird that even though I enjoy being single for the time being, its just weird watching most of your friends getting married or have a kid.

I'm at that age whenever I open facebook, either someone got engaged/married or someone got a kid.

I found a old box of mine the other day and when I opened it, there was two pictures of Miya when we were still together. It felt strange when I saw the photo, some how made me realize I kinda miss those times. Sure it was very tiring for me when we were together but funny thing was I was actually happy.

Miya actually came back to Taiwan two weeks ago due to the coronavirus in Europe, but shes been acting different since she came back, she mentioned that there was someone on her flight who was tested positive and it got me really worried if something happened to her. So today I wrote her a card because I somehow feel she's depressed and I dont know what I can do to make her feel better. I'm going to send the card tomorrow and see if she'll appear, she has disappeared for almost a week now, matybe she doesn't want to talk to me and that's ok. Its fine if she wants to move on as long as I know shes fine, I realized if you really care about someone, it only matters if they are ok.

on a serious note, Sometimes I do feel like I'll be alone for a very longtime, its hard meeting anyone that can give me that spark again.

788 Name: Secret Admirer : 2020-05-07 07:57 ID:ZTFUUjHa

I've just read this entire thread for the first time and I literally could not stop until I got to the end. What a fun and amazing read. My heart goes out to you Benson (Eiga Otoko). I think those who remain close to you are lucky to have you.

789 Name: Secret Admirer : 2020-09-24 19:21 ID:VvEBViiJ

>I was actually glad i broke it off with her cos she kept getting jealous of my dog and I couldn't accept that lol.

holy fucking shit lol. Also your music is a good thread theme. Though a 14 year old thread and the OP is still around. That is really something. I wonder how many people in the world get to experience that particular feeling?

790 Name: Secret Admirer : 2020-09-30 11:58 ID:7fIA0FL3

I just read this thread and damnit, it's been 15 years of your life Eiga Otoko.
It's just my opinion, but how about leaving behinde your exes for a while? I mean cut contact. Also I think you should take a break from considering girls a potential partner. Take a break. Go to Europe for example(just to stay in another continent), experience life in a new place, different culture etc.

Also if I understand correctly you tend to give girls alot from the beginning, basically you're very nice(a lot nice) from the very beginning. That isn't neccessarly a bad thing but it seems to be a bitch attractor. Maybe try not to rush( and I mean not to consider a potential partner every girl that you like), let the relationship sink(before the dating game begins), try to see and find the REAL personality and motivations behind a person before beginning to dedicate yourself to them.

I don't have the experience you have but looking from outside at your romantical situation the tips I wrote earlier seem the most suitable.

And remember, the important thing is not how much time it will take to happen, the important thing is if it will happen. And if you never give up, then the possibilities will keep living on.

791 Name: 映画男 : 2020-10-10 17:15 ID:WngjE6oe

>>790 Actually that's what I'm doing right now, I'm taking a huge break from any girls and haven't talked to any of my ex's. I thought taking this break I can work on thinning down so I've been working out a lot. Going to Europe does sound like a great idea except right now with the whole COVID crisis I'll probably wait till the world goes back to normal. My best friend also stated that I'm way too nice in the beginning so I've actually cut it down more since I know if your too nice to a girl in the beginning its pretty much a free entry to the friend zone.

Since my last post, I came back to China in May since work had started for me. Me and my roommate plan to save enough money and leave China next year in April. I'm considering going back to Taiwan to continue my music since I can't really do much in china due to work. I'm trying to cut down on my weight, I'm currently 93kg and when I started working out I was 105kg (fuck me I'm fat). My aim is to get to below 85kg before I head back to Taiwan, I think this is a good chance for me to train my self mentally and psychically.

I don't plan to go on any dates during my last 6 months stay in china because I don't see the point of going out with anyone since I'm going to leave next year. I got a new single coming out this month! I plan to release more next year so hopefully by the time I get back to Taiwan I can shoot a new music video!

anyway hope ya'll safe around the world during this chaotic times! stay safe everyone!

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