gaynus
That's gay.
yaranaika brother
there is nothing wrong with liking men
embrace it
embrace my anus
tired of you all gay faggets
pussy ass fucks
Trust me, anyone that would be around a 4-ch user for a long time is either a fellow autistic keeper or a serial killer, and hopefully you'll be able to tell the difference between either before it's too late.
>>1
4ch nigga, you gay.
The truth about love is that nobody ever truly loved anyone
This thread is for hikikomori and NEETs to discuss personal issues regarding the NEET lifestyle.
NEET (Not In Education Employment Or Training)
The Japanese Ministry of Health, defines hikikomori as people who refuse to leave their parents' house, do not work or go to school and isolate themselves away from society and family in a single room for a period of 6 months or more.
If you are not a NEET or hikikomori don't post in this thread.
What if I am a NEET hikkikomori and I don't have any problems?
It keeps me away from people, the government's autism bux are enough to keep me well-supplied with instant ramen and Calpis. I basically get to sleep when I want, read when I want, watch anime when I want, and program when I want, and normalfags have to pay for it or they get arrested. This is comfort supreme.
what will become of you when your parents die?
i have three sisters, there won't be much left of the inheritance for me
>What will become of you when your parents die?
I will probably just an hero or maybe even be dead before that i hope.
i dont even have enough money to spell N E E.
you neet to have intelligence to be a rral NEET and not just a leech
I am a neet on autismbux. Getting rich off of crypto ponzi schemes will be my only saving grace. If not, I guess I'll just an hero in a few more years if I make it that long.
>>10
Well good luck dude i hope you make it.
>>11 Babena
I was always a sperg but now I feel like I'm doomed to be an outcast due to my age alone.
I can't even begin to rationalize all the time I wasted, how the fuck am I gonna explain it to people?
It feels like I'll never be able to form a normal relationship.
I don't wanna die alone.
>>1
Late yes, too late never.
Heard colleges are only good for getting yourself in eternal dept, but I should listen to internet less, internet is malicious
no
It's not too late to change your hikikomori ways!
I've personal chosen the way of remaining a shut-in, but working hard so I can work from home as a programmer one day instead of living on autismbux forever.
oh god, forgot to change the formatting
i'm not the other guy i swear
No you still have time left but do it now because otherwise you will regret it later on. When you're a 35 year old hikikomori or even 50 year old hikikomori then you're too far gone.
When I was 14, I molested my sister. She was was almost four the first time and the second time was just after she turned four. The first time, I actually pulled her pants down and touched her bottom, but the second time was just me taking my time helping her in the restroom. Neither time did I ask her to touch me or even show her my penis.
I was recently recovering from a long amount of physical and emotional abuse from my father, and had previously been molested twice in my youth. I was also suffering from some fairly serious mental problems. I say this not to excuse my actions, but to provide more of an explanation of what was going on then.
As time went on and I have returned to a more normal mental state, I look back upon what I have done in horror and guilt. I don't really know what effects this may have had on my sister (she is still fairly young) but I don't really look back on my molestations negatively. I still feel guilty, though.
However, a larger emotion that I am now feeling is fear. What if she remembers? What if she does not? I certainly remember being that age, but I developed rather quickly. Her linguistic skills have always been behind. What if she remembers and eventually tells someone and my life is ruined? What if.... etc?
Did she look scared when you touched her? She's probably more likely to remember it depending on how traumatic it was. Sure everyone remembers differently but I think it's a common trend to remember bad memories more easily than good ones.
Amber is a whore!
When I was 3 or 4 I was molested by my moms boyfriends son who was 10 or 12. I was abused by all of my moms boyfriend and my mom, she had beaten my face bloody when I was 3 the boyfriend had picked me up by my neck and slammed me on a wall im 16 now and just moved out of my moms house into my biological fathers house. All of that abuse had still been going on until i left. When I was 12 I was looking for porn closer to my age, I found it and got addicted. Slowly looking at younger and younger pictures. I was desperate to feel what it felt like to be touched there and grabbed my little brothers hand and made him touch my penis I was 13 and this was on Nov 1st 2018 around 5pm. I did more things through out the next week. I got caught (luckily or else I would have never stopped). I only got caught for making him touch my penis. I regret it every day and I'm scared he will remember, but I have come to terms on what I have done, I will wait and see if he brings it up, if he does I will talk to him about it. I already have talked about it with my older brother. Some days I feel like... it would be better to just jump off a cliff and die. I almost considered today until I found this forum. If you hate me I understand I'm an awful human and deserve death for what I have done
>>36
That's pretty awful, at least you're out of your mom's house. Are you getting any sort of clinical support/therapy? This does not sound like the kind of stuff that you should be dealing with on your own...
My captcha is helpable if that's any consolation.
37... I haven't had and therapy for it in like 2 years the other therapy I got we never told them what happend. I've always been ashamed of it and I find it hard to tell someone. That kinda makes me look like an asshole. But hey I got my first job and I'm cleaning my alcholholic fathers apartment and well mine. I've just realized I don't like living in filth and being in a constant dark head space. Now I finally feel like I'm doing something better with my life and I'm slowly taking control of it again. And I won't fuck it up cause shit I'm done with the mental trauma. Sorry for the rant
I use to have thoughts about this boy I work with. He kinda reminds me of me when I was younger and even acts effeminate like I use to but to a larger degree.
The boys mom seems a wanton when it comes to choosing men. And needless to say he has a step dad and the mom just met the guy.
Idk why but I'm scared for him and his brother too
I'm 22 btw and often feel I love him. When I first saw him he gave me a kind of unusual vibe. There is the slight (1/1000) possibility he's my half brother cuz this is a certain part of town. But idk could be any fucking thing
It's weird.
https://youtu.be/puiXggDXtPs
What kind of activities will help you gain popularity?
Tell me what the fuck that is first.
Sadly, anons, I went the way most do. I started joking about it in order to half-amuse half-intimidate people(which I'm surprised worked for either when you hear "give me your fucking earlobes!"), and then I found myself actually finding them sexually arousing. Touching them, licking them, even having them brush against my face. How the fuck would you explain an ear fetish to a romantic/sexual partner?
That's a new one, but I have a collarbone fetish, I can't call anything weird at this point. Every part of a cute girl is cute to me. To the last drop of blood.
Not sure why you'd want to explain anything, just keep each other alive. Listen to my advice, I clearly didn't ruin my own life yet.
Well at leat you dont have the thicc glass fetish
it better be
i mean why dont god just kill itself so the life death and devil can cease to exist because it just likes to "tries" people.
its like food sampling.
r u kidding me
wow
wowwwww
i just wanna throw uppppp everyone is top tier disgusting
do u actually know heaven? maybe you will just be completely disgustingg
also who made the first kill
oh wait.
its not like your data is always reliable too
all these sunday stories are just pain in the arse. it didnt help me today nor does it get me away from anything troublesome.
trapped me between this...lame "good and evil"
might as well die and unexist.
well
im not too smart.
everyone smart always trample me. the lord did. the father too. and everything else.
i hope they feel whst i feel
but nope
well. if it doesnt work, we try things dont we.
holy shit dude
take your meds
How do I deal with this feeling? Most of the time I don't even think about it, and other times I am able to force myself to see it as inspiration (to the tune of "I could do this, too!"), but occasionally I end up completely overwhelmed by grief/despair.
Any suggestions?
Read manga of "kodomo no jikan", anime is cringefest.
wtf
Good threads isn't the point of this board
>>1 honestly i would advice against leaving social media unless you already have well established social life and friends that can introduce you to new people. i left social media (instagram, facebook) in 2019, having a group of friends. of course i like them a lot but they're the only people i talk to, and watching them get girlfriends is sad. think of it like this: unless you have enough courage to talk to a random person at a bar/whatever, if you don't have social media you're pretty much unfindable in today's world. sucks, i know, but you can try to not get sucked in social media too much. i sometimes wonder if i would have a girlfriend by now if i hadn't deleted everything.
I remember basically wooing or asking out two girls in college years ago. I felt bad about being basically rejected for probably too long. It isn't something to feel bad about, especially considering that I am white and that there is a dwindling white population in the US. The one or two who rejected me were blonde. I did get to know two brunette or black haired girls, but that didn't go anywhere.
I don't think I got to know any of the girls that well; they could have very well been dumb or had personalities that I wouldn't be interested in. Sometimes girls confuse their youthful beauty and attractiveness for real self-worth. Physical appearance that most men would be attracted to and is something that a girl didn't work for is not an excellence that stands above the rest. Guys might also confuse physical appearance with real value, which is also dumb.
I had a guy friend whom I knew pretty well, but upon knowing him even further I found that I significantly disliked him even though I sorta liked him an other ways. Friends come and go, and the personality and characteristics of a friend determine how often you interact with him. The same is sorta true with guy-girl relationships. My point is, (1) [ don't feel like you missed out, maybe you just avoided having to get to know someone you would have rather not have gotten to know. ] Maybe you missed out on sex, but sex is probably sorta just bullshit. and (2) [ don't feel bad about being rejected. ]
>what is the difference between these?
Have you read the link?
Related question: Do higher standards help to reduce desperation, or are the two completely unrelated?
I heard some theory from the movie "mind games", about how "for all of us to get a girl, we need to stop seeing a difference between girls." I think it is silly, but listen to it anyway. Something about "If we will all go for the hottest girl, she will avoid us. If we will go for other girls after that, they will avoid us too, because nobody wants to be second class. So for all of us to get somebody, the hottest girl needs to disappear". Something like that. I think that's silly. But marketoids probably actually use this strategy, they barely explain what the difference between the products they sell is.
High standards is probably why I'm not married yet. Nay, that's because I'm piss poor, having standards has nothing to do with that. Probably need to find some girl with a good income, they probably exist, somewhere.
hire a hooker
Our time was too short
Again from my world you roam
We will never be
You selected me
As the matis picks her mate
Here I wait, headless
Lost! My drive is gone
My lust for you has vanished
At last, I feel free!
A hundred more times
Reunion, loving, parting
Distance is a bitch.
"Can I spend the night?"
Penis and brain embattled
"...Welcome to my house."
Healthy, happy, full
My greatest love is with you:
Me, Myself and I!
Postcard in the mail
Tell me about your life there,
Heaven in Deutschland.
Though we cannot touch
My heart soars like a child's
I am always yours
you are not real
you are just a mixture of
all the previous ones
A distant specter,
culminant of my Soul's wants--
Unfulfilled life needs.
stop posting here
>>1
I care!
and no one else, it seems
this board should just have been deleted as well
>>4
found the new 4ch sysop.
veri: kopeen