How do I deal with this feeling? Most of the time I don't even think about it, and other times I am able to force myself to see it as inspiration (to the tune of "I could do this, too!"), but occasionally I end up completely overwhelmed by grief/despair.
Any suggestions?
Also there are a few probably too edgy for some, "teaching feeling", it is nicknamed "headpat simulator" for a reason. And "kodomo no jikan", she clearly has the time of her life cuddling with her teacher. But it's pretty much as vanilla as it can get.
Love between a parent and a child probably has at least some overlap with love of a man and a woman, I know oxytocin is involved in both. This is also the main appeal in owning a dog, or a dakimakura/hug pillow.
Read manga of "kodomo no jikan", anime is cringefest.
wtf
Good threads isn't the point of this board
>>1 honestly i would advice against leaving social media unless you already have well established social life and friends that can introduce you to new people. i left social media (instagram, facebook) in 2019, having a group of friends. of course i like them a lot but they're the only people i talk to, and watching them get girlfriends is sad. think of it like this: unless you have enough courage to talk to a random person at a bar/whatever, if you don't have social media you're pretty much unfindable in today's world. sucks, i know, but you can try to not get sucked in social media too much. i sometimes wonder if i would have a girlfriend by now if i hadn't deleted everything.
I remember basically wooing or asking out two girls in college years ago. I felt bad about being basically rejected for probably too long. It isn't something to feel bad about, especially considering that I am white and that there is a dwindling white population in the US. The one or two who rejected me were blonde. I did get to know two brunette or black haired girls, but that didn't go anywhere.
I don't think I got to know any of the girls that well; they could have very well been dumb or had personalities that I wouldn't be interested in. Sometimes girls confuse their youthful beauty and attractiveness for real self-worth. Physical appearance that most men would be attracted to and is something that a girl didn't work for is not an excellence that stands above the rest. Guys might also confuse physical appearance with real value, which is also dumb.
I had a guy friend whom I knew pretty well, but upon knowing him even further I found that I significantly disliked him even though I sorta liked him an other ways. Friends come and go, and the personality and characteristics of a friend determine how often you interact with him. The same is sorta true with guy-girl relationships. My point is, (1) [ don't feel like you missed out, maybe you just avoided having to get to know someone you would have rather not have gotten to know. ] Maybe you missed out on sex, but sex is probably sorta just bullshit. and (2) [ don't feel bad about being rejected. ]
>what is the difference between these?
Have you read the link?
Related question: Do higher standards help to reduce desperation, or are the two completely unrelated?
I heard some theory from the movie "mind games", about how "for all of us to get a girl, we need to stop seeing a difference between girls." I think it is silly, but listen to it anyway. Something about "If we will all go for the hottest girl, she will avoid us. If we will go for other girls after that, they will avoid us too, because nobody wants to be second class. So for all of us to get somebody, the hottest girl needs to disappear". Something like that. I think that's silly. But marketoids probably actually use this strategy, they barely explain what the difference between the products they sell is.
High standards is probably why I'm not married yet. Nay, that's because I'm piss poor, having standards has nothing to do with that. Probably need to find some girl with a good income, they probably exist, somewhere.
Our time was too short
Again from my world you roam
We will never be
You selected me
As the matis picks her mate
Here I wait, headless
Lost! My drive is gone
My lust for you has vanished
At last, I feel free!
A hundred more times
Reunion, loving, parting
Distance is a bitch.
"Can I spend the night?"
Penis and brain embattled
"...Welcome to my house."
Healthy, happy, full
My greatest love is with you:
Me, Myself and I!
Postcard in the mail
Tell me about your life there,
Heaven in Deutschland.
Though we cannot touch
My heart soars like a child's
I am always yours
you are not real
you are just a mixture of
all the previous ones
A distant specter,
culminant of my Soul's wants--
Unfulfilled life needs.
When I was 14, I molested my sister. She was was almost four the first time and the second time was just after she turned four. The first time, I actually pulled her pants down and touched her bottom, but the second time was just me taking my time helping her in the restroom. Neither time did I ask her to touch me or even show her my penis.
I was recently recovering from a long amount of physical and emotional abuse from my father, and had previously been molested twice in my youth. I was also suffering from some fairly serious mental problems. I say this not to excuse my actions, but to provide more of an explanation of what was going on then.
As time went on and I have returned to a more normal mental state, I look back upon what I have done in horror and guilt. I don't really know what effects this may have had on my sister (she is still fairly young) but I don't really look back on my molestations negatively. I still feel guilty, though.
However, a larger emotion that I am now feeling is fear. What if she remembers? What if she does not? I certainly remember being that age, but I developed rather quickly. Her linguistic skills have always been behind. What if she remembers and eventually tells someone and my life is ruined? What if.... etc?
To to user named "Cant say" if you did it for sexual purposes then its not a experiment. I dont know if you should talk to her or not, though.
Go to jail then, Jack. Also wot
To 4th comment, you may be do it for sexual purposes, but you said that she was 1 so hope she doesnt remember it
>>29 also sorry for being abused by others
Also, to the op, if she remembers it, apologize to her.
To the 16th comment, seme thing goes for you too.
Did she look scared when you touched her? She's probably more likely to remember it depending on how traumatic it was. Sure everyone remembers differently but I think it's a common trend to remember bad memories more easily than good ones.
Amber is a whore!
When I was 3 or 4 I was molested by my moms boyfriends son who was 10 or 12. I was abused by all of my moms boyfriend and my mom, she had beaten my face bloody when I was 3 the boyfriend had picked me up by my neck and slammed me on a wall im 16 now and just moved out of my moms house into my biological fathers house. All of that abuse had still been going on until i left. When I was 12 I was looking for porn closer to my age, I found it and got addicted. Slowly looking at younger and younger pictures. I was desperate to feel what it felt like to be touched there and grabbed my little brothers hand and made him touch my penis I was 13 and this was on Nov 1st 2018 around 5pm. I did more things through out the next week. I got caught (luckily or else I would have never stopped). I only got caught for making him touch my penis. I regret it every day and I'm scared he will remember, but I have come to terms on what I have done, I will wait and see if he brings it up, if he does I will talk to him about it. I already have talked about it with my older brother. Some days I feel like... it would be better to just jump off a cliff and die. I almost considered today until I found this forum. If you hate me I understand I'm an awful human and deserve death for what I have done
>>36
That's pretty awful, at least you're out of your mom's house. Are you getting any sort of clinical support/therapy? This does not sound like the kind of stuff that you should be dealing with on your own...
My captcha is helpable if that's any consolation.
This thread is for hikikomori and NEETs to discuss personal issues regarding the NEET lifestyle.
NEET (Not In Education Employment Or Training)
The Japanese Ministry of Health, defines hikikomori as people who refuse to leave their parents' house, do not work or go to school and isolate themselves away from society and family in a single room for a period of 6 months or more.
If you are not a NEET or hikikomori don't post in this thread.
penis
What if I am a NEET hikkikomori and I don't have any problems?
It keeps me away from people, the government's autism bux are enough to keep me well-supplied with instant ramen and Calpis. I basically get to sleep when I want, read when I want, watch anime when I want, and program when I want, and normalfags have to pay for it or they get arrested. This is comfort supreme.
what will become of you when your parents die?
i have three sisters, there won't be much left of the inheritance for me
>What will become of you when your parents die?
I will probably just an hero or maybe even be dead before that i hope.
i dont even have enough money to spell N E E.
you neet to have intelligence to be a rral NEET and not just a leech
stop posting here
>>1
I care!
and no one else, it seems
this board should just have been deleted as well
>>4
found the new 4ch sysop.
veri: kopeen
gaynus
That's gay.
yaranaika brother
there is nothing wrong with liking men
embrace it
embrace my anus
tired of you all gay faggets
pussy ass fucks
Trust me, anyone that would be around a 4-ch user for a long time is either a fellow autistic keeper or a serial killer, and hopefully you'll be able to tell the difference between either before it's too late.
>>1
4ch nigga, you gay.
I don't know, but I really want to be in a relationship with this certain girl that makes me laugh and technically has a DQN-like personality. I don't know if it'll happen or if I even have a chance.
I've been having these thoughts for the past week and I never have these thoughts, I usually couldn't care at all about people in the slightest and thought this part of my life was dead, but here I am wanting this so much. It's insane, I don't even feel this way about anything. This girl I practically know nothing about except what she decides to talk about.
I'm very scared at the moment since I DM'd her on Discord about some cringy thing I said on Twitter and she didn't reply at all. All she has to do is say something like "Fuck off, loser" or "kys" or something along those lines and I'd accept that as a loss since I'm used to those, however, I'm just nervous out of my mind, like I'm actively freaking out and getting manic hoping for something good.
To be honest, I'm not even sure if I want to talk about this. I just needed to vent. I'm just a virgin neckbeard loser that has been here for way too long.
Do you at least know her in IRL? Or even talked to hear (out of donating money to her streams I mean).
If the answer is no, then your in for a delusion.
I hope you at least got over the anxiety of worrying about it, anon.
he said i fit?
he said it fit?
like he s the goddamn president of united states and i am the
owner of planet earth by that default?
like i have a choice?
like your money is that much i have all the cjoice?
fuck you!
fuck you fucking fuck fuck!
your attitude is so shit it becomes impossivle to have any conversation with you you fucking fuck its fucking over by this
your money is all trash thanks to that you shitfucking fucj
all you backstabbin sellout family for fucking christsake
I'm suffering from dirty strong supersonic attacks !! Supersonic terrorisms !!
The supersonic attacker is also in Yamaguchi city.
3GET
Attack this! shits diaper
electromagnetic waves guy is better
my name is kamen heroi am fr china and i can assure you
all product is 100% china made
completely illegol
I'm just an anarchist and....forgot the question...I'm just going to keep the thread up just in case...
anarchism is heinously anus
>>5
Yeah, How do you expect your NAP/Peace to last without some kind of army? People are stupid, and even a small group can cause a lot of disruption if riled up enough. Also, if you're ancom, do you really expect a command economy to be able to predict the needs of billions of people, after seeing how resources in the USSR turned out? Give the workers democratic control over the means of production if you wish, I'm rooting for ya, but without a market and just enough government to keep things in check but not suffocate that socialist market you're pretty donezo.
I'm waiting for automation to turn everyone into a NEET.
I'm waiting for automation to exterminate the NEETs.
Well when work is abolished the NEET label is going to stop making sense.
we all know you love anal
nothing fucking new
twinkle
twinkle
litle brain
how i wonder
what your brain
after brain
love the brain
like a diamond
in the brain
yor beautiful like a dimaond in da brain
shine like brain
like brain shiner
shine like brain o
Become interested in the political party opposite him specifically so you can get in fights with him and have an excuse to beat him up.
Force your dad to read a fucking book instead of "learning" about "politics" via television.
>>5
Pretty shit hobby if all it involves is getting upset at things on TV that you cannot change.
>getting upset at things on TV that you cannot change
Me when playing video games.
>beat him up
If OP's father cares enough about politics to get into a fight with his own son over it then he really is the bigger faggot in this situation
I'm now convinced politics are a scourge on society. When I was young, everyone was stupid and uninformed and it was pretty great. Not people are "informed," but mostly with misinformation.
Before, no one made any assumptions about other people. Now, they make judgement calls because of their base political ideology. Bring back political apathy. People are fucking crazy now.
That's what decades of cold war propaganda does to the American population and because they're a majority on most popular platforms we've got to deal with their children-tier understanding of political theory.
>>5
I'm going through the same nonsense OP is, and I haven't moved out firstly to save money for good shit down the road, and secondly because the idea of my nutjob father financially supporting someone who doesn't like him is good comedy
28...
so it s probably azuma kiyohiko, yuji hori or the shinchan guy.
they all started at 30ish.
and...dont you memorize high school notes by talking to yourself and shit? yeah i dont do that much back then. maybe it actually works.. muscle memory and shit.
i was too fucking dumb and sad to even bother. or is it?
>>17
szszszszszszzz
do something