Having a job sounds horrifying to me. Spending 80% of your time for the rest of your life doing something incredibly boring with barely any benefit for myself sounds like a fate worse than death. Getting paid will only serve in prolonging the boredom.
4 hour work times when? Working 4 days a week when?
Getting a job in general gets increasingly harder due to increased automation and sometimes absurd demands. People just aren't as needed as they were used to. Death from starvation soon.
Spending shitton of time studying programming in general and then never funding a job is so humiliating. Don't do programming.
4 chan and 4 ch is messes up fucks
I feel like my mom stopped bathing me at a very old age, when I should have been able to bathe myself, but she said that I don't know how to yet.
Don't remember. Why? Are you 20 or 30 years old and still being bathed by your mother? I feel half the site would find that enjoyable.
Dunno when we stopped bathing together, but I shared a bed with her when I was 12.
When did she stop bathing you? Being able to take baths with their child is a very dear thing to many parents, I understand if they struggled to let go of that.
Sorry, I meant shared bed at 10. I typo'd.
>>4
You don't have to lie, friend ;^)
I've fucked my mother before, like in that hentai you watch IRL.
Yep, tight pussy.
>Please, let's try to keep this board as civil and mature as possible.
Around 4-5 years old. Maybe sooner.
>>3
I shared the same bed with my mom until I was 14.
The only reason I got to sleep in a different bed is my dad moved out.
I think it was the around 6 years old or something?
Going by your writing style, it doesn't seem like you're going to reproduce anytime soon either...
>Hearing somebody say "I hate thing X" and then constantly going "I AM the thing X!" is a bullying, or rather trolling in the proper sense. If you're going to be a horny pervert, be that in private
Delusional.
xxx: I hate it when somebody rapes my sister.
yyy: Hey I raped your sister!
Really not sure those can be directly compared.
xxx: I hate it when somebody says nigger.
yyy: NIGGERNIGGERNIGGERNIGGERNIGGERNIGGERNIGGER
xxx: I hate it when somebody touches my things.
yyy: licks your things all over
xxx: I'm afraid of manju.
yyy: throws a bunch of manju at you.
xxx: I hate everything that breathes.
yyy: exists
I hate it when rowdy children intrude on my threads...
I'm probably older than you dude. I kinda got stuck with kids due to mostly reading imageboards and youtube comments, so this might explain why I sound the way I sound.
I'm probably older than you dude. I kinda got stuck with kids due to mostly reading imageboards and youtube comments, so this might explain why I sound the way I sound.
hi
i'm an african american girl who is attracted to asian men. why is it that you never seen many black girls with asian guys?
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Hello everyone in the United States
I have come to the propaganda of the yukata from Japan
Airport sales No1!! Yukata!!
Pattern of high quality and traditional
Children and parents, to themselves
Made in Japan of the relief of course
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there are indeed a lot of good looking guys here but half of them wears make-up.. weird. their frail looking, thin. but the girls here are 75% of the time pretty and/or sexy. perhaps 25% of them gets pretty due to their make-up abilities. but damn they're hot.
i'm here in japan that's why i know. you should visit sometime to see what you're missing. the guys at youtube are just a handful.
>>106
Sadly for the same reasons you almost never see Asian men with girls that aren't Asian, because of stereotypes, and the ingraining of those stereotypes at a young age, at least in the US.
hong in there
I am Japanese.
Most Japanese people are not good at English, so if you can speak Japanese,
your chances of getting a Japanese boyfriend will increase dramatically.
The characteristic preference of Japanese men for women is that they like cute women.
They want kawaii in their makeup, clothes, gestures, thoughts, and behavior.
They do not expect women to be sexy like Americans do.
Fashion that shows breasts is also not common in Japan.
It is better to expose more of your legs than to show your breasts.
Caucasians have stronger body odor than Japanese,
so it is necessary to take measures to make body odor less noticeable.
Japanese people are very neat and clean, and many of them take a bath every day,
so people who are unclean or have smelly body odor are most disliked.
>>112
Japanese people have too many principles.
>>113
>>112 is not principles, but merely a statement of the characteristics of Japanese men's preferences for women, which are not very common in the US.
The more you adapt to their preferences, the more likely you are to get a Japanese boyfriend.
If you are confident about yourself, I think you should keep doing what you are doing.
There are certainly American women who are attractive from the Japanese point of view without doing anything.
However, in general, when a Japanese woman who knows what Japanese men like becomes a competitor, an American woman who knows nothing about Japanese men's tastes is more likely to lose the competition.
People are often attracted to similar people, so those who want an interracial or foreign boyfriend or girlfriend often have to work harder than those who want a boyfriend or girlfriend of the same race or country.
This thread is for hikikomori and NEETs to discuss personal issues regarding the NEET lifestyle.
NEET (Not In Education Employment Or Training)
The Japanese Ministry of Health, defines hikikomori as people who refuse to leave their parents' house, do not work or go to school and isolate themselves away from society and family in a single room for a period of 6 months or more.
If you are not a NEET or hikikomori don't post in this thread.
>End result, there is no society to join. No friends, no work, no hobby groups. Just the internet and me. It kinda sucks most of the time. I don't even enjoy video games anymore. Am I just going to watch anime until the end?
>Just the internet and me.
That doesn't sound so bad to me. For free, I put real work into online projects that matter. My problem recently is that my family members make me feel like dirt. Users (mostly anons) online also make me feel like dirt sometimes, or most of the time. Do I deserved to be treated like dirt? No. Are some of their criticisms somewhat valid? Yes.
Also I am sometimes a smelly anime fan, lulz.
>That doesn't sound so bad to me
It wasn't the first half a decade or so. The last couple years I've just been utterly rotting away chasing for something to enjoy. How long have you been a neet?
How do you guys secure finances to continue your hiki/neet lifestyles? I write music and do gamedev as hobbies but I lack the confidence to shill myself out for money. I have no income and am too socially anxious to ever get another face-to-face customer service job. I'm turning 30 this year, my mom is getting older and is in a high risk group for COVID, which has been spreading like wildfire through her workplace. I think it's only a matter of time before she gets sick, and if she dies I think I'm fucked.
>>29
Neetbux and mom's basement.
>>29 checking in a few months later, are you guys okay?
>>32
I hope I get hit by a truck. Though I don't go outside and I live nowhere near a truck, so I guess maybe I hope a truck flies down from the sky and crushes me in my room.
>>33
Well then, I wish the opposite for you.
>>34
My mentality has improved considerably. I no longer wish to get hit by a truck and have learned to count my blessings.
I can't take it anymore. I'm so alone, I have no friends, girls don't even look at me. Everybody is having fun, they are full of love, all except me.
I'm a complete failure, 10 years of isolation, I barely finished high school, dropped out of university, and found a stoopid job anyone could do.
There's no way out, I have no idea how people become friends with each other, how they find love. Oh wait, once in 26 years I actually found that.. once in 26.. that means I have to wait another 26 to stumble on a person who likes me, and I'll be old already..
I tried to tell them.. I told them I was alone.. but no one understands.. they think it's some stoopid temporary loneliness.. they are used to have all they want, to find new friends and lovers the same way you download new games from the internet... how could they understand what it means to have no friends, no company, no woman around for the most part of ur life, and not knowing how to find them.
Everybody has a family, friends, a girl, everybody is loved... but me, and I don't know how to get out of this... once you lose all social connections, it's done. It isn't necessary to be a hikki, it just happens, you lose all childhood friends, and zzap you're alone for life.
What I have done to deserve this.
lmao this thread was made in 2007
I wonder how old the OP is now, are you still alive?
I'm 27 myself and have been alone my whole life and a hikikomori since 12.
What you gotta do OP is get over that feeling and learn to find happiness in solitary life.
You'll realize that it's better to be "alone" that constantly around others.
You don't need others for happiness, just find things in life that bring you happiness and joy.
I really just browsed here out of curiosity. I actually might have read this very thread when I was in high school, and forgot about it because it's uncomfortable to hear about people feeling they should just give up on life. These days I can understand how OP is feeling, getting older and feeling like you're just wasting away your life is tough, and feeling like you could be having a more fulfilling social life. I don't get so choked up over a lack of a social life, too much, I have plenty of friends online. It doesn't bother me too much I don't have any friends irl, except one I hadn't hung out in person with in over a year. Crippling social anxiety is a bitch, though. Being so terrified in public that it's exhausting everytime is no fun.
I'm a transwoman and have been struggling hard through my adult life. Only the past 3 years I've been full time. I was laid off work for that and it's hard for me to get myself back on my feet, because I've always dealt with anxiety, worried people just see me as a timid piece of garbage, and now worried they see me as a freak. Deep down I know I'm not a bad looking person and I'm good at socializing casually, at least once I'm comfortable with someone. Even though I know this, it's hard for me to keep myself convinced. I'm only going to cause myself more regret in the future, nothing should be stopping me from progress.
It's really never too late to realize these toxic mindsets are nothing but toxic, and they do nothing but bog you down from at least being proud of the hobbies and so on you do enjoy, even if your life isn't exactly ideal. You don't need to have a great job, be a social butterfly, or fit the ideal beauty standards! Most people I become friends with online don't fit into any of those, but they are still great people I enjoy the company of, with their own unique personalities/experiences. You should want to improve yourself and your life, but don't get bogged down by what you don't have yet, or for not meeting your goals sooner! It's hard to stay positive in this world, and you never really be able to always stay positive. All any of us can do is try, and no one is truly alone on this.
The idea that there are new human in the same exact position as OP was more than 10 years ago is frightening. The people themselves aren't scary, but the fact that this situation has been constantly recurring for people all over the world without any headway is what is frightening.
And yeah, I think the advise regarding meet-ups with people for like-minded hobbies is probably the best advise. That way, you know that everyone in your vicinity is there for the same reason you are. For example, if you get into WarHammer 40K, once you get your army together you can find a table and wait for someone else who is also looking for a match.
OP is literally me but 10 years in the past
10 years have passed but nothing has changed for people like us there's not place for us in this world
>>62
I've been NEET for over 11 years. KV, no friends, no hope in this world.
even when there is no hope
still there shall be hope
even when there is no solution
still there shall be solution
get out of relative thinking and reach for the absolute
:/
When I was 14, I molested my sister. She was was almost four the first time and the second time was just after she turned four. The first time, I actually pulled her pants down and touched her bottom, but the second time was just me taking my time helping her in the restroom. Neither time did I ask her to touch me or even show her my penis.
I was recently recovering from a long amount of physical and emotional abuse from my father, and had previously been molested twice in my youth. I was also suffering from some fairly serious mental problems. I say this not to excuse my actions, but to provide more of an explanation of what was going on then.
As time went on and I have returned to a more normal mental state, I look back upon what I have done in horror and guilt. I don't really know what effects this may have had on my sister (she is still fairly young) but I don't really look back on my molestations negatively. I still feel guilty, though.
However, a larger emotion that I am now feeling is fear. What if she remembers? What if she does not? I certainly remember being that age, but I developed rather quickly. Her linguistic skills have always been behind. What if she remembers and eventually tells someone and my life is ruined? What if.... etc?
37... I haven't had and therapy for it in like 2 years the other therapy I got we never told them what happend. I've always been ashamed of it and I find it hard to tell someone. That kinda makes me look like an asshole. But hey I got my first job and I'm cleaning my alcholholic fathers apartment and well mine. I've just realized I don't like living in filth and being in a constant dark head space. Now I finally feel like I'm doing something better with my life and I'm slowly taking control of it again. And I won't fuck it up cause shit I'm done with the mental trauma. Sorry for the rant
I use to have thoughts about this boy I work with. He kinda reminds me of me when I was younger and even acts effeminate like I use to but to a larger degree.
The boys mom seems a wanton when it comes to choosing men. And needless to say he has a step dad and the mom just met the guy.
Idk why but I'm scared for him and his brother too
I'm 22 btw and often feel I love him. When I first saw him he gave me a kind of unusual vibe. There is the slight (1/1000) possibility he's my half brother cuz this is a certain part of town. But idk could be any fucking thing
When I was 3 or 40 I was at a day care and sneaked in the bathroom with a friend(boy) and we touched tips
It's okay though Jesus Christ and God and Alex Johns and my Mother believe and me and tell me i'm very special. I go to my church every weekend and smoke weed in the parking lot and put cigarette buts out on children :) :p
Please pray for me!!!
lole the last part got to me. i know you dont do that however ill keep you in my prayers you dumb, dumb man
>>45
Stay on twitter.
Discord "community" servers are bad anyways.
You should only ever join a server if it's educational related.
Thank you for submitting your report to 4-ch for inspection. Our team will have it dealt with when we get around to it.
Have a nice day and fuck off!
If you have a problem with the server, then you should report it to Discord yourself
"Can I spend the night?"
Penis and brain embattled
"...Welcome to my house."
Healthy, happy, full
My greatest love is with you:
Me, Myself and I!
Postcard in the mail
Tell me about your life there,
Heaven in Deutschland.
Though we cannot touch
My heart soars like a child's
I am always yours
you are not real
you are just a mixture of
all the previous ones
A distant specter,
culminant of my Soul's wants--
Unfulfilled life needs.
Me from other coast,
You might have destructive likes,
but you're still also free
steady postin on the web
dude i love you
no homo
Truly I miss you
I never confessed it
See you again soon?
You are always there
When I need you and your touch
Oh my sweet left hand
Pretty sure girls can get away with never working quite often, life sure isn't fair.
I need to whine on social networks instead of dead forums, there are usually city local groups around. Never visited those though.
>girls can get away with never working
The (at least mildly) good-looking ones, sure. Have you considered starting an onlyfans?
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