The reality is I am not a warrior/hunter, I'm more of a gatherer, I gather info, books and ideas. whilst the warrior the chad lives by instinct and natural order he wins in life while I keep on hoping that the more I know the probable I'd get that qt3.141 the chad gets effortlessly.
he was a result of a good line of births, while am a crooked teeths weak jaw chinlet porn addict geek result of weak line of births. He was driven by nature, and nature rewarded him. I am not even driven I have deep self-hate for my weakness and that is the only reason I still hope, for it hate is a form of self-love in depth, I have relied on my brains to win the natural order preference.
I see clearly now, this is the reality and I have to face it; there's no better order than the natural order supported by mind.
The grass is not enough, and I need to be lost in woods.
I accept myself, and I will help it to trust its instinct, for me I am what stopping nature from exercising its will, and through me it should will, for me I realize this.
Thus A warrior could be born.
hope for me the best.
>chad
Stopped reading there. Please kill yourself.
>>2
This. Learn to articulate your ideas without twittertard buzzwords, OP.
>the chud can't stand remembering the existence of superior kinds.
Not an anime or cartoon girl, a unique creation. She's very kind and patient and very receptive to what people have to say. Good at putting disjointed thaoughts into words that make sense. Doesn't care about looks and loves watching bad movies. Her favorite food is raw onion and she can't stand mushy foods like pudding or gravy. Now let's say this person's love for this "character" was so strong they built a doll of them to talk to and interact with IRL. So in love that they've considered a whole married life together with their imaginary friend. What advice would you give to this person?
She sounds like a nice person. Does the person you know also have sex with her?
Don't stop. Keep on going. Now you only need to study robotics to make her truly real.
it better be
anything is better than 4chan
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Not by much.
Infinitely better, but also slow as balls.
i wish 4chan just died already it's too mainstream thanks to fucking /pol/ /b/ and /v/. should've gatekept summerfags and electionfags but no how else would they earn $$$$
i use the internet to escape from my boring life
going on messageboards like this is interesting like exploring new countries
I'd say so - it's smaller, easier to navigate, and generally has a better community with less copypastas/random bs (although those boards can be fun to read at times).
Less popular though, so not as much posting, and not as many specific threads (but they can always be made).
4chan and Channel4 BBS have their own strengths and weaknesses, so it kinda depends on what your rating it on.
>is this place better than 4chan
That is not a high bar to clear, because 4chan continues to be the asshole of the internet, but yes. Most altchans are better than 4chan, post-for-post, but comes at a cost of them being really goddamn slow.
Like OP from 2024 is gonna still be interested in hearing your opinions. He has probably already made his mind up by now.
stop posting here
>>1
I care!
and no one else, it seems
this board should just have been deleted as well
>>4
found the new 4ch sysop.
veri: kopeen
Truly, no one cares.
I was always a sperg but now I feel like I'm doomed to be an outcast due to my age alone.
I can't even begin to rationalize all the time I wasted, how the fuck am I gonna explain it to people?
It feels like I'll never be able to form a normal relationship.
I don't wanna die alone.
>>1
Late yes, too late never.
Heard colleges are only good for getting yourself in eternal dept, but I should listen to internet less, internet is malicious
no
It's not too late to change your hikikomori ways!
I've personal chosen the way of remaining a shut-in, but working hard so I can work from home as a programmer one day instead of living on autismbux forever.
oh god, forgot to change the formatting
i'm not the other guy i swear
No you still have time left but do it now because otherwise you will regret it later on. When you're a 35 year old hikikomori or even 50 year old hikikomori then you're too far gone.
>>7
You are the other guy, aren't you?...
It's never too late, but college is good for a degree so that companies will think you're smart and qualified to do whatever it is they want you to do.
But by the looks of it, college is low on your list of things to sort out.
Your definitely NOT too late. You can do it Anon!
I'm a serious insomniac and can't sleep and when I can sleep I always wake up exhausted and tired. I'm restless and paranoid all the time. Whats the secret to a good night sleep? I've tried pills and they just fuck me up for some reason.
no idea, everyone's on a different clock
if you lie in bed for long periods of time with a body full of energy, i recommend going out for a late night run
it may seem weird of even dangerous knowing, or rather not knowing what's going on outside but who'd mess with a guy running around at the dead of night? i myself suffer from poor sleeping habits and this just werks for me. i think it's due to the fact that i don't do anythng all day, jst sit by my pc and my energy goes to waste. hope this helps you out
I don’t have a bed. Do I need a bed for good sleep? I just sleep on the floor or on my desk. Sometimes I get drool on my keyboard so now I try to cover it before I collapse of exhaustion.
Eat 200 milligrams of diphenhydramine each night. You'll sleep very soundly and have fun dreams.
Drop a brick on your head every night and knock yourself out cold
Work out before bed until you collapse of exhaustion
I like sleeping on my side. It allows for easier diaphragmatic breathing vis a vis crooking your legs in a sort of fetal position.
Taking a bath as hot as you can stand it and some 4x strength -dose benadryl can help too. A once therapist of mine I fired told me that. It helps. Tylenol PM is just as good. Don't take too much benadryl. Or do
>>6
Just use stolen towels from the public bathroom to jerry rig your chair into a makeshift table-chair cot in this South Korean internet cafe you live in.
Try AM DXing and Shortwave listening. It gives you something to do and makes the graveyard shift a bit less lonely (I recommend a XHData D-219 if you wanna stay cheap, and maybe an AN-80 antenna if you can hang it on a curtain rod or something).
sometimes I draw, just to get my mind of things.
just CUMMED for the last time before NO NUT NOVEMBER
I WILL succeed this time
i will report back here, if I fail then I have to endure 20 years of curses and suffering
>>9 what a bunch, 4chan. then again you are at the mercy of everyone
I nutted this morning and I'm going to nut again before I go to sleep. Then I'll nut again in the morning.
I've been masturbating and cumming 5 times a day for close to 20 years now. I can't stop, age isn't even slowing me down. Even prior to those 20 years I was cumming 2-3 times a day.
>>15
I'm concerned about your health anon.:#
cumming as i type tis
I just legitimately get to the point where I feel nothing from pr0n and feel nothing from fapping, and just stop for a week or two because it's become a dumb habit and a waste of time.
I should probably get a girlfriend.
When that happens to me, I just seek out more extreme, degenerate, insane, evil, kinky and taboo pr0n to watch.
I'm pretty desperate
>>2
You'll need to provide some contact information
If he won't take you up on it, I will. I need to know what the rent is, assuming that's why you need a roommate. Secondly, what are the room rules, can I bring have my own room and bring my Rozen Maiden and various Japanese decor?
Is romance actually real or is it just a big lie pushed by Hollywood, the city of Paris, and VN devs to create an army of depressed lonely men who’ll keep buying their shit?
I'll keep pirating VNs so even if was all a big lie I'm vinning anyways.
Romance is real, but if you are a "weird" person you will have a near impossibility of finding someone fitting your ultraspecific niche interests and requirements.
I wonder if consuming fictional romantic content actually makes male loneliness and depression worse. Porn for the soul.
Its absolutely real. My relationship with my husband is my greatest fuel in life. Without it id be nothing. Not to discourage you - things will get better once youve been with someone for a few years. You will still suffer with the same issues, but you will do it while having a partner - another man who has your back.
>>5 amen
>>4
gay
This thread is for hikikomori and NEETs to discuss personal issues regarding the NEET lifestyle.
NEET (Not In Education Employment Or Training)
The Japanese Ministry of Health, defines hikikomori as people who refuse to leave their parents' house, do not work or go to school and isolate themselves away from society and family in a single room for a period of 6 months or more.
If you are not a NEET or hikikomori don't post in this thread.
The worst thing about being a NEET is knowing you’ll have to work again at some point in the future when you need cash.
>>51
I work a casual job at a grocery store, and I actually really appreciate it when they give me fuck all shifts after drafting up the roster.
Not only is it great time for me to give mind to the things I enjoy doing, and also work towards achieving personal goals I set out for myself, but it barely makes a difference in my income; the welfare agency in my country decimates your tugboat relative to how much you earn from employers, so there's little incentive for me to try harder and ask for more hours.
Not when the cost is ultimately the decision to neglect my own mental health, peace of mind, and personal development. I guess I could do it if I were a whore for money.
ive been a NEET ever since i dropped out of highschool (16) by my parents. i want to try to move to a different country but i know itll be hard since im 89% sure i have autism and other problems.
>>53
Welcome, Anonymous. It is a lonely path, but a noble one nonetheless.
I have recently received my 7 year badge from the triennial NEET convention, it's gold plated with a big 7 on the front and a young looking anime girl on the back.
I swear its better to be a NEET than work in today's climate, unless you absolutely have to just avoid it.
You're gonna need some kind of skill to offer if you move countries. You'd also need a good fluent command of whatever language it may be. But the main thing is being able to offer your adoptive country something that would make them want you to stay there. If you just want to freeload as a NEET, no country will let you stay.
i miss neet.moe. and it fucking sucks. haven't found a replacement yet. all the hidden chans are wagie techie cults tied to some fucking chat.
this certainly isn't one too, but I'll post this frustration here in all places. kidsu moe and the rest fucking sucks even more to have my post there.
this chan peaked when sexuality was around. i was long browsing it from my very shitty phone while going to various rehabs.
but the admins decided to have a piss on the users because like everywhere they are just some grown kids from some shitty chat.
kinda sad in its own way really, quality of jokes and discussion here was very high. since then it exists for the same one reason.
>I miss neet.moe
Me too in the beginning that place was super comfy but sadly at the end of its life it was raided by CP spammers and there was an influx of incels and normies.
Cope.