I've been waiting.... (791)

1 Name: benson_2009 : 2006-03-08 06:46 ID:rBmL8F/W This thread was merged from the former /love/ board. You can view the archive here.

I'm usualy just a lurker around the board, but today i have a story... recently i been posting about long distance relationship because I really like this girl that lives in japan. but i live in australia so its really hard if i want to confess to her.. well this is how it all started...

Around 2005 April, i was picked on by some people at school because of my hobby, which is movie making. I'm really like a movie otaku, i love watching movies thats why my dream is to become a film director. most of the girls i knew, i told them about my hobby and they would all ne like "isn't that like really immature??" and later on wont ever talk to me.. it was around November when i was on a japanese pen pal website where i met the japanese girl, her name was Aya. we started emailing each other talking about school and life style ect. then i asked her if she used skype and she said she uses it so we added each other. we started talking in skype, (to those who doesn't know its like msn but you use microphone to talk). for the first time, i told her i'm into film making... she unlike the other girls was actualy intrested in it.. she asked me when can i show her my movie.

we talked almost everyday, mostly for 2 hours and we can always talk about anything like movies, anime, school, music ect.. then one night... we talked for 6 hours! i only had 2 hour sleep because i had to wake up for tennis lessons >"< we got more close after that. for christmas i bought her a bracelet and air mailed it to her, she liked it alot. one day i got her email but was really surprised... usualy at the end of the email she would just write "from Aya" but this time she wrote "Love from Aya". i had this feeling when i saw it. after that, i didn't hear from her for 2 weeks and then one night i got her email asking when can i talk to her... but after that... I've waited for a month and stil counting on... I emailed her before saying i have something to tell her because i planned to confess to her next time we talk.. but now i dont think i can do it because i reckon its highly likely i may get rejected since we are so far away _| ̄|○" the feeling with this girl is different from all the other girls i liked. should i confess or not??

642 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-06-11 17:16 ID:83XvXP2I

Eiga r u still alive?

643 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-06-11 17:19 ID:Heaven

>>642 i believe this thread has been dead for centuries

644 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-06-11 22:05 ID:3m4ljO98

>>642 im sure Eiga lives out there, somewhere..

645 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-06-12 09:54 ID:Heaven

Yeah, not taking our advice, and getting played by girls.
Frankly I got tired after the second girl he was chasing.
He always asked for advice, and never took it, even though later he realised he should have.
Ran out of empathy and encouragement for him a long time ago.

646 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-06-13 06:53 ID:Heaven

R.I.P Eiga Otoko.. where ever you are

647 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-06-13 16:16 ID:exwRKDcB

>>645 aww.. well maybe he was terrified of the given advice? :P so he thought its better to do as he actually dared like :P

>>646 im sure he aint dead :3 (least i hope so)

648 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-06-14 18:55 ID:pGlRBNsZ

>>645 well people learn from their mistakes, im sure he learned ALOT due to his rejections, though i seriously wonder why he disappeared all of a sudden....

649 Name: Ryuuchi : 2009-06-15 10:28 ID:dXpp8upa

Phew, I finally caught on most of the things. This is the longest thread I have ever read in my entire forums life.

Anywho, I have followed most of Eiga Otoko's posts and it seems he has good and bad times when it comes to girls. For some reason when one girl doesn't turn out well for him, he suddenly has a back up which was interesting. Somethings tells me that Eiga Otoko's a guy who is better approaching girls than I do? Lol.

It's been about 6 months and there's no reply from him. I really want to hear what's going on with his life right now and I feel that I want to support him. Eiga Otoko, your story is so much interesting than Densha Otoko's story. Densha Otoko experienced only one girl when you have experienced more than one. I don't give a damn about the negative comments that are given to you. To me, you seem to be a kool guy and that I envy you to have talked with the girls you've known longer than me. You have impressed me so far. There are a lot of things I want to say and I just hate to type it all here and have people read all the long words I've typed. To sum it all up: Eiga Otoko, you have never given up at life, your own life and it is amazing how you went this far and I want you to keep moving forward. You are someone I probably become one of my inspirations because of you experiences you've told here. A lot of people have their ups and downs and you should know that, everyone should know that. It's awesome that people here are giving you advice to help you out. It is just that this whole thread seem so surreal to me but it's for real. It's the real deal.

So, Eiga Otoko. If you are still lurking around here in 4CH and you are reading this. I've decided to help you out because you are the man. You are the man. Don't give up, keep moving forward, and do what you want to do in your life in the right way. I'm behind you all the way as well as others here who want to help you out too. =)

650 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-06-16 11:45 ID:Heaven

There are two fat reasons why Densha is different from Eiga;

  1. Densha actually listened to the posters of the thread
  2. He also got the girl in the end (who unlike Eiga's girls, was a bloody catch)

651 Name: miyuzaki : 2009-06-16 17:45 ID:4YwyZbyv

>>650 but if you think about it, eiga's girl was pretty bitchty the way they act towards him

652 Name: Ryuuchi : 2009-06-16 20:21 ID:dXpp8upa

Maybe, due to his obsession over them, he was being forceful? Because I noticed that he would ask a girl out and then later on, it turns out bad. Maybe the question to ask a girl out is the effect of it.

653 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-06-17 10:26 ID:Heaven

Exactly. He was just a horny teenage boy that couldn't see that girls kept using him. It was like he just chased anything that walked on two legs. To compare him to Densha, is like comparing a goddess and a hag.

654 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-06-21 02:20 ID:Heaven

Like a lot of others, this is the longest thread I've ever read in my life...

I think that Eiga really should have listened to the "Take a break from girls for a while." advice, since it seemed like a string of girls were just waiting their turn to mess with him, and having so many rejections in that short of time probably made him a little desperate for something that wasn't just another girl messing with him. (That's from observation IRL though, I can't really speak for Eiga of course)

I hope Eiga's well though, wherever he ended up.

As a woman, I seem to have lost faith in a lot of my gender after reading this thread though orz...

655 Name: Triex : 2009-06-22 08:21 ID:dw8TjBCs

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656 Name: Lawliet : 2009-06-26 01:37 ID:3YGwCwyo

somehow i get the feeling eiga is reading this but not replying.... but hey eiga if your there, tell us whats going on after all that experience you went through. best of luck!

657 Name: 映画男 : 2009-07-21 15:21 ID:0eLfLFAT

Im back!! :D

658 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-07-21 17:45 ID:exwRKDcB

>>657 hi :]

659 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-07-23 08:41 ID:3gstMBzZ

This was quite the epic thread. Took some time to read, but....

Firstly, this Eiga man went through an inhuman of girls in the span of 2 years. Congrats on that, buddy. I really do hope you find a good girl to settle down with; one that doesn't decide to dump your ass like they've all seemed to do. I'm actually amazed you still even had a sliver of confidence after all those subsequent rejections you were put through; I'm sure most men would have given up on life in general. You're a unique creature, Eiga; one that must have the worst luck with relationships in all of humankind. With all that said, I have the utmost respect for your perserverance; you're like that of a soldier who disregards orders and continues to go after the enemy, even after your fellow soldiers abandon/betray you, and the bullets of said enemies continue to riddle your heart with pain and sadness.

Fight on, my friend. Show us man can not only live through Hell, but escape into Heaven.

660 Name: densha : 2009-07-23 12:41 ID:1tUIAEUa


661 Name: 映画男 : 2009-08-04 15:20 ID:ny4p+MLh

well a lot has happened while i was gone from this thread, i got rejected on valentines day by the same girl last year (yes i know it was stupid) but funny thing was i did nothing that day, i was on the way to meet her, saw someone selling flowers so i thought it would be a nice present since she agreed to go out with me on valentines day. so i arrived with one flower and she saw it immediately said "you realize i dont like you right?", was really shattered since that day that i was literally in pain for the last 5 months.

the girl never talked to me since valentines day, i dont know why but last year when she rejected me she still talked to me as if nothing happened. well she avoided me during those 5 months, i was very shattered that i stand on my balcony watching the sunrise for about a week or two, March wasnt a very good month for me.. i was about to graduate from my course and i had no motivation due to the rejection, one of my best friend blamed me for this stupid thing she has in her mind, she tries very hard to fit in my group but doesnt fit and blames me cos they're my friends....and later just talks shit about me to everyone. plus on valentines day that night, since i was shattered i called her up saying i feel like shit, she just says "oh im tiredd so i thnk i'll go home" , i had to literally nag her to come out which she did, gave me a massive lecture about how me and the girl didnt fit, how she thinks me and her wont work out, how i dont appreciate what i have and so on. that really hit me cos she basiclly just spilled out what she thinks of me and to be honest, i wasnt really looking for a damn lecture after being so shattered. so i went to find one of my friend who at the time broke up with his ex girlfriend and was also shattered, we decided to start going clubbing to get back in our live and move on.

662 Name: 映画男 : 2009-08-04 15:21 ID:ny4p+MLh

first night was a major disaster, there was a big event in this club called SEVEN and had alot of people from melbourne university club called AA, me and my friend waited in line for 3 hours, i saw one of my best friends come out cos he got in first since he was a member of AA, i suddenly say LYSS who i havnt seen for a year and a half since she rejected me. god that night i felt like someone just shot me with a sniper rifle like 10 times into my chest, i felt so awkward seeing her that i was like " LYSS!!......hi...." and she saw me and said hi in a very awkward way as well. i couldn't take it cos i still felt awkward seeing her especially in a club, so me and my friend left since we couldn't get in anyway. the next day, i had a break down when i talked to one of my good friend, i dont know why but my friend could see through me that i still wasnt over her when i thought i was... which was pretty strange for me since i hardly talked to lyss. during that week, i lost my wallet with my rent money, really drove me mad cos i was seriously thinking "this must be the end...." i nearly lost all my hope, the girl of my dreams rejected me on valentines day, my rent money is gone and couldnt pay the rent, i almost failed my course due to lack of motivation since i was skipping my set when we were filming, didnt know i wasnt over lyss when i thought i was. i was on the urge of running away, i went to one secret place i always go to, turned my phone off and just sat there for a whole night thinking. i guess what kept me fighting was that, i realized i lost everything, so now i had nothing to loose, and i know out there people still needed me. so i decided to go back and kept fighting all those problems that was going on.

me and my other friend, we went to anther club the next week which we managed to get in. he taught me what to do as a wingman, how it works etc. he got me hooked up with some girl in the club and since that night, every friday night he would come to my place, we do some pre-drinks and head to a club, we met a lot of new people esp some new friends as well, though my reputation made me look like some player but i must admit, it did help me move on from valentines day. though every 14th i just feel weird and would stand on my balcony till sunrise. i didnt always hook up in club, i just liked the atmosphere where people are here to enjoy the night and have fun, which was my main thing, to have fun. my social life began to grow pretty big, having karaoke sessions with new friends and heading to bars or new clubs every week, things were starting to look good =D

663 Name: 映画男 : 2009-08-04 15:22 ID:ny4p+MLh

was really enjoying my life since april, may and june was good intill end of june. i had a new interest at a girl for about a month, we were hitting a club that night since she asked me to go with her. at the dance floor, there was this guy that kept on grabbing her and she would like scream, so i kept pushing the guy away from her but he kept coming back, i had to shove him really hard to tell him to back off but for some reason, this guy doenst give up! so the girl was like "its ok" and she started talking to him. again i saw the guy like hugging her and she looked rather awkward so i came and pushed him away, his friend came over and was like "whats wrong buddy" and im like "nothing! maybe you should watch your friend more carefully" . so after that he just asked her no, and left, BUT since that night, the girl and the guy had been talking alot, especially his korean since the girl was into korean guys. 2 weeks later, me and the girl went clubbing again with her friend, she didnt feel to good so we took her to her friends apartment, i looked after her for about 30 minutes and told her to lie down, but she was going on "I need to call the guy.... i have to call him" and lied on the bed and started calling the other guy. her friend knew i was interested and kinda gave me a "im so sorry for you" look =/ i was a bit down so i went to find my best friend and stayed there for the night. the next day, i promised my friend i would go find his ex girlfriend and talk to her for him, we went to her work place but she wasnt there so went back to my place and called her, had a bit of a talk with her. later i hang up, i got a call and i thought was the ex gf, the girl was like "do you know who i am?" and i was like "umm who are you?" and she said "omg..: and hanged up. after a 4 minute think, i realized it was the valentines girl fro the things she said to me. i was damn excited to receive a call from her since i didnt hear from her for so long, then regret it cos i messed it up..

664 Name: 映画男 : 2009-08-04 15:24 ID:ny4p+MLh

during that week, i went to my best friends place with my new best friends (a girl i met at a club, started talking to her alot), and that night, the best friend (girl) was rather flirty and touchy with my best friend and made me rather awkward cos i felt like a third wheel, so i left early cos they were like all hugging and stuff (plus they hooked up in club before), that night i called the girl i was interested and she told me she was interested in the korean guy, i was kinda down in a way knowing i shoulda just shoved him even harder that night, some weird stuff happened that night between my best friend which im not gonna mention ;) later that night i had some drinks with my friends and had maybe bit over. i called the girl who was into the korean guy and kept saying "why dont you like me? is it cos im korean? is he better then me?" over the phone, she said to me "dont say that.." and apparently i was crying when i said those stuff according to my friends. we later saw her on the streets with the korean guy and apparently i went up to the guy and said "IM GONNA SPANK YOUR ASS SO HARD YOUR MOTHERS NOT GONNA RECOGNIZE YOU (wtf was in my head..dont ask me) and the girl was like "go home and rest, ill call you later", but she never did, we had a talk that night and i know she was pissed at me so i didnt talk to her that much. cos in the end, she was with the korean guy... i was lost again that week due that i had to pack up my entire apartment in 1 weeks time since i was leaving melbourne australia for Taiwan, plus i pissed off my best friend (girl) cos of being all drunk and doing stupid things so she kinda ignored me for a few days. my best friend (girl) came to my place at 3am after clubbing cos i wanted to talk to her and she said she wanted to talk as well, so she came over and told me why she was pissed at me, said i always do stupid stuff and regret it, not listening to people. i have to admit, i was really lost, mainly due to the apartment stress plus about the korean guy and my best friend, the next day i broke down and for some reason... i called lyss. she picked up not knowing it was me and was surprised, i had a little talk with her and later called my other good friend for the entire day. i dont know why i was so lost during that time but since that night, i managed to fix up all my shit with the apartment, with the girl and korean guy and my best friend. my best friend (girl) was going to the states for holiday, i went to the airport 30 mins before her arrival to give her my thanks and a present, though she missed her flight and was surprised to see me, that night we went to my best friends place again and us 3 just mucked around, writing alot of things in my journal and had a great night, i didnt sleep cos i had to meet up with my dad that morning for breakfast in Crown Casino, and i had to fix my passport and move all my things in one day without any sleep. that night i had a little gathering with some friends and had the most enjoyable night i ever had, listening to all my friends problems and fix it that night and trying to meet as many friends as i can. sadly there was a few i couldnt meet before i leave but it was still good to see some friends before i leave.

btw sorry for such a long post :P i'll try update this more XD

665 Name: 映画男 : 2009-08-04 15:25 ID:ny4p+MLh


i left melbourne the next day, wishing i had more time to see some people, a certain person i wanted to see before i leave, the valentines girl. i wanted to see her when she finished her job before i left but i didnt have enough time. maybe it was better i didnt see her. now im in taiwan, with a new life, knowing what im doing, plus the valentines girl just replied my email today which means we're gonna start talking =] its been a long long wait, 5 months wait for an email reply, reminds me of back at the time when i was waiting for Aya's email, except this time it was bigger, plus it was her who called me that day, she said she was annoyed that i sounded like i didnt really care and had no idea what i was talking about. i was so happy to get her reply cos knowing something i lost is back, makes me feel really happy. I must say, this year so many things have happened, i also had some family problems back in march which im not proud to say, loosing hope could be the worst feeling in life, but i have to say is.... never loose hope, cos hope is what keeps you fighting, to the road that you will have to take. I may have done some stupid things not listening to people, but i must say i have learned alot from all my mistakes so that i wont do it again. my life this year may have felt like hell to me for a while, but when you keep fighting, you will escape into your own heaven. FIGHT ON PEOPLE AND LIVE YOUR DREAMS!

btw sorry for such a long post :P i'll try update this more XD

666 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-08-05 18:13 ID:eBKphWkX

I think that's the kind of attitude you need to have sometimes in life, Eiga. That's good that you're doing well! Taiwan may be a nice place to start over, and hopefully finally find someone nice.

Please find a nice girl somewhere for yourself. Like 659 said, you've gone through relationship crap most of us can't even imagine, and it's probably about time you got something for it. Good luck =D

667 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-08-07 12:42 ID:5CynNJ48

I'm sorry, although I applaud Eiga for his "get up and go" attitude, I really can't see any epicness in this thread..

I think that you will find that the ones who have been advising Eiga to take a break from girls are girls themselves. The ones who have been blindly encouraging him are the guys. I don't mean to sound sexist or egotistical, but I think that us girls have a better perspective on this. We know the type of girls that Eiga has fallen head over heels for in the past couple of years. Some of us may have even been those type of girls. So we have some idea of the type of guy that Eiga is, and have advised him to let love come to him, instead of the other way around.

Rejection after rejection will make one desperate and needy. Girls are smart in that they can pick this up a mile away and are repulsed by it. Some (like the ones in Eiga's life) however, will take advantage of it.

I wish I had kinder words to say to you Eiga, but I guess I'm a bit cynical of you when your heart seems to jump from one girl to the next within the space of a minute.

668 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-08-07 15:00 ID:Heaven

I must admit, its not easy for Eiga to come along the path his been taking. it seems that Eiga has given us the impression that he cant settle down with one girl since his jumping from one girl to another. but if you dont mind me asking you Eiga, did any of your previous rejections made you hurt so bad you just dont want to feel like that again so you use girls as an excuse to cover it up? from experience, i know if a guy really likes a girl that when he gets rejected, his hurt so bad he just goes for another girl so he doesnt feel that pain, but deep down, they are never over the girl. from your latest post, i believe that Eiga wasnt over lyss, and was trying to find ways to get over her, hence he gives people the impression his desperate. but more of desperate of moving on from what i think, you cant really blame eiga, as a guy, we like to act tough so when we get rejected, we dont act all sad about it but go for another girl to make it look like we moved on from the previous girl. I really admire Eigas way of dealing life, not just romance in general but also his own problems he has to face, most guys would go insane when so much stuff happens at once, but eiga was able to cope with it and keep going, Good job EIga =]

but i agree with >>667 you should let love it self come to you instead of looking for it, cos the more you look for it the further it is. but i think in eigas case its a little different, thats what i think anyway.

669 Name: 659 in case you're too lazy to look at the anon id : 2009-08-07 21:16 ID:3gstMBzZ

Notice my previous post was blatantly exaggerated. Maybe not enough, seeing as how you didn't notice. "Epic" was a part of that exaggeration. I agree that this thread was not on the level of epic, and I also agree that a big part of all those rejections he recieved was, indeed, his fault - unknowingly, of course; which is a big reason why he feels the victim. Yet, as I'm sure he knows all that by now, don't you think it'd be better to, maybe, encourage him onto the right path? I read your surmise - about you being cynical and the like - but I'm sure that's because you felt like you needed to solidify a point he should have already had implanted in his mind.

Or, maybe I'm wrong, and am overestimating Eiga in his ability to read into why his relationships have gone wrong; maybe even overestimating his ability to read. If that is the case, maybe your post helped him more than a post filled with words of encouragement - maybe - if his ability to read truly isn't impaired beyond salvation - the point you females have been trying to make has finally hit home, and it may change the way he approaches relationships for the better - that is, not approaching relationships.

Hey, if you want some of my advice, I'd say it'd probably be better to not become the go-to boy for advice - the one who'll help the problems of [the one you like] without expecting anything in return. That's one thing your failed relationships have had in common - maybe that's telling you something? Or maybe it was something else. Think, Eiga, and maybe you'll find a solution to fix the root of your relationship problems.

Or maybe it'd be best not to think at all. Great, now I'm confused. To end this tl;dr with a nice, warm, fuzzy comment: YOU CAN DO IT, EIGA! I BELIEVE IN YOU!

670 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-08-08 17:28 ID:r7YpnFnB


You're right, most people respond better with encouragement rather than blunt words/advice. But I guess that I feel slightly frustrated when Eiga seems to make the same mistake time and time again, without learning from it. No matter how much the point is reiterated, it seems to go unheard. And I have a feeling that it's not going to change no matter how we repackage the advice.

For the record, I find your attitude of considering everyone's view points, and acknowledging them, very refreshing. I wish there were more guys like you.

671 Name: 映画男 : 2009-09-13 07:07 ID:lSKxNqE6

>>667 yeah its true, at the start the rejections did made me pretty desperate, which is what caused the jump from one girl to another i reckom =/ i guess i took the hard way to learn things when i could have taken a easier path.

>>668 yeah, i took lyss's rejection pretty bad =/ i was pretty lost at the time cos i didnt know if i should hang on to lyss or just move on, so i thought if i moved on it would be better aka try to see other people. to be honest, lyss rejected me pretty harsly =/ most of my friends called her a bitch cos she was saying how i worship her or something making it sound like im so clingy to her. but that was the past, and yeah it took some time to get over her.

>>669 it took me a while but i did figure out what my problem is, i tend to rush things and which makes me look really desperate, e.g. there was one time i was way too nice to a girl at the start and it made it look obvious that i was into her, also i kept calling her everyday. recently i took things slower and didnt rush things, and it seems to work out pretty good with this girl i met, we naturally connect with a short amount of time but she had to move back to USA to study so i just remained good friends with her, i was planing on confessing but in the end i didnt, i wanted to save it to make it more special if the chance ever comes up in the future.

anyway i just moved into college dorm, class starts tomorrow so everythings new again, everything seems pretty good so far :)

672 Name: 659 : 2009-09-16 00:24 ID:atiAzGLb

Good show, Eiga. Looks like you've identified the problem, and solved it; that's not an easy thing to do. I'm sure you'll meet a fine girl at your college that'll stay your wandering heart. I think you should probably leave out the confessing part until you truly see signs of her liking you back; blindly confessing just because you've known her for some time and really like her is not a good idea, even if you've kicked things off well. Flirt, show interest subtly, and see how she responds to it - you don't want to land a permanent just-friends relationship with the girl you like.

Anyways, good luck and such with life and love and all that jazz. Keep us updated, because we all love you deep down in our hearts.


673 Name: WaiWuLong : 2009-09-17 11:25 ID:/XCfM88p

Hi Eiga,

I've read a little bit about your story. I get the gist of it. But if I were you (in fact, I've been rejected by girls too) I would ban these bitches forever, away from my heart. If they don't accept my attention and after all I've done for them, then they really don't deserve it. So, my game plan is as soon as a girl says "No", I leave her and move to the next one.

Fark it, there are more wonderful things to experience out there than regretting over rejection in a sad little-squared bedroom.

674 Name: 映画男 : 2009-09-26 19:11 ID:TqQ7bDJ6

well its been a while, college life is really good, met a lot good people in my dorm. i met a girl in my class, every night we go out for walks from 10 to 12am, first night we just ate at the cafeteria, then went out for a walk and talked a bit, we walked through a dark alley and she just grabbed my arm. 2nd night, we walked to a dark place again, and i just grabbed her hand, we started to hold hands and walked around, we found a place and lied down, looked at the stars and started talking. she said she wants to come visit australia with me next year. this week, we started holding hands again, there are times our faces are so close we almost kissed, she sometimes just stares at me and i'll ask her "whats wrong?" and she just say "nothing, just looking at you", she tends to stare at me a lot when we sit down.

today during my birthday, we went to starbucks, she brought me 2 cakes and started feeding me xD tomorrow shes gonna have dinner with my parents, wonder how thats gonna go =D

eiga out

675 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-09-27 23:19 ID:Heaven

Why didn't you straight up kiss her, on any of those occasions? Wait, I haven't read this 674 post thread but I'm betting you're one of THOSE PEOPLE who is too shy to do anything even when you really want to.

676 Name: 映画男 : 2009-09-28 16:06 ID:xpHMuADX

fuck i just found out she had a bf and she just got dumped the day before my birthday...

fuck i feel like i was used again, oh well

677 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-09-28 17:58 ID:gplnmUeq

Or, their relationship was going stale anyway and now she's free to get closer to you.

I think this might well be the case.

678 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-09-28 22:30 ID:atiAzGLb

Remember, if you actively pursue her like you have with the other girls, you'll just end up in heartbreak like before. If you like her, let her continue with her advances, and act on them. If you don't like her, reject her advances or straight-out tell her so. Also, did she go up to you and tell you she was dumped? If she didn't say so personally, it could actually have been her that dumped her boyfriend, leading to the conclusion that she dumped him for you. It was before your birthday, so she might have decided she'd go after you without restraint now that she is free of a relationship; if true, then she's truly interested in you, Eiga. Now all's you've gotta do is court her some and she's yours for a girlfriend, baby. No garuntees it will last, but hey, it's a start.

679 Name: 映画男 : 2009-09-29 04:59 ID:/T+speQI

at the moment shes just really sad about being dumped by her bf, the day before my birthday, she was telling me how she regretted coming back home, i asked her why but she said she'll tell me another day, the next day when i met her, she told me in person that she was dumped by her bf and was crying for the whole night. at the start i was pretty shocked but not pissed off, but yesterday in class i kept thinking about it, i feel like shes using me as a rebound, cos she said last night she saw the break up coming, kept asking me why he doesnt want her etc.

i did had a talk with her the other day asking whats going on between us, she said "i treat you like a family, but i like it when your around." im a little upset how she didnt tell me she had a bf since we were so flirty during our walks at night, kinda makes me feel if i go out with her, she might do the same thing with other guys when im not around. my dorm friends said i should just ignore her and find someone else, but i dont know. i just think its harsh if she treats me like her brother and i ignore her during these bad times =/

680 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-10-22 03:34 ID:Heaven

man she sounds like a bitch, DUMP HER AGAIN!

681 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-11-04 03:23 ID:Heaven

is it just me or does eiga just attract bitches

682 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-12-03 03:04 ID:Ep9wf7O/

its been like months! what happened eiga?

683 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-12-03 03:11 ID:atiAzGLb

Most likely, he 'twas finally eaten by the Mother Bitch Bear. He's got a fierce natural Bitch Bear musk, after all.

684 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-12-06 06:46 ID:xk2ref1/


Fuck the bitches' feelings. You gotta start looking after Number 1. Stop letting yourself be used, and show some backbone. Seems like you're always the nice guy, the guy a girl can dump all her emotional bullshit on.

No mas.

685 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-12-10 03:40 ID:khFDCwAg

>>681 eiga is like a bitch magnet,

anyway you should just ignore her, shes either one of those who just want attention from guys or she was just playing around with you. and yes i agree with >>684, fuck the bitches feelings, think of your self for once eiga! best of luck

686 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-12-13 06:52 ID:/Tr+fAMz

My take on it is that she knew her bf was losing interest in her, so she was trying to get some affection from you.

She totally played you man. Family, no matter how close, don't go walking hand in hand for hours every night.

687 Name: 映画男 : 2009-12-23 07:00 ID:mmAgL+OI

well its been a while, i end up dumping the girl later on, didnt talk to her after that and im she sure realized why, well college life is pretty intense! been doing alot of performance cos i joined the piano club, recording my own music and doing alot of assignments. I've been pretty close to this girl i met in the piano club, i talk to her like till 4am every day. last night i had a performance and i told her i was gonna perform a song i made for her and she really liked it. theres been like 2-3 girls whos like been trying to get close to me, they're not bad but im taking it slow, since college life is pretty busy.

688 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-12-25 11:40 ID:txnG7i+w

Hello Eiga Otoko

Im sorry if this has already been mentioned i have not read all of the thread recently as it's grown fairly large and my eyes are getting strained. Although i can understand from such posts you have been actively getting into new relationships and such.

Has there been any development with your first love Aya? Or has it completely blown over? I mean this thread was made over her so now it practically seems like this thread is just a output for your current personal life.

You may disregard my comment if you'd like although i mean no hostility, but i think you have accumulated enough experience and advice to make your own decisions now. So i find it strange for you to remain discussing the predicaments of all your love-interests as a open book. If they could read this do you think they would be happy about it?

689 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-12-29 19:36 ID:Heaven

>>688 dudddeee, aya is history, Eiga can do better then aya since she disappears too much, plus eiga entertains us with his never ending love life lol

690 Name: Anonymous : 2010-01-25 23:01 ID:Heaven

Is this thread dead?

691 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-02-15 20:19 ID:Heaven

it can be alive if you want ;)

692 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-02-23 23:33 ID:Heaven

>>690 It's up to little ol' Eiga to revive it, I'd say.

693 Name: 映画男 : 2010-02-26 10:38 ID:Yzg/eBxC

its been a while, thought i'll make an update

the girl i dumped ages ago is still trying to get back in touch with me, but i've just been avoiding her in college, though we sometimes just chat since i thought we can still be friends. lucky i dumped her cos shes one of those girls who just flirts randomly with any guys she sees. she always touches my neck every time she sees me for some reason

theres a girl in my class that has a crush on me for a while, shes 2 years younger then me and she always tries to talk to me in class when ever she sits next to me, even tried to ask me out one on one. but apparently her group of friends are pretty bitchy, e.g one of her group was interested in me for a while, always talked to me when ever no one was around, but her group found out and was making fun of her so she stopped talking to me ever since, so this girl always talk to me whenever the group isnt around. im pretty sure she hinted a confession to me once after class, i was standing outside the classroom waiting for my friend, she walks by and says "im waiting for your 1066 (1066 was a song i made about valentines day rejection, 1066 meant i knew the girl for 1066 days) "

There's this other girl whos what people call "the hottest" in this other class, i met her during orientation camp, though im in the same class as her in one of my subjects, we dont really talk in class since she sits like 3 tables behind me. she always starts a convo with me and ask where i disappear to after class lol. she found out i had a piano performance and said she would only come just to see me, but due to some situation she didnt come and she said she felt guilty about it, which i told her wasnt a big deal so she said she was going to make chocolate her self and give to me as a gift for not showing up my performance. which she actually did make the chocolate and even made a nice card. it was chinese new year last week and as a joke i said i will give her a red pocket since im older, and she says "hehe i'll look forward to ur red pocket :))"

the girl that i performed for her last time has been a big progress going on. we talked a lot on the phone during our vacation break, there was one time i was singing karaoke with friends, she called so i went out to talk for about 40 mins, my friend came over and said my song was up so i told the girl i had to go in to sing my song, but she was like "noo dont leave yet, talk to me for a bit more". so i stayed and talked to her for like another 30 mins. i had to get another sim card cos my phone bill kept going up last month, im starting to like her, shes nice and a caring person and everyone in the piano club thinks we're going out. i had some big family issues last week, she kept calling me asking how i was and stuff. schools gonna start next week so i will definitely see next week at school, oh yeh, we already made arrangements that she'll go out with me for a day in taipei, since our college is outside taipei.

its funny when i think about it, back in australia none of these thing will ever happen to me, i guess things change through time.

694 Name: Anonymous : 2010-02-26 22:56 ID:vEOqem1m


It's good to know you haven't been eaten by a bear!

Also, go after that girl you performed for.

695 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-02-27 18:01 ID:fF4GKvB7

And look at this! Three girls pining after Eiga, instead of he chasing them! Good show, Eiga, good show; you've got the power of choice, so choose the right one, now. On that note, the piano girl sounds like sounds like a good chance for you to get into a fair, affectionate, non-parasitical relationship. Make sure to be a gentleman on that date; no getting drunk and wailing on some guy now! Anyways, good luck to ye, and keep on keepin' on.

696 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-02-28 08:26 ID:Yzg/eBxC

I've been following this thread since our little eiga first posted, i must admit eiga has improved from these 4 years, eiga was very stubborn at the beginning like most guys would, but he has shown some patience and alot of confidence after being rejected countless times, for me if i was eiga i would be dead from that many rejections, especially that Eiga went through some major ones like lyss for example. Eiga was blind to see most of the girls he chase were either bitches or just using him, his finally opened his eyes. well Eiga finally took our advice and look at the results!! his getting girls and more then just one!!

one thing im impressed is how he can keep this thread going for so long, this might be 4ch's longest thread in history! also notice how Eiga always looses hope and is at the edge of giving up, but he just manages to bring his confidence and stand up again, im very impressed at that. anyway best of luck Eiga! keep up updated! wish you all the best bro!

697 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-03-01 05:02 ID:6+V15u43

Eiga, romance aside, what are you doing in life? I don't think I ever read the update. One minute you were in Australia, then Japan and China...very interested in what happened.

698 Name: 映画男 : 2010-03-01 19:24 ID:6osUr43C

>>697 i lived in Australia for 18 years, was going to move to japan but instead i went to taiwan, been in taiwan for about 8 months. I did a film school for about a year and a half called SAE institute, now im studying multi media at kainan univeristy, now im just recording my own music and upload them to my website during my free time.

699 Name: stav : 2010-03-01 19:49 ID:Heaven

hey Eiga Otoko

i've known you for some time, 3-4 years maybe? i'm pretty sure you know who i am by the name. its been a while since i talk to you last time, i know our convo last time didnt end too well as you know why. it took me sometime to read this thread, you showed me this 2 years ago do you remember? when you first told me about your story with aya you showed me this thread. anyway, after reading this i know your feelings were very strong back then, i know i didnt take you seriously, i know i didnt take it very well, i know you still feel the pain even though your miles away or even if its been so long. Its good to hear your doing well, at least your not emo :) i know i havnt been very nice to you after our incident, so i just want to apologize in front of everyone, im sorry for hurting you, Im sorry for the things i've said, we all do stupid things that we regret in the end, you've always been a great friend to me, i never got to say goodbye to you when you left, so here i just want to wish you all the best, and your always welcome to shoot me an email whenever you feel like you need someone to boost you up :) also i just want to thank you for all the things you done for me, hope your doing well.


700 Name: Frogun!!oBBGEi/+ : 2010-03-02 13:03 ID:9YHnkhzt

I laughed when "Eiga" got exposed for making a fake post to cheer him on, ripped from Densha Otoko and then call himself Eiga Otoko.

Call me what you will, but this thread is like the fanfiction of benson (I refuse to call him Eiga). Basically a modified version of Densha at first, then exploding and going more ridiculous as it went on. No people could have this kind of resolution left after getting smacked around with love so much that they would say "oh well... better luck next time".

While it was entertaining to read, it's sad how many people took him seriously.

701 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-03-03 05:45 ID:Heaven

are you saying that the so called "Eiga'' or "Benson" had too much time on his hands that he decides to make up all this so called "fanfiction" of him self for the last 3-4 years? And that everyone who participated in this thread are just sad loosers cos we all took him seriously?

to defend our so called Eiga or Benson. firstly i dont think anyone has that much time to make up "the love life of Eiga Otoko", i admit he would get the idea of "eiga otoko" after watching densha otoko, anyone would, but i believe the story he says. its not like its impossible for it to happen, in every mans life we always bump into the what seems the impossible, but hey we all manage to get pass the impossible, so i dont see why eiga couldn't get up after being smacked around so many times. and to be honest i believe most people would come to this site cos of densha otoko, we're all dreamers here so i dont think you should say how sad it is we took him seriously.

plus, if he really was copying densha otoko, he would have got a girl by now lol

702 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-03-06 12:50 ID:wb0MsXv4

>>700 hey dont bs about eiga

and i agree with >>701 if eiga was making up all this crap he wouldve gotten a girl by now.

703 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-16 07:06 ID:k08jjSr2

i believe my story is about to come to an end :)

704 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-04-16 19:50 ID:fF4GKvB7


Please, details, Eiga.

Don't hold back on us, not now.

705 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-04-17 16:42 ID:NaT1twkU

whats this?! am i expecting something great thats gonna happen?

details now Eiga!!

706 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-22 18:16 ID:gCpGIN7z

hey everyone

i've come here to conclude my story here :) its been a hectic month for me in feb, since valentines day brought me a lot of memories. on valentines day, i finally moved on from a lot of memories from the valentines girl last year, was a hard thing to do but i managed. i started asking the performance girl out, we out one on one and seemed to get along really well, we walked around this place in taiwan called "dong qu (east side)" which is a popular area cos it has a lot of shops owned by taiwanese celebs. our 2nd out going was good, we went to a pasta shop for lunch, talked for the whole afternoon then went karaoke with just her and me for about 3 hours. i had to rush home that day cos i was about to fly back to australia to sort some visa. (continue)

707 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-22 18:59 ID:gCpGIN7z


while i was in australia, we started to webcam and talk online for 5 hours every night, we flirted a lot. while i was in australia i thought i'll fly back to melbourne where i use to live to visit some friends and also sort out some personal stuff there. there was one time on the phone with her, she was saying how popular i was and that she gets jealous cos too many people always come find me to help them with music, and i was telling her how she doesnt need to be jealous since nothing really happens. while i was at melbourne i went to visit the valentines girl, i was pretty tensed about it but after apologizing for screwing up my friendship with her, i felt a lot better and we even managed to stay friends again. there was one night when i went clubbing with friends, i got bored so i called the girl, apparently she was really down cos of a argument with her parents and she wanted to call me, but i called her first, managed to cheer her up and she was like "im so glad i've got you". everyday she message me when she arrives to school and says she misses me, so it comes the day when im about to fly back to taiwan, we already organized to meet up the next day i arrive to watch a movie. (continue)

708 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-22 19:27 ID:gCpGIN7z

so it comes to the day i arrive back to taiwan, i met up with her the next day at the train station, brought a ferrero rocher flower with a koala doll i brought from australia as a souvenir and she really liked it. we went to watch "alice in wonderland". the movie was interesting, lots of special effects, anyway after the movie we walked around the city area, went to a park and sat there, took some pictures and stuffed around a bit. later she took me to a taiwanese history museum, and suddenly out of the blue, i just grabbed her hand and we started holding hands while walking around the museum. after the museum, we took a train to a famous place in taiwan called "dan shui" its popular for the night markets and the river. we walked and looked at the sunset, while eating some night market food, later we just kept walking to another famous area in dan shui called fishermans dwarf, its where most couples would go. we walked for about 30-40 mins while chatting and holding hands, to be honest i felt like i was dreaming, didnt think things would go so smoothy. we managed to get to fishermans dwarf, sat there and looked at the moon, i held her tightly in my arms, suddenly our face are really close, i move closer and kiss her. i never felt so nervous in my life, never touched something so soft with my lips before. she looked into my eyes as i look back at her, then we started to kiss even more passionately. i sat there with her in my arms and looked at the night sky, i've never been this happy before, i really felt like i was dreaming but i know it wasnt a dream. i took her home later that night and gave her another kiss and said "i love you", she looked at me and said " i love you too". (contintue)

709 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-22 19:47 ID:gCpGIN7z

thinking back, its been almost 4 years since i started this thread, and here i am 4 years later finally able to finish the story, right now, she stays at my place once or twice every week, i honestly swear shes the best thing thats happened in my life, shes always very caring about me, doesnt force me to do anything and respect me on whatever choice i make. seriously thinking about it, so much things have happened in the last 4 years of my life and in this thread. recently my parents are getting divorced so its been pretty hectic for me, but shes always there to cheer me up and tells me that she believes that i can fix my parents up. we've been going out for about a month and i've always cherished every single moment im with her. i really have learned a lot during my time in this thread, either its about romance or life, i really learned a lot, so just want to thank everyone on 4ch for everything thats happened in this thread. hope everyone can find their own happiness, dreams and lead them to heaven! :)

p.s. anyone here use facebook?

Eiga Out :D

710 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-04-22 22:49 ID:fF4GKvB7

Congrats, bro! Glad you were able to find your happiness after all that had happened; I hope you two have many good times and further your love, and all that jazz.

711 Name: sniper2233 : 2010-04-25 17:21 ID:6xxTHY61

hey, eiga, just before you leave this piece of heritage for future 2ch lurkers to view and run off to enjoy your dream, I want you to see this first.
I've recently found out about 2ch, and I just came by your post to check up why it's getting over 700 posts, and wow am i surprised at how many years have gone by since post 1, and all the history in it, Aya, Lyss, Pokemons, and most importantly the AUG Streyr, and you can guess what I'm about to say is going to come to you as shocking:
You guessed it, I also live in Taiwan, Kaohsiung to be exact, and i also sorta have an otaku vibe, and am learning japanese for 4 years right now, and have a major interest in movie making (wow that gives us like three things in common, i think we also have the same age, 19 right?)

I also do have facebook, tell me your email so i can send it to you, :D

712 Name: sniper2233 : 2010-04-25 17:22 ID:6xxTHY61

sage wow i got a 711, lucky me, taiwanese girls dig open-chan ^^

713 Name: 映画男 : 2010-04-25 20:52 ID:OccBdsXO

>>711 wow! thats insane haha, yeah im around the same age, im 20 at the moment, argh 4ch wont let me post my email, just look me up "benson tsai camberwell grammar" ;)

714 Name: not my problem : 2010-05-11 10:39 ID:ypiesq/u

>>700 2nded

715 Name: not my problem : 2010-05-11 10:44 ID:pErRVpjq

but if it real anyway then congratz.
now im stuck with one of theseven sins: jeolousy -.-

716 Name: Secret Admirer : 2010-06-09 09:45 ID:sBl5VcJE

congrats eiga! 4 years i've followed this thread thinking that the amount of shit that comes to you will never end, and then bam! the tables has turned for you. all the best bro and enjoy your new life =)

717 Name: ManUtd8 : 2011-04-19 08:04 ID:lwItEjW4

I've just recently finished reading this entire thread (took a week cause of work and personal responsibilities)...and really...this is as twisted as twisted can get for an Asian guy who couldn't get THE GIRL! Seriously, I was rooting for Aya during the first few posts...hoping "GOD, just end with him getting her (would feel like he accomplished my dream)." However, I started to fade away for a bit because I felt he was getting a lil out of line with all the bs he was pulling with other girls. For example: attemping to play a piano piece over the phone...that's just creepy in my book. I mean...c'mon...u would think after 1-2 days (or even a week) that if the girl did not want to talk to you...then f*** off and move somewhere else. But no...he kept pushing...and I wanted to rip his head off.

However, Eiga later on describes his own personal demons and how coming in late in the dating game is just like if a guy was trying to date since he was 5: it's just not simple. In Eiga's case, it was about not only finding someone who would like him for who he was...but also liking himself. I do remember some posters mentioning "stop antagonizing yourself" or "don't keep your head down..." but he would ultimately admit it was his fault for not taking the posters comments into consideration (not that it would matter in some ways cause we can't see him). He did change himself eventually: lost weight, go out clubbing, socializing in events like Karaoke, and being popular at school. When he moved to outside Taipei for college, he didn't push himself...and let life run its course. For a lot of people actually, that's the best way of doing so. I myself believe that while we still have choices in life, God ultimately knows our fate and we can't change that (knowingly). Eventually...I was happy to read his three-part finale that landed him with the girl that loves him...for who he is.

In the end, it's not Densha Otoko (Densha's goal lasted less than a year and had no teenage drama)...but it proved that no matter how old you are...if you are patient and willing to jump obstacles over and over again, eventually you will get there and find happiness.

For Eiga Otoko...if you are reading this now after just a year since you left...I hope you inspired many who read this thread and that the girl you (hopefully still) are dating is/might become your eternal soulmate.

718 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-22 20:05 ID:qG5BO0wg

its been a while

just to let you guys know, i found aya on facebook and we chattered a few times, funny huh? disappeared for almost 4 years and somehow i just found her on facebook. apparently shes moved to australia melbourne where i use to live, while im here in taiwan.

all i can say is, ever since i left the thread, so many things have happened, i watched a movie tonight called "you are the apple of my eye", its a recently new released taiwanese film about 5 guys chasing one girl in their high school life. i dont know why it made me think about 4ch, so i came back and looked at the 4 years post i had in here.

what i leanred from this past year, is sometimes in life we cherish all the loved ones around us, sometimes when we loose them the pain is so big we just want to hold onto them and never let them go, but if we keep holding on to them they more they want to leave. its even harder to accept the facts they want to leave but once you accept it, you feel a lot better. i reckon its just life in general and sometimes even if we dont want to accept it, we just gotta accept those facts.

anyway im not even sure if i should write about my whole year story again, its like this thread never ends D=

719 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-08-23 03:16 ID:pdbYlX5P

Well, it's up to you bro, your stories never fail to entertain me in the least ;p. Been following your thread for right about 2 years now, really amazing to see everything develop the way it has.

720 Name: HaloUTD08 : 2011-08-23 15:39 ID:cIbLzR+R

Hi Eiga Otoko

I actually found you too on Facebook...but found it weird to add someone you didn't know.

Anyways, how are you doing now with your love life? You with the same girl...or thinking about Aya again?

721 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-08-27 18:42 ID:Heaven

Please tell us whats going on Eiga!! DETAILS NOW!

722 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-28 20:42 ID:SGLAUVn4

hmm i dont know where to begin, all i can say was the times with my girlfriend was the happiest days i ever had in my life. ill start from last year july when my parents just got officially divorced for not too long, i was pretty upset about it as there was a few dramas with our family, if i have to say it my dad had an affair for 2 years and my mum couldnt stand it anymore. i was back at Australia for a month and a half to help move the house, i even went back to melbourne to go find the valentines girl cos we actually got in contact and she wanted to meet up with me, even met up with lyss. i would webcam with my girlfriend every night and we got even more depe, my feelings for her were more deep since we were apart for a while.

it wasnt in till one day my girlfriend started to talk strange towards me, she didnt say much and would reply "hm yes", when i say "i love you" she would just say "okay" which got me pretty upset. i thought something was up with her so i called her and asked if she still liked me, she said she didnt know which got me even more upset, we end up both crying that night cos she admit to me that she felt this pressure cos of my family situation and that she couldnt help me out and felt helpless towards me. I told her that shes done the best she can and shes already helped me a lot by standing by my side when ever i needed her, i told her even though my mum is gone, at least i still had her with me. (continue)

723 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-28 20:52 ID:SGLAUVn4

even after that night, she still talked cold towards me, i saw on her facebook status that she and her good friend (a guy) been commenting a lot and looked like they were flirting, i left a comment but they both ignored me on it. i started to feel as if shes slowly drifting away from me and that something was going on between those two, i asked her if anything was going on with them but she told me they are just very good friends and they will never go out. i was worried about her so i quickly booked a flight back to taiwan, i flew back on my own as my dad and brother was still in Australia. so when i came back to taiwan, i wanted to meet up with my girlfriend, but she refused to meet up with me saying she doesnt feel well and that shes not ready to meet me, i was honestly upset about it since i flew all the way back just for her, she started to talk even more cold towards me, she only replied, "oh ok, hmm yes, ohh" to me when ever i talk to her.

i knew something was wrong with her and i felt even more upset, i had dinner with my god sister and her friend one night and told them my situation. my god sister basically knew what my girlfriend was thinking and she hinted to me that there was gonna be a break up soon, her friend knew i was upset and told my god sister not to say anything more cos she said i looked like i was about to cry. funny thing was when i got home that night, i burst out crying on my own at home, i felt like my mum left me was painful enough, having to see my girlfriend slowly leave me was even more painful, at the time i really loved my girlfriend and would have done anything to let her stay. i cried for a while to the extend i couldnt say a word, i called my friend up and told her what happened and she got me calmed down.
during those days i tried to go out with friends so i wouldnt think about it, but nothing was working at the time, we had our first argument because my girlfriend kept giving the blame to my parents and family saying stuff like my family is more rich then her family and it gives her pressure about the future. i told her thats something 2 - 3 years later and its not like we're getting married now. she still said the pressure was there and we had a pretty big argument that night.

724 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-28 21:03 ID:SGLAUVn4

it wasnt till one night i was at home, looking through all the photos of me and my girlfriend, i started to feel a lot of pain, while listening to a very emotional song, i started crying again and screaming in pain, so much pain i started to feel like i couldnt breathe, i tried to call my girlfriend but she didnt pick up and said on msn "did you call me?", since i felt like i couldnt breathe and began to panic, i couldnt type properly and she thought i was being dramatic towards her by typing a lot, she said to me "im going to sleep now, good night", and i felt even more pain like she doesnt care about me anymore. i tried calling my mum but her phone was off (by the way this was at 2am mid night), i tried to call my dad in australia but his phone was also off, at the time i already fell to the ground trying to gasp for air, i was thinking "maybe this is the end of me..." i tried my brothers cell and it worked, but when he picked up he couldnt tell it was me since i couldnt talk properly as i feel like i cant breathe.

then my brother recognized my voice and began to panic, woke up my dad and they called an ambulance to my house, i had to crawl to the front door to open and then lie on the ground waiting for the ambulance to come. they arrived and put me on a thing looked like a wheel chair, checked my heart beat and apparently it was about 115 that night and blood pressure was 165. at the time i felt like i was dying or something, like my vision was all blury and all i could hear was people screaming "lets get him out", they put some sort of mask thing on me to breathe where the guy next to me was holding a oxygen tank. while i was in the ambulance, i cant remember what happened on the way because when i woke up, i was already in the hospital. my dads friend came to see if i was okay, i remember it was around 4am when i woke up. my family friend came and told me that my heart apparently stopped for a bit when i was in the ambulance, they gave me some sort of a shock to bring my heart back running again.

725 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-28 21:24 ID:SGLAUVn4

while lying in the hospital, im thinking to my self "what the hell happened tonight... did i almost die?", i remember i went home the next day where my mum came after she heard what happened. she was so worried she lectured me saying "what are you doing!? do you know how worried me and your dad was? all this cos of one girl?", i messaged my girlfriend saying i was in the hospital but she never replied me back.

my mum stayed with my for the last 4 days to make sure i dont have another incident. there would be nights where i would run into her room saying i cant breathe but my mum just tried to relax me and i slowly get my breath back. my mum was wondering what was wrong with me and organized me to get a full body check in the hospital. my mum had a talk with me saying it would be better if i broke it off with my girlfriend, she knew if she broke it off with me i would break down. i called up my girlfriend and asked if she wanted to break up, she said "sure lets break up" she told me she was sorry to let me go through the pain and to make things so bad that i end up in the hospital. we broke up on july 22nd from what i remember. we met up after a week i got better, i was very nervous cos i still had a lot of feelings towards her. during this time i met a youtube artist named Terry He, he came to taiwan and we met up, i introduced him to my producer and we're currently helping him getting signed to AVEX TRAX in taiwan.

even though we just met, i had a talk with terry about my ex, he said its pretty bad what happened, even though things look so bad, but in the end it brings a better future for us. when i look back at it now i find it very true. Terry also gave me some motivation to work on my music and not think about my ex, i was also working at a PDA shop for a month to distract my self from all the pain. occasionally at night i would feel someone is pressing their thumb against my throat and felt like im being chocked. it wasnt in till chinese valentines day, i was doing a performance that day at work since it was my last day before i start college. i wanted to ask my ex to come see me and get a chance to see her on valentines day. but she told me she had plans that day, i called her after work and found out she had dinner with some guy, i got pretty up set and we had another argument that night. my mum couldnt stand that i kept on holding onto my ex and that i kept wasting phone calls on her. she told me that im currently just going around in my own circle of pain, if i was to take a step out of the circle, i can move on with my life and not go around and around.

726 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-28 21:40 ID:SGLAUVn4


my mum gave me some motivation to try make my self leave my own little circle. college started, it was something new to me since i had to move universities due to my visa problem i had that year, which meant i had to start as a freshmen again. but it wasnt bad cos the school i was attending and still attending right now has a lot of girls there because it use to be a girl school 10 years ago. one of my best friends saw me how i was going through a rough time, introduced me to one of his friend (a girl) who said she really wants a boyfriend, we got along pretty well. in September i took a 5 day trip to shanghai with my friends to see the expo, it was all good but one night i didnt know why i just really missed my ex. when i got back from shanghai, i went back to my old college and wanted to meet up with my ex to give her the present i brought for her in shanghai. at the start she refused to meet up with me saying i didnt need to buy her and if she could not accept the gift from me. i only got her a pair of chopsticks that looked cute with these patterns on it. at the end she came out and took it and we talked a bit.

i started my new life in my new college, it was all good, people were very nice and met a lot of new friends. im studying international college so all my class was in english, a lot better for me haha. most of the girls in my class was interested in me cos the taiwnese girls were interested in how i was doing music and how i was ABC from Australia, not to mention they all thought i was korean at the start. my new life was starting out very good, the girl my friend introduced me we got pretty close as well, talked on the phone almost everyday and i got her a nice birthday gift that she really liked, everything was going smoothly, i also started doing covers on youtube to persuade my music dreams.

(guys its 5:44AM in taiwan right now, i really wanna finish what happened but im only half way, ill finish it up tomorrow when i get up)

727 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-08-29 07:18 ID:pdbYlX5P

Dude Eiga, give us a link to your youtube channel bro, I never knew you were into music! Good choice of hobby, chicks dig musicians.

728 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-08-29 07:53 ID:lQvzUlhr

Yay, Eiga is back!!!
Good to hear from you again!

729 Name: 映画男 : 2011-08-29 18:01 ID:YuastxkB

my youtube channel is here, you guys can check it out :D


730 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-09-01 07:05 ID:lQvzUlhr

We need an update again!!!!

731 Name: HaloUTD08 : 2011-09-07 22:45 ID:MdNXWwfV

I wonder if he'll come back and post the rest of his current story :(

732 Name: 映画男 : 2011-10-17 06:26 ID:dScoQ3Rp

sorry for such a long delay, ive been so busy the last month that i barely slept. anyway to continue my story.....

thing were going well for my new life in the new college, it wasn't in till one day i was on the phone with my ex, i asked her if shes going out with anyone right now and she said she was. i asked her who it was and she said it was the guy i saw her flirting on Facebook when i was in Australia who apparently she told me back then was only a good friend and that they would never date. at first i was surprised, but when i thought about it more, the more angry i got. i started arguing with her on the phone, she felt guilty cos i said basically she cheated on me for the guy. i didnt sleep that night, had another panic attack and kept screaming, i dont know why but the pain was so big i just wanted to scream out loud. my best friend came to my house to see me after he heard me screaming on the phone, to be honest when i look back at it now, i really looked like some fucked up psycho. i didn't sleep for about 2-3 days, i showed up at school all depressed looking and people noticed i was different. there was this girl in my class (lets call her V) who heard about me and my ex, i was talking on the phone to her about it, after i told her she suddenly said shes gonna pray for me. she just started praying for me on the phone and i was touched. V said if there was anything in my mind i can always go talk to her, she even gave me a birthday card with two full page writing saying how im a really nice guy and thank you for always telling her things about college so she can stop thinking about some bad stuff and that shes always here for me. when i read the last part it suddenly reminded me of lyss.... i dont know why. i started having little interest in V since she did some pretty nice things for me when i was going through a rough time. V suddenly began to change a during the semester, she started being more quiet and not really talktive, everyone knew something was up. there was one class where she suddenly left the classroom, when i asked i found out she want to the train station and went back home, i started to get worried.

733 Name: 映画男 : 2011-10-17 06:56 ID:dScoQ3Rp

everyone thought it was strange that V suddenly went home in the middle of the class, people were saying things like maybe shes got too much pressure from school work which is a possible situation. i wanted to do something to cheer her up so i came up with an idea to make a video for her, told everyone to record maybe 1-2 minutes of them selves talking giving some encouragement to V. during this time another girl (lets call her N) was pretty good friends with me, everyone was always curious if we were going out but i said we werent. there was one time when we were all having lunch outside, N said she wanted to see the new harry potter movie and asked if i wanna watch with her, i thought there was gonna be other people but apparently it was just me and her. we left lunch pretty awkward cos everyone was saying "oh where you guys going!" and it made us look like we were secretly going on a date or something. me and N became pretty close friends for a while.

on our school Christmas event, V was a lot better after i gave her a christmas gift and a card that i took a whole night to write (i suck at writing chinese), i even uploaded a song i wanted to give her on youtube on christmas day when i was at home. things were back to normal again, New Years Eve was coming. a lot of my classmates came to my place for New Years Eve since i live on the 13th floor apartment and can see the 101 fireworks for new years. there was two girls that i got familiar with that night (lets call her J and C), J and C are good friends in another class, i invited them for new years thinking its good to meet some new people. J seemed to follow me around that night and N would look jealous cos i took a photo of N looking at us with a kinda no emotional face. i was taking pictures with a very good friend of mine thats me and her are like sister and brothers, J saw us taking photos and suddenly came in the middle between us, my friend left and it was only me and J in my room taking pictures on my bed (yes it sounds kinda wrong but nothing happened).

734 Name: 映画男 : 2011-10-17 07:14 ID:dScoQ3Rp

ever since new years eve, J would always talk to me on msn and even msged me once saying "how come you werent on msn to annoy me last night? did you block me? :(" at the time V was a lot normal so i wasnt so worried anymore, i started talking to C as well and she wanted me to help her with english. it was winter break, i was planning on filming my first Music Video that i was gonna upload to youtube. during the winter break, me and C became good friends as well, c wanted to get me and J together cos she kept saying we look good together, J was a cute girl so i said i didnt mind. J would come from hometown which was about an hour by train to taipei city to come visit me, she kept saying she wants to practice english with me but we never end up doing any english. most of my winter break i was filming my MV, there was one night i was talking to J on the phone, saying ill take her to a all you can eat cake shop cos they got nice cakes there. she called me later at 3am saying she didnt want to eat cake cos it'll make her fat and i said to her "so you called me at 3am saying you dont wanna eat cake?" and she started laughing with her friend who was staying at her place. thing with J was going pretty good. During one visit when she and C came to my place, she said her hands were cold and i said i got warm hands, and suddenly i was holding her hand for about 2 minutes, C looked in shock and so did my other friend. we just stood there holding and didnt say anything, when we went to dinner J would always look at me smiley which made me pretty nervous. i managed to finish my MV and had it released on feb 17th when my 2nd semester started.

735 Name: HaloUTD08 : 2011-10-24 22:15 ID:8r14Rvpg

Oh no...what happens next?!!

736 Name: kao : 2012-03-02 11:56 ID:dKvUdRG0

737 Name: Secret Admirer : 2012-06-11 17:38 ID:sErv7edE

wonder where he went?

738 Name: 映画男 : 2012-07-15 19:27 ID:1mXBN1xN

im sorry i disappeared for so long

its been such a busy and hectic life, its like a never ending drama

i've been looking back at a lot of stuff recently, 4ch, lyss, manda, my ex

its 3:19AM in taiwan, weather is crazily hot, i'll try and finish up my story that i left behind... theres so much to fill up D:

again sorry for disappearing!! im currently on summer break, been doing some street performances and other performances around taipei, i'm currently working on a EP that im trying to release end of this year so been really busy since i last left off, plus im still in college.

anyway i'll find some time to post up where i left off. PEACE~

739 Name: HaloUTD08 : 2012-07-17 17:21 ID:sErv7edE

HE'S BACK!! (I hope...)

740 Name: Secret Admirer : 2012-09-12 06:05 ID:CmSbn7xk

Horoscope have known.
The partner whom you need is seen in horoscope.


horoscope JIKU site

741 Name: 映画男 : 2013-04-16 11:20 ID:EnYU3GUA

honestly i feel bad that when i said im gonna find time finishing up the story, i never got the chance :((

i left too much gaps in between that i wasnt able to finish the story

i was having a chat today with someone from this thread which is why i checked back, im pretty sure most of you have forgotten about this place XD

im gonna do a quick catchup on where i left!
-after i release my MV on youtube, people at school made rumours that i liked both C and J, it got awkward and we stopped talking
-V went into some depression mode and eventually left school, i was pretty sad about it but we still kept contact

  • V wanted to go to Australia during my summer break to do working holiday, my dad agreed for her to come stay at my place in Gold Coast.
  • V, her best friend and her sister came to Gold coast, at the time we were pretty close cos we were talking on the phone alot.
  • things were going well with V, i took her to alot of places and she seemed pretty happy.
  • A family friends daughter "kejo" found my facebook through the Music video and started chatting to me. when i was 13 her mum made a joke saying im engaged to her daughter since both parents agreed. obviously they were not serious.
  • one night, V said she never got drunk before and wanted to get drunk, my dad gave her a drink and she got drunk.

-she went kinda psycho after getting drunk, started crying and screaming
-cos i was a little tipsy, i had a fight with my dad
-V kinda knows i like her, cos i looked after her the whole night when she was drunk and she even held my hand that night.
-V rejected me before she went back to taiwan, saying i wasnt her type.
-Eventually i found out V just wanted to use me to get popular cos she knows im doing music and i know producers.
-me and kejo been whatsapp-ing each other a lot and been on good terms


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